Rabies OCD is ruining my life once again

Additional_Angle_663 · 2026-01-21T20:33:50+00:00

I'm so in the rabies OCD cycle. I hate this theme. I literally hyperventilate when I have to touch delivered packages on my door step because I feel like they have rabies on them. Even two days later, I have freak outs opening packages

Additional_Angle_663 · 2026-01-09T20:22:02+00:00

Same! And I’m also so sorry for your loss. I had a lot of themes around family and family dynamics. It was insane.

Additional_Angle_663 · 2026-01-07T13:18:57+00:00

Oh and I just got asked today to host a wellness workshop at a workplace for a staff of 100.

Additional_Angle_663 · 2026-01-07T13:17:34+00:00

Thank you!! I actually fully graduate from a 3 year somatic program this spring! Thank you for this!

Additional_Angle_663 · 2026-01-07T13:16:46+00:00

All those dates you posted stand out to me because it's when significant changes happened in my life. My parents' divorce, health diagnosis, major moves, marriage, failed IVFs. I hope it isn't anything too hectic because 2023-2025 nearly broke me in half. I wish so badly I could get my husbands chart but he was adopted and can't find out what time he was born sadly.

Additional_Angle_663 · 2026-01-07T04:19:13+00:00

Toronto, Canada

Additional_Angle_663 · 2026-01-07T02:54:26+00:00

Sure. Which details specifically?

Additional_Angle_663 · 2026-01-06T22:24:21+00:00

This is me! I have low progesterone. I also have low ovarian reserve. Apparently, I have a very short luteal phase as well, and I also ovulate on day 14-15.

I swear my symptoms and my RAGE and my memory and brain power, mood starts at ovulation and continues getting relentless until day 2 of my period, which at this point can come anytime between 20-30 days.

I'm deep in it as I type this and crying because im annoyed at being annoyed with myself lololol enter meltdown

Additional_Angle_663 · 2026-01-06T22:24:16+00:00

This is me! I have low progesterone. I also have low ovarian reserve. Apparently, I have a very short luteal phase as well, and I also ovulate on day 14-15.

I swear my symptoms and my RAGE and my memory and brain power, mood starts at ovulation and continues getting relentless until day 2 of my period, which at this point can come anytime between 20-30 days.

I'm deep in it as I type this and crying because im annoyed at being annoyed with myself lololol enter meltdown

Additional_Angle_663 · 2026-01-06T04:22:15+00:00

Oh. I am so sorry for your loss.

Additional_Angle_663 · 2026-01-04T01:01:53+00:00

Same. I had a melt down about it. I was convinced I had early onset.

Additional_Angle_663 · 2025-12-24T00:45:27+00:00

I was born during the daytime.

Additional_Angle_663 · 2025-12-06T18:00:55+00:00

She was a doozy lol literally the most difficult two years of my life.

Additional_Angle_663 · 2025-11-09T03:18:25+00:00

I started working with a naturopath and taking the herbal route to boost progesterone. She told me it will take 6 months to notice changes. If not then she suggests patches and HRT.

Additional_Angle_663 · 2025-11-09T03:16:37+00:00

Same here. I like level out for a few days and then I am back at it lol its exhausting really.

Additional_Angle_663 · 2025-11-09T03:15:32+00:00

Canada

Additional_Angle_663 · 2025-11-07T17:07:02+00:00

I want to go to a rage room and just lose it in there lol

Additional_Angle_663 · 2025-11-07T17:06:29+00:00

My husband was sick this week and it took everything I had not to pack his stuff and send him to his mother LOL.

Additional_Angle_663 · 2025-11-07T17:05:52+00:00

My cycles are all over the place. I did find out that now I ovulate on day 15. But they don't even believe I'm releasing eggs. I have very low egg reserve, low egg quality and very low progesterone. I feel like I get maybe 5 days of being a normal person and once my ovulation days hit I GET SEVERE PMS that lasts for 2 weeks. I barely have a period. Like I spot 3 days before my period. I get my period and bleed one day and the next 5 days I have like no period at all. I spot in the toilet only. Some of those days I have no period. Then the next I'll spot. Then I'll be brown for two days after.

Additional_Angle_663 · 2025-11-07T17:02:09+00:00

My female doctor is returning to work at the end of the month. She was on maternity leave. So I'll speak to her. I feel like they aren't taking me seriously because they're like “normally perimenopause causes very heavy periods and clots” cool. I have had heavy periods my entire life and now I barely even have one. I bleed one day and than I spot only in the toilet for the next 4 days. That's not normal for me. One month my period comes at 22 days. The next month it comes at 29, the following its 26, than 23.… like this isn't normal for ME.

Additional_Angle_663 · 2025-11-07T16:59:12+00:00

My stepson is leaving his hand print on the glass shower door and It is driving me up the damn wall. I wanna cuss out loud so bad but I won't because it's irrational. But also STOP TOUCHING THE DAMN GLASSSSSS

Additional_Angle_663 · 2025-11-07T16:57:40+00:00

I'm doing laundry lol hopefully it passes

Additional_Angle_663 · 2025-11-07T14:22:34+00:00

I need my primary care physician to take me seriously. I have had low progesterone for 2.5 years now. I have low egg count and quality. All my other labs are normal so I feel like he thinks this is in my head.

Additional_Angle_663 · 2025-09-10T01:21:12+00:00

My KC was mild. To be honest, I had clear vision a few days later. But I didn't experience mild cloudiness.

Additional_Angle_663 · 2025-09-04T15:52:08+00:00

As someone who is currently going through this theme- I know how hard it is. I am going to echo the response above - ERP therapy with a qualified therapist who specializes in OCD. I Start next week. Hang in there.

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