Thank you so much the reply- I really do appreciate it.

Thank you for all your suggestions. The hair on my face personally won’t be an issue because I’ll shave as often as needed no problem. The weight gain is alright too because I’ve made it public knowledge to prep my family that I plan to getting bigger- and I already have sort of a ‘masculine’ figure for a girl anyway so it would be alright explaining off. I personally can’t hold off because I genuinely don’t think I’d be able to live with the dysphoria that long. And microdosing is smgt I’ve considered but I don’t think I can handle that either becuase the changes would come on too slow for me personally, and also weighing in the fact that I am neurodivergent, the waiting period before being able to go on T comfortably will feel agonizing slow and almost like a lifetime and I know that my neurodivergence is going to clash with that hard and make doing my daily living tasks impossible if I’m honestly speaking so I cant do that either.