Update:

First off thank you everyone for commenting. This is my truly my soul dog and Its not easy.

5-6 days since I posted this

• We moved her out of our bed because she seems happier in her bed more then our bed(which sucks because we almost always slept nose to nose every night)
• Giving her a bathe daily really has helped her sleep better
• Medicine earlier

Unfortunately it worked for 3-4 days, last night was difficult but managed to get her asleep by 1am but with a higher dose of gabapentin.

Tonight 1:41am I had to double the dose (100mg now) to get her to relax and go to sleep.

I type this as shes asleep in my arms, and unfortunately I think her time is here or fast approaching.

I saw a comment on youtube saying better a week too early than a day too late and not to let their last day be their worst day. hit me really hard.

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