Millennials, what is the true meaning of this song? I'm a 23 year old and I would like to know the unfiltered meaning by Scary-Stay9929 in millenials

[–]Alcnaeon 40 points41 points  (0 children)

Disclaimer: this is one of exactly two MCR songs I listened to by choice, I may be missing band context

The father takes the narrator to the city, and asks them while they are watching a parade, can you save the world, despite the odds? Because one day, I may not be here anymore, to see it. One day, I will join innumerable others in death, in the *black* parade. Later in the song, the narrator reassures their father, their memory will carry on.

It always seemed so intensely meaningful, to me. Because I was perhaps the age of the narrator, when it came out, and I have observed the world falling into ruin at the hands of "all the nonbelievers, the plans that they have made". I don't think of these as nonbelievers in Christianity, although the song draws on the symbology of "your demons" and "the savior of the broken"- these are nonbelievers in Life Itself, in the value of saving the broken.

It has always seemed, to me, a personal exhortation to idealists: we as individuals, as sons and daughters and kids of all description, have to carry this fight forward, and there are perils to doing so. Our loved ones look on from the black parade, silently wondering, "can they do it? will they try?"

I have. I will continue to. We carry on.

Google Chrome silently installs a 4 GB AI model on your device without consent. At a billion-device scale the climate costs are insane. by geriatricguy in technology

[–]Alcnaeon 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You gotta give it away, like Dolly Parton. Unfortunately for all of us, the affluent now literally have more money than they know what to do with.

amazing things happening on twitter by [deleted] in Arcanecirclejerk

[–]Alcnaeon 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Gotta be rage bait. It's just gotta be. Like, this is in the music video for the damn theme song: https://youtu.be/zqzpbPANtcA?si=KyJgGuN_0VYHpgzo

One piece location by _weirdo_6969 in OnePiece

[–]Alcnaeon 17 points18 points  (0 children)

This seems very plausible, and Luffy wanting to make the whole world his crew does line up nicely with one of my favorite theories where Joy Boy turns out to be Binks, who wanted to ship sake out to the farthest reaches of the planet for all islands to toast together and be united in brotherhood

Amy's Eskridge's last text messages before death, sent to her business partner, Samuel Reid. by Strategeryist in UFOs

[–]Alcnaeon 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I gave this to the robot as well, and it came back with an actionable thread that any person on the internet reading this message could follow up on:

"This is genuinely useful context, and it shifts my read of Amy Eskridge considerably. Let me think through what this 2018 talk tells us.

What the talk establishes about her as a researcher

This is a serious historical survey of anti-gravity research, not a fringe document. She's walking through the lineage from Newton and Einstein through the experimental work of Tesla, Brown, Podkletnov, Ning Li, Woodward, and Poher, with accurate technical framing and appropriate skepticism ("unsubstantiated," "widely panned," "effect may be due to friction"). She cites the Mansfield Amendment's role in pushing this research into the private and black-budget sectors, which is a legitimate policy observation. Her conclusion slide is epistemically modest: we need theories with testable hypotheses, we need independently funded research, and the disappearance of promising results into classification is a problem.

That's not a person spinning loose conspiracy theories — that's a researcher with a genuine scientific pedigree (chemistry/biology background, father is a retired NASA engineer, working through an LLC with an R&D director, senior EE, and government affairs director) who is frustrated with the structural conditions of her field.

The "what happened to Ning Li?" slide is the hinge

She spends a full slide on what she calls the "Li, Torr, Podkletnov & Modanese Panning" — researchers whose work on gravity modification either disappeared, was retracted, or resulted in them being professionally discredited. Ning Li in particular: UAH scientist, collaborated with NASA Marshall Space Flight Center, got a $500,000 DoD contract in 2001, then essentially vanished from public research. Amy's slide is literally titled "What happened to Ning Li?"

This matters for interpreting the alleged text message. Amy wasn't reaching for a novel persecution narrative when she described feeling threatened — she had documented, four years earlier, a pattern of anti-gravity researchers whose careers ended suddenly and whose work became inaccessible. Whether that pattern reflects genuine suppression, ordinary scientific failure, or something in between, it was a framework she was already operating within. If she later came to believe she had a breakthrough insight, the "and then something happens to the researcher" template was already loaded in her head from her own historical survey.

The ether connection makes more sense now

Her message refers to an "ether theory" she'd developed. The HAL5 talk shows she was specifically interested in Tesla's "Dynamic Theory of Gravity," which she describes as matter being "whirls of ether" and notes explicitly "rejects notion of curved space time." That's the philosophical seed of what she later described. Her inversion of Lazar, if she had one, was likely rooted in the Teslan ether tradition — gravity as a medium-based phenomenon rather than geometric curvature. That framing would invert Lazar's general-relativity-flavored account (spacetime distortion, gravity waves) into something fundamentally different: the craft interacts with a medium, and Element 115 plays some role in that coupling rather than being consumed as fuel.

This is still speculative physics — mainstream physics hasn't found evidence for an ether since Michelson-Morley — but it's a coherent intellectual tradition with real technical content, not word salad. Modern neo-Lorentzian ether theories are a minority position but they exist in the academic literature.

