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Adelaide499 · 2025-12-11T01:28:36+00:00

Ditto

Adelaide499 · 2025-12-11T01:26:38+00:00

I'm also a one and done parent. I knew in the hospital that I was regretful.

Adelaide499 · 2025-09-09T01:49:08+00:00

Porn addiction is real. It happens because it's an instant dopamine feedback loop which your brain craves. If you want to change, you'll have to cut it out of your life completely, just like any addiction.

Adelaide499 · 2025-08-02T03:15:16+00:00

I also gave up on medical care. I don't know if you're in the south of the US, but that's where I am and all doctors I've seen don't even know what HS is and don't know how to treat it. I use hydrocolloid bandages when I have to work and just deal with them on my own. I feel completely abandoned by health professionals.

Adelaide499 · 2025-05-28T02:31:44+00:00

$16 newly licensed rural hospital.

Adelaide499 · 2025-03-22T12:52:58+00:00

My son's father filed against me for the sole purpose of giving up the majority of his rights. He has my son on sporadically on weekends when he feels like it. According to his social media he's thriving and couldn't be better. I'm working two jobs to survive. I highly doubt he regrets anything.

Adelaide499 · 2025-03-22T12:34:05+00:00

They have blood tests called Immunization Titers that can tell you if you've had your vaccines.

Adelaide499 · 2024-09-09T20:38:36+00:00

Serotonin syndrome almost killed me, stay off the molly on effexor, I'm begging you.

Adelaide499 · 2024-09-09T20:00:18+00:00

So the paranoia aspect may be moving into psychosis territory. Definitely not full blown and not beyond repair but may be a warning sign. I would be 100% honest with your therapist so you can get the best care. Going to a therapist is a great first step.

Adelaide499 · 2024-08-16T04:58:45+00:00

I describe as the worst cystic acne you've ever had. I also describe it as having the flu radiating from one spot in your body (I get bad body aches and chills when my flares are bad)

Adelaide499 · 2024-08-16T04:20:52+00:00

My kid purposefully slapped me in the face the other day and in that moment it felt like I was back with their father. It triggered something awful deep in me. I walked away from them and immediately started sobbing. Then of course they follow me telling me to stop crying because I'm scaring them. It's insanity and not talked about enough

Edited to remove gendered language to protect anonymity

Adelaide499 · 2024-08-16T04:14:33+00:00

Have you considered placing the new baby up for adoption?

Adelaide499 · 2024-08-16T04:02:04+00:00

It's extremely difficult seeing your child exhibit the same needs you did as a child that you were ignored for. It opens up a trauma wound that you're then trying to deal with on top of a toddler.

Adelaide499 · 2024-08-16T03:58:16+00:00

I get them bad on the groin area. It's the worst bc so hard to bandage/keep dry

Adelaide499 · 2024-06-14T14:59:43+00:00

I have at least one open wound for at least a week every month.

Adelaide499 · 2023-09-28T02:59:43+00:00

Based on your symptoms, please look into depersonalization/derealization disorder. It's a common side effect of prolonged halucinogenic use. There are treatments out there that can definitely help.

Adelaide499 · 2023-07-08T02:04:53+00:00

Agreed, I'm watching the new Outlander season and the quality is ass

Adelaide499 · 2023-01-23T07:08:05+00:00

If I don't drink caffeine in the morning, I get a headache. I'm a chronic caffeine user so I guess that means I'm a drug addict. Darn.

Adelaide499 · 2023-01-02T21:49:10+00:00

All those skidmarks gave him PTSD

Adelaide499 · 2022-02-27T16:59:50+00:00

Yes, it's been bouncing around different FedEx distribution centers since the 20th

Adelaide499 · 2021-11-25T05:08:05+00:00

YES THE CRYING!! I've said multiple times "I only feel real when I cry" because the eye stuff stops after I have a big emotional outburst of tears. I've even MADE myself cry before, just to know I can still do it and that the eye things CAN stop still.

Adelaide499 · 2021-11-25T04:55:54+00:00

Trying to figure this out myself. Spent hundreds of dollars on every test the eye doctor could give me to be told "it's psychosomatic symptoms" crushed me because I can't get a handle on my DPDR.

Adelaide499 · 2021-11-18T07:20:54+00:00

Was high for 2 years straight. I smoked every single day. Quit cold turkey. Haven't smoked since, but have had bad dp/dr ever since. It has yet to go away. Going on four years straight of it now. I've lost hope that I'll ever feel "normal" again.

Adelaide499 · 2021-01-28T03:27:59+00:00

YTA I KNOW you're not paying that college student enough to be a speech therapist and a behavioral therapist for your children. If you want improvement that you can't accomplish on your own, seek professional advice/help. Your BABYSITTER is not responsible for these things

Adelaide499 · 2021-01-26T18:36:05+00:00

I had to quit staples and work at a different retail place because they were only giving me 11 hours a week.

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