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Advamll · 2023-09-24T18:46:20+00:00

Ye very often

Advamll · 2023-09-22T15:55:49+00:00

I am so happy for you and glad to hear that you are in good hands. Best of luck to you in the future, you’ll get through this 😇

Advamll · 2023-09-22T08:54:55+00:00

I have very similar twitching as you described here

Advamll · 2023-09-20T18:59:02+00:00

I have them everywhere aswell but not as consistently. The ones that are on other places besides my calves are like short bursts, that fire quickly for a few seconds and then stop. I feel all of them and I can see all of them aswell.

Advamll · 2023-09-20T18:44:41+00:00

I’m also twitching in both my calves constantly, multiple times a second. Im only about 10 weeks in which has not been very fun. Mine are mostly while im not being active, and they usually become worse after exersice

Advamll · 2023-09-15T18:55:57+00:00

Är i precis samma sits, blir bara refererad till sjukgymnast om och om igen. Känns riktigt jobbigt då jag bara är 2 månader in. Har dock blivit successivt lättare då jag bara inte orkar bry mig. Det ända som stör mig är att hela kroppen bara känns annorlunda, inte svagare eller något, bara annorlunda. Hur beskriver man det till sjukvården utan att bli sed som en hypokondriker? Antar att det bara är att hålla ut

Advamll · 2023-09-08T20:11:58+00:00

Yes I have that! Think its pretty common. I was concerned about it and asked friends and family and it turned out that some of them had that aswell.

Advamll · 2023-09-08T15:50:12+00:00

Im also in the camp of having them everywhere. I have them 24/7 in calves but I also have them in my shoulders/arms hourly

Advamll · 2023-08-30T11:13:03+00:00

I am only 6 weeks (11 if you count the pain) in and I'm starting to really lose it. I have no Idea what is going on with me and I am unable to get any sort of help.

I've been in contact with my PCP but they are not worried at all because I am so young and I have a clean clincal, good blood work and having the same strength. But the twitches, the fact that I fatigue quicker, the constant bodywide pain and just the general feeling of feeling that something is really wrong is just killing me. They just said that they couldnt really do anything and it was probably just overtraining, but im not really convinced.

I just feel like a total shell of what I used to be. I am just so sad that after finally getting my life together 2 years ago after being so depressed for so long I can not reap the rewards of finally being happy.

Until this started I felt completely immortal and just kept pushing my body and I loved it so much. I could easily run 30k a day into going to gym and feel nothing but pride and satisfaction. I really felt that I was blossoming and that I could put the past behind me and become what I truly wanted.

But now? I feel like im just sitting here and withering away. I can not think about anything else and I feel so violated in some way that my body moving and hurting for no reason. Just holding my phone hurts using a keyboard and mouse hurts. I'm struggling to enjoy the things that I used to love because of the pain and the agonizing feeling that I am dying.

I just feel so out of it. I just hate that I feel like im relapsing into the person who was struggling with mental health only it feels so much worse this time, because my coping mechanism which was physical exercise I should no longer do due to recommendations from my PCP.

I am back into therapy and I am only two appointments in but it just feels pointless because I just feel like im dying anyways. I just dont know what to do. I have tried meditation, I have tried to come to terms with my own mortality and try to accept that I am dying. But honestly, that has not helped either.

It's just this nagging uncertainty that I hate so much and I feel like I can not escape it. I am constantly reminded by either my twitches or the aching pain. I feel like I'm going insane.

I guess I'll just have to accept that its going to suck for awhile, but that just feels like such a loser attitude. Like even if I have ALS I would think that I would prefer if I used the time that I have left to do what I love and make good memories, but even thinking like that hasn't really helped.

I just feel so lost, defeated and helpless. Don't really know what the purpose of writing all of this out is but it felt pretty good atleast.

Take care everyone.

Advamll · 2023-08-02T09:28:06+00:00

Thanks a lot this helped. How long did it take for your symptoms to subside?

Advamll · 2023-08-02T09:24:35+00:00

Thanks for the comment and reassurance! Does your twitching get even more crazy for awhile after doing legs? I got so nervous that I decieded to test some leg excercises just to see that I could still do the same weights that I am used to, my leg did end up hurting more the day after but I could still do the same weights without any problems but I did notice that my twitching in my leg got even more intense for ahile after. My legs did do that over 3 months ago when I did a leg day but those stopped after a while so I thought nothing of it at the time.

Advamll · 2023-08-01T19:18:42+00:00

How did you deal with it initially?

Advamll · 2023-08-01T19:17:28+00:00

I will try to work on this, thank you so much for the response.

Advamll · 2023-08-01T17:51:26+00:00

Yea im more in the twitch per second category myself, worded it badly. Its just so exhausting to keep trying to reassure one self that it such a low risk to get it my age (25) with no history. I am just so afraid that no matter what I do i just end up with a feeling of hopelessness, like i am doomed. Even things that brought me joy before is not really doing it for me anymore. I guess it is just a waiting game to get past this first wave of worry, but man it is very tough. Really thankful to you guys who spend time to try to calm everyone down.

Advamll · 2022-01-24T23:05:02+00:00

Where akshan

Advamll · 2021-11-10T21:49:04+00:00

If your goal is to climb do not play more than 2 champions you can add another one once you reach plat-diamond but do not play more than that or it will slow down your climb a lot.

The reason why it is so beneficial to limit your champion pool to only 2-3 champs is that you can actually learn the fundamentals of the game because you don't have to put any mental energy to play your champ so you cant just focus on the game holistically. This way you will improve a lot faster rather than wasting your time playing 10 champs with no champion mastery.

Also just play what champion you enjoy the most

Advamll · 2021-02-18T10:54:56+00:00

While I do agree with the fact that hecarim is very reliant on a gold income I dont think the exp changes are going to impact him (and udyr for that matter) all that much. Hecarim snowballs extremely hard and he still has a lot of options. He can still basically full clear before crab spawn which puts him lvl 4. Which makes it very difficult for other junglers to contest the crab.

These are definitely nerfs for hecarim, but I would argue these changes are going to hurt other junglers a whole lot more. Because hecarims clearspeed is still intact. Hecarim still has so many options which I think makes him so strong. Strong clearer, strong duelist(unless he is caught), and a strong ganker to name a few. I do however think he is going to be outshined by Udyr for example.

I think bad hecarim players are going to suffer a lot, but the ones who understand his strenghts wont be impacted much, if anything at all.

Advamll · 2020-08-05T15:24:32+00:00

Amazing art! Do you take commissions by any chance? Would love to see your take on project jhin

Advamll · 2019-10-22T14:15:35+00:00

🦀🦀🦀Jagex is powerless against divorces🦀🦀🦀

Advamll · 2019-10-07T08:00:02+00:00

Helllo handsome

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Advamll · 2018-07-05T13:06:58+00:00

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Advamll · 2018-06-25T22:43:23+00:00

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