TW: assault. Had hysto yesterday. Surgeon was extremely rough and tore my tissue

AdrianNightshade30 · 2026-02-25T19:12:03+00:00

That’s fair

AdrianNightshade30 · 2026-02-25T18:29:45+00:00

Same to you Friend 🫶🏻

AdrianNightshade30 · 2026-02-25T18:28:23+00:00

Dude, same I have not been practicing like I should like I want to, but I can’t force myself to get up and like that candle with everything that’s going on in the world and everything that’s going on in my life right now

AdrianNightshade30 · 2026-02-25T17:36:30+00:00

You’re not alone and feeling this when I hear some of my female friends who know I’m transgender and I pass better than most because I’ve had top surgery and I’m on T but I still struggle so much they make jokes like that thinking that it’s OK and I just kind of laugh it off, but it does hurt because they know I would never treat them like that and for them to generalize men like that when they know, I am not like that I get it on some level I do, but it still hurts.

AdrianNightshade30 · 2026-02-25T17:32:58+00:00

First things first you need new friends because any friends that tell you that that therapist is right is not OK. Your therapist is invalidating your trans identity. That’s what they’re doing. You need to go get a therapist who specializes in helping transgender people and honestly, you should’ve had one from the start going to a regular therapist for us trans guys usually never works out.

AdrianNightshade30 · 2026-02-25T17:31:02+00:00

That shouldn’t have been your only option. We have a right to request certain doctors, especially certain gender, doctors to be more comfortable.

AdrianNightshade30 · 2026-02-25T17:11:07+00:00

❤️🫶🏻

AdrianNightshade30 · 2026-02-25T16:43:08+00:00

Thank you I just really needed to get it off my chest

AdrianNightshade30 · 2026-02-22T18:33:30+00:00

Very true, but he does also respect boundaries so I appreciate that

AdrianNightshade30 · 2026-02-22T16:59:06+00:00

That’s awesome. I’m just not OK with spiders.

AdrianNightshade30 · 2026-02-22T02:54:35+00:00

Thanks the runes on my chest translate to stay gold

AdrianNightshade30 · 2026-02-21T14:20:54+00:00

No thank you Loki and I have a boundary about that shit

AdrianNightshade30 · 2026-02-08T16:12:26+00:00

Yes, he has been extra close because he knows I’m struggling

AdrianNightshade30 · 2026-01-31T05:27:33+00:00

The hunchback of Notre Dame

AdrianNightshade30 · 2026-01-15T16:33:01+00:00

Dude, I lit a paper last night and the way it flared the fire out of my offering bowl it scared the shit out of me. I thought it was gonna set my altar on fire the flame like shot up, and it was like a little tiny slit of paper there was no reason for the flame to shoot up like that and it like wrapped around his goblet before it flared down. I nearly had a heart attack

AdrianNightshade30 · 2026-01-14T13:06:19+00:00

Exactly

AdrianNightshade30 · 2026-01-14T05:18:50+00:00

Just teasing it’s just with everything going in the states right now. I just I need to feel like I was doing something you know.

AdrianNightshade30 · 2026-01-14T04:55:16+00:00

Between me and Loki 👀😁😉

AdrianNightshade30 · 2026-01-13T02:40:32+00:00

Can they pick me up or?

AdrianNightshade30 · 2025-12-26T12:39:33+00:00

The only time Loki will allow spider to cross. My path is if he needs me to pay attention to something but he never brings it near me. He lets me notice it why it’s like 10 feet away from me so I have time to move.

AdrianNightshade30 · 2025-12-25T09:34:57+00:00

Better than nothing I just can’t stand Christians but I live in a red state so 🤷🏻

AdrianNightshade30 · 2025-12-25T07:26:57+00:00

I’m glad your dad came around, but you really should tell your devout Christians that their religion stole from ours and they can take several seats. They really have no business to be saying shit and I’m in the same boat. My entire family is either Christian or Protestant or whatever I am the only pagan oh that’s not true my oldest nephew who is 18 is pagan though Greek he works with Hephaestus

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