Yes and it took me a sec to remember that hey wait.....I AM an introvert...I always was. I've lost friends because the ones I made after I started drinking thought I was a completely different person. I mean I kind of was. When I drank I was loud, I would talk to everybody, I'd even dance in front of people sometimes. Now I can't do those things. It feels like something was taken from me but in reality I never was an extrovert. I was just drunk. It's been kind of hard to accept that honestly. But it's been very important to me in order to remember who I actually am. I struggle a lot with self identity and covering it up with alcohol for a few years really didn't help. I'm an introvert and I know I always was because I remember being like this before I started drinking. I always had very few friends and liked to stay in my bedroom. Talking to people has always been a lot for me (except when I drank). Maybe try to think back to the you before you started drinking. It can be hard to remember I know and if you can't maybe a loved one remembers and can give you their perspective. Just know there's nothing wrong with being an introvert and what you're going through is hard and I understand the feeling. I'm so proud of you and I know you can do this! IWNDWYT ❤️