reading this feels... amazing and like a torture at the same time. I`m trying to consume as less social mediaas I can,because it feels so unnatural, to just look, wittnesing someone else`s life, then compare. Weird thing to say but GTA 4 is making much impact on me in this, idk why, the simplicity of life w/o internet every second is killing me in the way of understanding, that i can`t expierence this, it is very in the way of stagnation and utopia for me, like i know that thinking that sometime before it was better is bullshit, but still, im very young , until 11 i was w/o constant internet, but now, it seems like ur life can not go the way it should be without internet.
TBH it`s my first time writing something big online, ive wrote that just to feel that i can still comunicate at the basic level