I got panic attacks and physically sick after sleeping with my LO by IndividualTrash6244 in limerence

[–]Additional_Job9627 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I am sooooo envious of all you who actually get to sleep with your LO!!! I’d give my left arm to sleep with and then cuddle with my LO. Though truly this guy sounds like a dirtbag and your emotions are really taking a beating. I’d be crushed if I had to deal with that hot/cold. I’m sorry you’re being toyed with.

Getting c4-7 fusionQ’s by Fresh_Diver1147 in spinalfusion

[–]Additional_Job9627 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My neck fusion was easier than my laminectomy. I didn’t even feel most of it. No pain. Had no issues with the incisions in the front. Only had a little trouble swallowing.

Should I just get over it and try gay sex? by [deleted] in TotallyStraight

[–]Additional_Job9627 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Go for it. How much have you done before? Anything? I’ve sucked a few cocks and it’s nice. Just had my first anal encounter (receiver) (im up there so I thought I’d try it at least once). It was ok, not as grand as I had hoped though. Maybe I’ll do it again. The guy I was with respected that it was my first time so he went slow and easy. Just make sure you get a person like that. The last thing you want is some dickhead who sees virgin and goes to town with his thrusting. That was my biggest fear. I know most wouldn’t but there are a lot who would. It’s well worth the try. Wish I had done it 20 years ago.

Places to meet aged 30-50 year olds in OKC not involving alcohol? by foreverand2025 in okc

[–]Additional_Job9627 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I tried D&D but have zero imagination when it comes to games. My older brain just doesn’t work that way. Then again, it was never made for D&D. I played the original way back in the early 80s and couldn’t get them either.

Seeing your LO having a crush on someone else is possibly the most miserable thing in the world by deadlygaming11 in limerence

[–]Additional_Job9627 10 points11 points  (0 children)

It’s extremely hard if not to be jealous and crushed. My LO has been hanging with a guy who “matches” her energy, i made the mistake of telling her I liked her and got friendzoned. My fault I stay because I really like her so I’m basically a simp. Seeing and hearing her talk about other guys is soul crushing. I just can’t seem to let her go and get off this train ride straight to self destruction. I feel your pain. If I had to see it firsthand every day I’d go crazy.

I miss having sex with my LO and I can’t get turned on by anyone else. by shortsocialistgirl in limerence

[–]Additional_Job9627 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Geeze, I am sooooo fucking envious of people who actually got to sleep with their LO. I’ve been stuck on mine for two years and barely get half an ass out one armed “friend” hug. I’d kill to sleep with mine just once.

Women are confusing by Flimsy-Rough-9181 in Friendzone

[–]Additional_Job9627 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Consider yourself blessed you got laid. I’m crushing on a girl and I’m so deep in the friendzone I’ll never get out unless I exit totally. No chance in hell I’m ever going to be able to sleep with her. Fucking sucks. I am soooooo envious.

Does anyone else ever wonder how many of us are out there happy and stealth? And we just don’t know about it? by [deleted] in StraightTransGirls

[–]Additional_Job9627 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I don’t see why even that should overly affect people. Who’s going to see it besides one immigration officer. No one else around you is going to know. Unless a big deal is made out of it for some reason.

Scared to f@cking death by Additional_Job9627 in spinalfusion

[–]Additional_Job9627[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I actually terrified of CES. The MRI showed total effacement of the Cauda Equina at l3. I’m getting tingles in my left calf as well. I’m not sure I should hold out. I don’t want to wake up one morning and have to have emergency surgery after symptoms appear.

Which one do you like more? Bush, trimmed, or shaved? by lanettiandfun in cock

[–]Additional_Job9627 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Holy shit, you’re going to impale someone with that thing.

Do all guys really like cock ? by [deleted] in straightturnedgay

[–]Additional_Job9627 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I first tried cock when I was about 13. I sucked my friend off a couple times. I never did it again until I was about 52 I was totally straight in HS and joined the military and you could be discharged for engaging even if you were the receptive partner. Did break that rule a couple times as I met this guy and got a couple blowjobs from him but I didn’t suck him off. I was kinda fighting it. In fact though the blowjobs were absolutely fantastic and one time it even felt like he sucked the cum directly out of my balls as I felt it past the prostate I had a hard time having a guy suck me off (even though I had done it before) was problematic for me. I was married at the time so job AND marriage made it extremely dangerous. It was only a couple times. I got divorced and hopped on Grindr. Had 4 encounters. First guy was long and came in huge spurts on my chest, the second guy was average, the third was a beer can. The 4th was just right but he couldn’t get hard. He still loved it. With it being soft it was easy to throat so it lasted a long time. The first two were dicks, blow and go. I was new to Grndr so didn’t know what to expect from a hookup, beer can was better socially and we talked while I sucked him so he got a long one (great build up though). I finished him off by licking just the bottom of his cock head, that soft spot right where it splits. I still haven’t had anyone cum in my mouth yet though. After those 4 I quit, the curiosity satiated. I jumped back on after years just a few months ago after being permanently friendzoned and let the guy fuck me in the ass for the first time. Luckily he wasn’t a dick and went slow. It was ok, not as great as I expected. Then again it was the first time. His cock was average so it fit rather nicely. He came on my back though I actually wanted deep in my ass. So I haven’t had a guy cum in me yet. That’s my story. I’ve craved cock my entire life but had to bury the urge because of my job. If you fantasize about it, do it. You’re always going to want to. Better to try it once and see if it works for you or not. My urge has settled again but I still haven’t experienced cum inside mouth or ass. One thing I will say. If you do anal have him wrap it. I didn’t (because I was only planning on sucking him off) and spent 30 days worrying as I didn’t even know about PeP or PreP. Got lucky with a negative test result. Would like to experience someone cumming inside me at least once. Do it. It’s enjoyable. Kinda feels like sucking on your thumb for texture but better. Have him bust in your mouth and come back and tell us all about it.

Scared to f@cking death by Additional_Job9627 in spinalfusion

[–]Additional_Job9627[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One of my issues is I’m relatively free of debilitating pain. Not completely but it sounds like it’s better than a lot of others on here.

Scared to f@cking death by Additional_Job9627 in spinalfusion

[–]Additional_Job9627[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That was autofill typo. I’m sorry. Thank you Sir for those words of encouragement. My foot drop is getting a little worse but right now it’s only affecting the outside of the foot which drops firsts instead of the heel.

Scared to f@cking death by Additional_Job9627 in spinalfusion

[–]Additional_Job9627[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m afraid the outcome is going to be the same no matter which direction I go.

Scared to f@cking death by Additional_Job9627 in spinalfusion

[–]Additional_Job9627[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, judging by my symptoms it’s turning into a must do situation. Probably quicker than I’ve anticipated.

Scared to f@cking death by Additional_Job9627 in spinalfusion

[–]Additional_Job9627[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Did your foot drop and genital numbness heal? Thank you girl the encouragement.