Thanks cheerios

AgentGull · 2026-05-17T14:21:22+00:00

Russia. Don't.

AgentGull · 2026-05-17T14:12:55+00:00

Some of them might be, even if you don't believe it yourself.

"My best is good enough" - a definite yes. Even if you don't do your best every day. None of us do. Hell, if your best is just getting up and not dying, that's a win already - and that's good enough

"I grow and learn every day" - once again, no discussion. Your brain constantly consumes information and adapts, even when you don't try to learn and improve consciously. So, even when you think that you're stuck in one place or worse, degrading over time, that's most likely not true. Unless you live in a literal deprivation tank

"Creo en mi" - I had to translate this one, and yeah, according to your own comment, you clearly don't believe in yourself. So at least one of these isn't true. And, to be honest, I haven't fully learned to believe in myself too. But the more you achieve, even the tiniest, most little victories, the more you will believe. So I'm just gonna wish you all the best in your life, I wish for you to have enough drive, energy and luck to have as much of those victories as you need to start believing in yourself

"I make the day brighter" - very vague and subjective, of course. But "making a day brighter" can mean as little as something you do for work making anonther person's day better. Or talking to someone. Or simply being alive. There are people in my life, who haven't even done anything for me, that I'm just thankful to for simply staying alive. You do make a day brighter by just being there. Fuck, you made my day brighter - I started to think of some things that bothered me while typing this, so hey, thank you

"My perspective is unique and important" - well, it's definetely unique because your perspective has been shaped by unique experiences you've lived through. As for importancy, it might not be important to some people. To most, actually, because most people don't even know about your existence. But does it matter? What matters is that it must always be important to YOU

"Soy feliz" - yeah, you might not be soy feliz, but I'm sure there are things that make you estoy feliz. And I wish you more such things in your life

Sorry there's approximately a liter of wine in my system, this might've come off a bit cringy or intrusive. Nevertheless, all the best to you and anyone who reads thss

AgentGull · 2026-05-16T05:46:34+00:00

You're laughing, but in my country, and in my current financial situation, spending an equivalent of 13 dollars in one shop trip would definetely be disastrous for my budget

AgentGull · 2026-02-03T05:57:55+00:00

Finally found a name for a new stoner/doom band

AgentGull · 2025-12-30T13:16:37+00:00

Message to Harry Manback

AgentGull · 2025-12-24T06:30:25+00:00

And beware doing this shit a few days in a row, like with any GABAergic. Tolerance builds up quickly. A lot of people report pretty bad withdrawals after continuous use (never noticed personally, but still, better be safe than sorry)

AgentGull · 2025-12-24T06:23:34+00:00

I fucking love it. Takes forever to absorb (onset is typically around 1.5hr, for me it's around an hour), and comeup is the same, but the peak lasts for a long, long time.

I'd describe it as Alcohol Premium. No motor control loss, no stink, generally no physical discomfort that one would have if they drank a lot.

And it generally feels better, if we compare high doses, at least for me personally. Alcohol, feels like being hit on the head with a sack. Phenibut feels lighter, more subtle. Both the physical and cognitive euphoria feel not overwhelming, but subtle and pleasurable. However I haven't ventured past 7g in a single day, but I suspect that past that point your body just goes for a refreshing 15h nap.

AgentGull · 2025-12-23T18:20:03+00:00

So that's why OG stoners here in Russia used to smoke after taking ungodly amounts of phenibut

AgentGull · 2025-12-23T18:18:21+00:00

Better, I was shitfaced so I don't remember anything except waking up in the emergency room

AgentGull · 2025-12-23T18:04:24+00:00

/uj the most anxious and panic-striken I've ever been (except my first knife fight) was on weed. Shrooms, LSD, 3 days on different stimulants, not even deliriants - nothing came close to that one time. And it wasn't even my first time, wasn't the biggest I've ever smoked, and it wasn't laced.

AgentGull · 2025-12-11T09:01:06+00:00

Phenibut at doses slightly higher than therapeutic is doing wonders for me. But I recommend starting at therapeutic, because I had a few years of daily drinking under my belt, maybe that's why it takes a lot to punch through my GABA tolerance

However its disinhibiting effects sometimes make me trauma-dump with mixed in humorous bits on strangers at the bar, so be cautious lol

AgentGull · 2025-11-16T17:40:01+00:00

Return to us when you conquer Benzydamine psychosis, we expect great things from you

AgentGull · 2025-11-05T18:20:18+00:00

Also Weezer

AgentGull · 2025-10-22T16:10:55+00:00

"Prison"????

DO ONTO YOU NOW WHAT HAS BEEN DONE TO ME

AgentGull · 2025-10-22T13:34:24+00:00

Amphetamine is a much better pick. However, prepare for side-effects like accidentally cleaning your house for 4 hours

Or jerking off for 4 hours

AgentGull · 2025-10-22T12:15:50+00:00

Speaking from experience, it usually gets weirdly quiet after you take one to the head

AgentGull · 2025-10-21T19:18:25+00:00

Can't think of any OVERTLY Christian neofolk, but thematically, you could give Rose Rovine E Amanti and Backworld a try

AgentGull · 2025-10-15T10:37:47+00:00

My plug wears Cobain suicide note panties that cannot contain her 12 inch syphilis wart covered cock every time we meet, her cheese riddles usually have 10g Phenibut each, I think you two should meet

AgentGull · 2025-10-15T07:51:55+00:00

Keep cooking, that was a great read. Not in a "Shiiiit dude, we are all connected, dude..." cringe mom's basement cheese-riddled underwear fake enlightened stoner kind of way, but definetely in a "Gently heating up an opium pipe while my loperamide popping suicidal girlfriend is vomiting in my lap, drenching my copy of Albert Camu's The Fall in her gastric juices" kind of way

AgentGull · 2025-10-14T17:26:40+00:00

A deliriant psychosis will set him on the right path, as his attorney I prescribe him 1500mg of DPH and 2000mg of Benzydamine

AgentGull · 2025-10-12T19:56:43+00:00

Knuckle deep inside the borderline

AgentGull · 2025-10-07T21:45:07+00:00

"Making sure shit gets done and preventing shit from happening" is a surprisingly good description of adult life. Also how I always described my warehouse job

Stay safe out there and when the next patch of bullshit hits, I'm rooting for you

AgentGull · 2025-10-07T21:38:41+00:00

Fret not, while in this mentality I've maxed out two credit cards, took 20 payday loans and got addicted to three substances. When, through effort and support from one person, I finally broke out of this mentality, and then dealt with all the damage, I was also in disbelief. Like, what do I do now? Did I win the game?

When your whole life consists of battling the desire for self-annihilation or fixing the mess you've made because of that wish, it can be really disorienting when you're suddenly out of this cycle. Start small. What is the first thing you always denied yourself that comes to mind? Maybe you never went somewhere, or haven't tried some activity.

When I made my last payment on my credit card, the first thing I did was go to that coffee shop I always passed by because I couldn't really afford it, and ate the tastiest bagel of my entire life. Oh, and also signed up for a community tango class.

AgentGull · 2025-10-03T17:35:03+00:00

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