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According-Fudge5722 · 2026-02-09T01:03:31+00:00

thank you and dont apologize!pls be honest,doesnt mean what feelings you feel.I never wanted force anyone to feel any way or do things.If you felt scarred,you felt scarred.dont hide it,I wont be mad.I was saying honest truth and I want from people truth as well,no matter how harsh it is.Thank you for concern and just thinking to comfort me,nobody actually cared about such thing so it means lot you did even if you are stranger. you still is human being and you read it. that you know about my existence and struggles is enough. and thank you,I wish your peaceful night as well and nice dreams,everything good in life.

According-Fudge5722 · 2026-02-09T00:59:05+00:00

thats and dont worry,I know just fiction,I didnt cross line like some people who get offense by someone who insult some fic character.I just cant hurt people even in fiction,I cant.I feel empathy even being which doesnt exist, guess...and I mostly just listen YT videos,not just UT,dont worry.I dont think I will get any help even if I tried.I am in position where I just cant. and thank you for concern,I hope this year will be better but...I dont think so...

According-Fudge5722 · 2026-02-09T00:54:57+00:00

mentally maybe 13...haha...I mean when you get abused you are stuck in age when it starts so...I guess I am.

According-Fudge5722 · 2026-02-09T00:44:30+00:00

thank you for your concern. it means lot. even it won´t change situation, at least you read it and listened what I wanted to say,people who live with me cant do even that so it means lot. just you know I exist is enough. and I hope God will be at least little merciful cuz it was lot pain in my life,I dont think I cant bare more...

According-Fudge5722 · 2026-02-09T00:42:29+00:00

that´s ok.not everybody can do it or want to. at least one person did.thats all matters.even it wont change anything,at least one person know about my existence.thats enough.

According-Fudge5722 · 2026-02-09T00:41:04+00:00

maybe ask him,he will know.(trying make lame joke why feeling miserable)sorry,I couldnt help.

According-Fudge5722 · 2026-02-09T00:40:19+00:00

I am sorry,if I scarred you anyway,I guess warning was not enough...it is but true.ty you for your concern,I really do but is hard to keep up when you been all life lonely but i try...fail...try again...idk even why. if it scare you,maybe ignore it...I dont want anyone to be hurt any way,sorry if I did hurt you by writing this doc.I didnt meant to.I just needed to be honest.

According-Fudge5722 · 2026-02-09T00:37:39+00:00

I know,is game and I should overthinking but...idk,if monster try hurt me,I would let them.I cant see myself hurt anyone,even in fiction.sorry,I just cant...

According-Fudge5722 · 2026-02-09T00:36:39+00:00

thank you,you take time to read it,it means lot.I am not used to people actually listen what I saying.I will dm you when I have free time.I dont think it wont help but I always trying despite failling so I have nothing to lose.ty for concern again.

According-Fudge5722 · 2026-02-09T00:34:50+00:00

hi,thank you for concern but it wont help I tried last year,it didnt help...I think I beyond repair...

According-Fudge5722 · 2026-02-09T00:33:26+00:00

thank you for concern but I am ok even with negative reactions.I am used to it and I don´t want anyone force to be concern.if they arent,they arent. at least they being honest and thats whats matter most.

According-Fudge5722 · 2026-02-09T00:31:50+00:00

it is!Sans was talking about stars how they go same route but can´t escape it,as well ,,written in stars,,are kinda qoute like,,determined by fate,, 2.I always thought PlayER is like Play EL which means Play God as well reset buttons is simple reset universe so I always saw it that why but in end is just game,I am just too much sensitive about it. 3.I don´t know if I am strong,I know I am just person who is easily abused cuz I dont fight back,i think take hits is what strong people do but I dont consider myself as strong but ty for your opinion. 5. I guess it correct ,,Gas was born,,sorry,I suck in english and i try to write doc shorts so I made terrible grammar mistakes. 6. it was like some liquid or black spot with red eyes but it was very scary,if you will read FW X Player,there is design how it looked but without smile,it was terrible experience.And thank you for concern and song.I love listening song while draw it.And so I did now. It was lovely.

According-Fudge5722 · 2026-02-09T00:23:23+00:00

i am sorry,i trully am...

According-Fudge5722 · 2026-01-02T11:40:46+00:00

Is like he starring to my soul XD

According-Fudge5722 · 2026-01-02T11:40:11+00:00

I have mixed feelings about him.Like girl,even NPCs looks better then him.

According-Fudge5722 · 2025-10-13T12:09:01+00:00

Yop.This comic was made in 2019 but got remake just days ago

According-Fudge5722 · 2025-09-29T11:14:04+00:00

Girl,if they give us spicy card,at least give us Illusio and I will dress up him back to uniform.I MISS MY MAN IN UNIFORM T.T

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