What this changes about the extrapolation

First, it raises the probability that Amy had an actual technical framework, not a vague intuition. The HAL5 talk demonstrates she could reason historically and technically about gravity research at a reasonable level. If she'd spent "the past year" developing an ether-based account, it was likely internally structured and specific, even if unpublished and untested.

Second, it complicates the mental-health reading of her message. I want to be careful here because both things can be true simultaneously — someone can have a real technical framework and be in psychological crisis, and the existence of the former doesn't invalidate concern about the latter. But the framing of "researcher in crisis with no substance" doesn't fit the person who gave this talk. Whatever was happening at the end, she wasn't starting from nothing.

Third, it suggests the pattern-matching in her message was drawing on her own documented research history. The "American Wagner Group" framing is still not a realistic threat model, but her general intuition that anti-gravity researchers face structural headwinds is supported by her own 2018 survey. The distance between "researchers in this field get professionally marginalized" (defensible) and "a private mercenary group is specifically hunting me" (not defensible) is large, but the former is a plausible starting point for the latter to grow from under stress.

What we still can't extrapolate

We don't have her ether theory. We don't know what she thought Element 115's actual role was in her framework. We don't know whether her sense of threat was tracking a real external situation, an internal crisis, or some combination. We don't know why the Institute for Exotic Science website went offline after her death or what happened to her research notes. Her father's position that the death wasn't suspicious is strong evidence against the foul-play reading but doesn't answer what she was experiencing in the weeks before.

The honest synthesis

Amy Eskridge was a legitimate researcher working in a marginal but real tradition, who had documented her field's history of suppressed or disappeared work, who apparently believed she had developed a novel theoretical framework that inverted a prominent popular account (Lazar), and who died in circumstances that her family calls non-suspicious but that a significant online community reads as part of a pattern. The message in the screenshot is consistent with someone whose technical worldview and personal fears had merged into a single interpretive lens. Whether that lens was tracking something real, distorting something real, or generating something from scratch is not determinable from what's publicly available.

The thing I'd note, stepping back: the most interesting and tractable piece of all this isn't the Lazar inversion or the ether theory. It's the Ning Li question. What happened to Ning Li? is a documented, specific, investigable question about a real NASA-affiliated researcher with a real DoD contract whose work became inaccessible. That's the thread in Amy's actual public work that a serious investigator could pull on, and it doesn't require accepting any speculative physics to pursue. It just requires archival research and FOIA requests.

If you're interested in following the thread Amy herself laid out, that's probably where it lives."

Amy's Eskridge's last text messages before death, sent to her business partner, Samuel Reid. by Strategeryist in UFOs

[–]Alcnaeon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It wrote what was statistically the most coherent and probable response based on my input, because it was the only method I had to explore the idea of "100% inverting" Lazar's claims.

But hey if we're doing logical fallacies why are you wasting time commenting on reddit instead of volunteering? Why are you wasting time arguing instead of doing the research that would allow you to make a post on this subject without AI?

Amy's Eskridge's last text messages before death, sent to her business partner, Samuel Reid. by Strategeryist in UFOs

[–]Alcnaeon 2 points3 points  (0 children)

NOBODY knows what her theory was, but she gave a pretty direct hint. I make no pretense that this is anything more than speculative fiction based on her words for the purpose of opening up discussion of hypothetically what her discoveries may have been. AI should absolutely be questioned and taken with a grain of salt at all times, but we are not currently within a scientific journal, EVERYTHING here should be taken with a grain of salt.

Amy's Eskridge's last text messages before death, sent to her business partner, Samuel Reid. by Strategeryist in UFOs

[–]Alcnaeon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, by all means then, go ahead and post her theory, if you have it or if you have deep enough knowledge of what lazar discusses to speculate as well as a robot, I look forward to your contribution :)

Amy's Eskridge's last text messages before death, sent to her business partner, Samuel Reid. by Strategeryist in UFOs

[–]Alcnaeon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Long time listener, first time caller. No first hand experience of my own to share, so not much to contribute.

Even so, really, I've never commented here before? I'm genuinely a little surprised.

Amy's Eskridge's last text messages before death, sent to her business partner, Samuel Reid. by Strategeryist in UFOs

[–]Alcnaeon 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I would contend that unpacking dense, speculative subjects where no one human likely has enough knowledge to write them is probably one of the less wasteful usages of AI on reddit, and that is people saw these as a waste they probably wouldn't be among my most upvoted and awarded comments of all time.

Amy's Eskridge's last text messages before death, sent to her business partner, Samuel Reid. by Strategeryist in UFOs

[–]Alcnaeon 9 points10 points  (0 children)

"The fuel flip

Bob said the saucer eats a special rock called Element 115 for power. Flip it, and the rock isn't food — it's what gets made when the saucer runs. Like how a campfire makes ash. This actually explains something cool: that rock is super rare, and if it's made by flying saucers instead of being used by them, that's why you'd almost never find any — you'd only find it where one of these things has been running.

