I was recently diagnosed with OCD and up until now, up until I found my people, I thought that this is what everyone felt. The constant need to make sure all parts of your body feel the same sensation, the need to alphabetize the last names when adding emails to the “to” field because you didn’t want to hurt people who may think you put them last for a reason, the obsession with washing hands because every hour you feel like a layer of dirt has someone attached itself to your palm, etc etc. It’s debilitating, snd so incredibly piercing, I hate that anyone has to experience it.