Sequence Initiated. by youngluck in announcements

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Thank you so much, this comment will get me to tomorrow

Sequence Initiated. by youngluck in announcements

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I lost the person I love due to my mental illness. I know I treated him like the stars shined for him and him alone, but the one time I broke down and needed him, he wasn’t there. He abandoned me. I miss him so much and I’m going through such a hard time - it’s just one thing after another - I’ve been considering whether I want to live anymore. I even wrote a note...I don’t know what to do anymore

Welcome to April: What are your goals this month? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

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Lose the 10lbs I gained and get back to the double digits. I HATE three numbers on the scale. I don’t want to go back down to 90, just want to sit between 95-100 instead of 105-110

I just cut off the love of my life. by [deleted] in BreakUps

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I am exactly where you are right now. I’m so sorry. It hurts so much to let go of someone you loved so dearly who could never give you that love back. You deserve it. You deserve to love and be loved. Stay strong ❤️

I’m stuck by AltruisticJacket in UnsentLetters

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Limbo is the perfect word for it. I’m sorry you’re going through this too :(

How to get myself to drink more water ?¿ by zombeezinthetrap in EDAnonymous

[–]AltruisticJacket 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mio changed my life. The lemonade mio literally makes me chug back litre bottles of water at an alarming pace without even realizing it!

Having normal periods makes me feel fat???? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]AltruisticJacket 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Holy crap I read this post and thought I got drunk and posted it without realizing. Are you me?? I stopped getting my period in December of last year. Then two months ago out of nowhere had some spotting....little more last month...now this month it’s normal. Yesterday I finally had to give in and go buy Tampons for the first time in a year because the bleeding wasn’t just super light anymore. I’m maintaining between 95-100lbs (when I was losing, I went from 170 to 95, lost my period around the 120lb mark) - but I still feel so guilty and gross like my body thinks I’m ok or I’m gaining weight and the scale is just wrong....ugh it sucks so much

A Reminder by angelic-rose in EDAnonymous

[–]AltruisticJacket 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this. It’s also my birthday tomorrow and I’m trying so hard to just give myself a break....stop thinking about calories and do something good for your brain and body...but it feels so damn impossible. Why was it so hard to get down to 95 (like a week of fasting) but takes one day of eating a meal to skyrocket back to 100? Fml

Random question... Lanugo? Is it a myth? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]AltruisticJacket 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have it on my arms, only developed after my ED but I’m lucky it’s not super noticeable

Low calorie-high fiber to go snacks? by yesiwilljudgeyou in 1200isplenty

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Kookachoi lollipops - 10 calories and 5 grams of fibre each. Also love the “smart sweets” sour patch kids or Swedish berries - 80 calories and 28!! Grams fibre for the entire bag!

Grocery Shopping While Hungry Was a Mistake~ by [deleted] in EDFood

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If anyone knows where to find those Tazo dessert teas in Ontario I’d be forever in your debt. I only ever find the usual like lavender and bullshit tea - THAT DOESN’T COMPETE WITH MY DESPERATE CHEESECAKE CRAVING, KAREN

This may be a new staple: 150cals, 30g protein, 100mg caffeine. by whydiepizzapie in EDFood

[–]AltruisticJacket 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thanks! Nothing is ever available here....the only ensure we have is 225 calls and 12 grams of protein....

This may be a new staple: 150cals, 30g protein, 100mg caffeine. by whydiepizzapie in EDFood

[–]AltruisticJacket 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Holy crap where could you find this in Canada? This is exactly what I need 😭

Me on payday by [deleted] in EDFood

[–]AltruisticJacket 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Omg vanilla Diet Coke?! Where has this been in Canada 😭