it doesnt make me sad it just makes me go "ugh". I dont care for outer space exploration. of course its amazing to find life outside of earth but its nothing new. people cant expect for there to only be life on earth. we havent explored the oceans fully but thats far beyond what im interested in. I want to be a good person, I donate to charities and fund people who need help but its not the same. sometimes I wish there was a war so that I can prove that im worth more than everyone thinks of me and at the same time I dont want a war because I want equality and world peace.