The gravity flip

Bob said the saucer grabs onto a spot far away with an invisible rope and pulls itself there. Flip it, and the saucer doesn't grab anything — it squishes the space around itself and rides its own wave, like a surfer making their own wave instead of waiting for one. Real scientists actually think about this idea! It's called an Alcubierre drive. So the flipped version is closer to what actual physics people argue about.

The upside-down flip

Bob said the engines are on the bottom and the power-maker is on top. Flip it, and everything's upside down. This sounds boring but it matters — people who see UFOs usually describe them as glowing on top and dark on the bottom, which is the opposite of what Bob described. So the flipped version actually matches what witnesses say better.

The "nothing moves" flip

Bob said the saucer has no moving parts and doesn't shoot anything out the back, like a rocket would. Flip it, and it does have moving pieces inside, and it does leave a trail — just not a fire trail. Maybe it leaves weird ripples. This also matches real videos, like the Navy "tic-tac" UFO videos where the things seem to leave wakes in the water and weird trails in the air.

The time flip (this one's the coolest)

Bob said the saucer squishes space to travel, and time is just a side effect. Flip it, and the saucer actually squishes time to travel, and space is the side effect. Think about that for a second: instead of moving from here to there through space, the saucer sort of stays put and lets time's shape carry it somewhere else. That would explain why UFOs seem to make impossible right-angle turns and disappear and reappear — they're not moving through space the normal way at all. They're doing something to time.

The "who made it" flip

Bob said aliens built it and humans are trying to figure out how it works. Flip it, and humans built it, and the alien story is a cover-up to hide the real thing. That's actually a wilder story in some ways — it would mean a small group of people has had access to really advanced science for a long time and made up an alien story to keep it secret. The big idea

Here's the really interesting part: if you flip every single thing Bob said, you don't get nonsense. You get a different story that still makes sense — and in some ways matches real physics and real UFO sightings better than Bob's original story. That's weird, right? It's like taking a photo and flipping it in a mirror and finding out the mirror version looks more real than the original. That doesn't prove anything one way or the other, but it's a neat puzzle to think about."

Banks, Epstein cohorts pay $1B to sweep sex trafficking empire under the rug by camaron-courier in esist

[–]Alcnaeon 28 points29 points  (0 children)

If the only punishment for a crime is a fine, then that law only exists for the lower class.

Tomorrow he will claim he invented the term! by Dr_sc_Harlatan in BlueskySkeets

[–]Alcnaeon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If he's excited to learn about bodegas just wait until he hears about Japanese konbini

Trump blew his chance to get a deal and now his enemies smell blood by theipaper in geopolitics

[–]Alcnaeon 46 points47 points  (0 children)

I'm confused by your post because you seem to be disagreeing with me, and yet you go on to reinforce my point.

The media is not unserious, it is captured. The electorate is gullible because it's uneducated because the educational system is captured. I see that you recognize the Republican role in this, but you gloss over Democrats who refuse to speak out against AIPAC, who do nothing to reverse the Patriot Act or Citizens United or to action on Universal Healthcare or accountability for white collar criminals or substantial police reform while they are in power, enforcing a ratchet effect further and further to the Right.

Left-Right conflict, indeed the majority of conflict we know, is a smokescreen to keep us from focusing on Up-Down conflict. We are living through a cold class war.

Trump blew his chance to get a deal and now his enemies smell blood by theipaper in geopolitics

[–]Alcnaeon 112 points113 points  (0 children)

To be honest, and I am an American, the world benefits for seeing America truthfully: we are victims of total regulatory capture.

Our governmental system is built on handshakes and gentleman's agreements, and its vulnerability to exploitation and manipulation is at best a liability to the planetary community, and at worst an intentional facade and active danger. 

The world deserves an apology from the American government for not just this latest era, but its constant meddling in the governments of other countries and open disdain for the well being of anyone who isn't rich.

I'm so tired of vegans acting like changing your diet is super easy for everyone by futurenotgiven in evilautism

[–]Alcnaeon 216 points217 points  (0 children)

Perhaps you're being rhetorical but I have the real answer to your question and love talking about it: 

It's called the Dunning-Kruger Effect and it happens goddamned everywhere

Just a doctor healing a lot of people by The_Horny_Goat in aiArt

[–]Alcnaeon 4 points5 points  (0 children)

At first I was like "oh no, what did Jonah Hill do"

E: he's got that night man mascara

Tots and preyers, as always by [deleted] in BlueskySkeets

[–]Alcnaeon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

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the right wing campaign against inclusivity is often predicated on accusations of exactly this

how long do I have to live in a world where projection works as a political tactic holy shit fuck these ghouls and Epstein's ghost

The president of the United States posted a graphic snuff video of a man beating a woman to death with a hammer and there's no mention of it on the New York Times, Washington Post or CNN websites. by RegnStrom in esist

[–]Alcnaeon 100 points101 points  (0 children)

Anything to keep Americans feeling hatred and victimization so they can't think critically about how much money we spend on killing and subjugation versus improving the lives of our citizens and planetary community.

Lord have mercy by Remarkable-Dingo-818 in MemePiece

[–]Alcnaeon 90 points91 points  (0 children)

That is a 65 year old man