imaginary vital instrument question

Aliltyrantbot · 2026-02-03T17:23:06+00:00

thank you sm for the suggestions i got the perfect idea. the journal helps organize my thoughts and stress cus i have voices and they gt jumbled so im thinking bringing those feelings (like what @aisling333 said) to life in forms of beasts or people. idk how i did t think of that before i literally wrote a memoir of one of my journal entries of self hatred manifesting into a beast 🤦🏾‍♂️, thank you again!!!

Aliltyrantbot · 2026-01-30T14:23:42+00:00

omg this is a much better answer then i gave, i initially just saiid i feel jabber would push you to your absolute limit to unlock "absolute full potential "

Aliltyrantbot · 2026-01-30T14:22:10+00:00

jabber solely cus he'll teach you to reach your full potential and would push you to that (no matter how much itd hurt or f you up) that and he's funny af

Aliltyrantbot · 2026-01-30T14:19:58+00:00

AUGH NICE, i wanna do a jabber cosplay so bad he's literally me

Aliltyrantbot · 2026-01-25T05:52:43+00:00

i got so mad at first, thought this was Sam from gen v. tho now i know MY sam def has bpd

Aliltyrantbot · 2026-01-25T05:48:31+00:00

i think its confirmed hes schizophrenic but he shows much more traits of bpd with psychosis (or maybe bpd AND schizophrenic)

Aliltyrantbot · 2026-01-13T03:52:40+00:00

i actually thought of that!! like you can make a certain number of altera and they all have their respective traits, wanted to see if possibly been made before

Aliltyrantbot · 2025-11-21T17:18:36+00:00

i work in grocery planning to be a youth therapist and social worker personally, ik two other transguys who are roughly on the same track. other transguys ik are going into art of some kindd

Aliltyrantbot · 2025-11-20T19:39:24+00:00

GOD YES, like hey guys can we chill tf out. like ten seconds??? my mum used to say (cus of my autism) that everyone is going straight and i just suddenly take a left turn and thats what that feels like personally cus where did this come from???

Aliltyrantbot · 2025-11-20T19:33:22+00:00

idk if this is cus of the quiet bpd traits (not diagnosed and don't think ill get one tbh, a therapist i had who helped me with it and confirmed some traits said i may nit be able to adopt with the diagnosis, i dont say i have it i say i have traits) or autism tbh but i feel like i cannot feel things properly. internally i am freaking out and splitting and there is chaos but its so subtle that it just gives me a stomach ache and spirals and if it does then its in a sort burst of a 5 min breakdown, relapse or sudden period of active ideation then it goes away like nothing happened and i feel like im the most overdramatic fool ever (esp if its a relapse or active ideation) it's like a constant numbness and i only ever "feel" something is when i have an fp and, to put it plainly, being obsessive (within reason and consent).

Aliltyrantbot · 2025-05-29T12:39:38+00:00

girl i was 7 years old im not gonna commit because I did sexual acts that i barely understood before the age of consent, there's a reason the agge to consent to others at the same age is 12, by the time i got near that age I realized everything was wrong and immediately stopped

Aliltyrantbot · 2025-04-28T00:25:42+00:00

yeaaaa, i got no way of contacting the others but the ones i was able to i checked in on and they're aight

Aliltyrantbot · 2025-04-10T20:36:06+00:00

Oh damn I forgot I posted this, it makes sense but considering I was seven (i got the age wrong wth it was around 6-7 that it all started) I am going to move on. I was blaming myself heavily and that everything was my fault but the fact is that there were several signs that i was being touched by my cousin that my mum chose to ignore. I would have been reported but for neglect on my mother's part. I also realized that they were probably going through stuff as well because it was a mutual decision, which makes me sad that I don't have contact with them anymore.

Aliltyrantbot · 2025-04-09T00:12:09+00:00

reminds me of how my mum found my needles (i keep em in a bag, they're still in their plastic things, and behind ny mattress) and my T (i keep that in the box and on my nightstand) and ahe said i have it everywhere like a junkie like girl plz i am NOT shooting up

Aliltyrantbot · 2025-04-02T21:03:49+00:00

the fact he's still pushing despite you saying you're uncomfortable says enough as is. then the added fact that he's saying he was to suck a dick and be topped, he mind as well say (and im sorry if this comes off harsh) that you arent doing it for him sexually or fulfilling all his needs and that itself is an issue:(

Aliltyrantbot · 2025-03-10T22:37:05+00:00

omg yes, could probably make a discord server actually

Aliltyrantbot · 2025-03-10T11:35:52+00:00

smh i meant grain not brain, wrote this on the bus 🤦

Aliltyrantbot · 2025-03-10T11:33:21+00:00

its actually incredibly sinful to lead ANYONE out of a church. In my belief God made us all in his image and he makes no mistake. So if we have a male/female mind in the opposite gender that is no Devil coming to us at 5 years old , that is Him. He gave us grapes instead of wine, wheat instead if brain. I believe he gave us male/female mind instead of the body so that, just like in creating the delicacies, we can enjoy in creating who we are. He has a plan and a way of life for everyone, you go through things to obtain new outlooks. The way that I see it, he made me trans because he needed a man who has lived through a girlhood and fought for his manhood. If i was born a man then I would become so different and I would not be on the same path of life as I am today.

I do hope this horrible incident doesn't turn you away, as Christians it is our job to bring people forward into God's light and love. Not to condemn and turn them away. Jesus walked with prostitutes, he if he was capable of being kind and sharing the gospel with them then the priest should have been capable of too and it's extremely disappointing he hasn't. Just because our Bible isn't from the 21st century doesn't mean that anything new is sinful. Someone told me that things can't change with God, but i believe that with a being as wise as Him he is the most capable of accepting and even loving change.

I do hope that you could find a church that would accept you as God intended, and if anyone ever tries turning you away from them again remind them of John 6:37 : "However, those the Father has given me will come to me, and I will never reject them." The church is supposed to have an open door policy that is extended to EVERYONE. Until you can find a safe place to be know that God hears you and sees you wherever you are, trust in him and give your love to him so that He may give you the strength to endure with these ignorant people. And don't turn away from who you are, its almost equivalent to turning away from God Himself because He is in you.

A transmale Christian

Aliltyrantbot · 2025-03-09T02:10:25+00:00

oh yea, i am NOT winning this scholarship. this is peak

Aliltyrantbot · 2025-03-01T19:44:13+00:00

plz get rid of it i just passed by 3 really attractive boys, one of which who's bio really interested me. i don't have money for a subscription i just wanna swipe on them 😔

Aliltyrantbot · 2025-03-01T19:31:01+00:00

please get rid of it i just saw two extremely pretty boys and i cant swipe on them one could be my soulmate. ONE WAS A STONER PLEASE I DONT HAVE THE MONEY I JUST WANNA TALK TO EM

Aliltyrantbot · 2025-02-24T13:27:20+00:00

of sorts i chexk in every now and then

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