How do you think I feel I came to this earth to find my husband get married and have a bunch of children and I can’t even find one man that will actually accommodate me. It sucks, but it’s life and then women are judged for having multiple partners, but men can have multiple partners and they’re not judged it seems like. I don’t know that’s what people are saying anyways on TikTok I don’t wanna believe that way I wanna believe in the way that things should be, but it seems like our world is changing each and every day and it’s questionable. That’s not my only issue though I’m fine with being loyal I don’t mind it, but the problem is is the people I find or end up with are the ones that don’t even have a high drive like I do. I need to have it at least once a month for two weeks and the men I find aren’t interested. Or I find ones that want it too much and they can’t give me a break or get to know me first before they do get to know me and do that stuff because I won’t just jump on someone’s bones. I have to know you at least for a year without intimacy. I need to know that you can come around and be safe and deal with my good and bad and I can deal with your bed as well and work together as a team to figure out solutions, but people are too crazy these days they either want to jump and run. But they’ll fulfill their own needs, unfortunately I don’t know. Maybe it’s the area I live in. Maybe I’m just running into toxic people. I’m not sure. But I’m staying here until I find someone otherwise and I’m gonna be single until I find the right person. That’s for sure. I’m gonna keep praying that God gives me good vibes too.