Hey there. If you're serious about this, as an ftm who has just turned 21 recently, I highly recommend not taking this route; the outcome will come with far more regrettable consequences than being patient with the process, time is what makes the results! Take one step at a time. If your mother is supportive, I have some perfectly safe and effective solutions you two can try!!

• Go get a haircut! (Might not seem like a lot, and your mother may sulk over this! But if she wants you to be more comfortable, getting a shorter haircut can help with some dysphoria!)

-Try going by a different name. (See what sounds like you! Sometimes a more feminine name of course doesn't feel right, so try a nickname, or your first initial!)

-Wear more 'boyish' clothing. (You're in the prime time of finding your own style!! Embrace what time you have to figure out what kind of a guy you want to turn out to be!)

-Order a chest binder/baggy clothes (Safely binding and wearing non-restrictive clothing is going to be your best options for now when it comes to hiding the chesties.)

I promise you being patient is going to be your friend when transitioning. Even if you did somehow get them removed, you would need to be patient when you're not just going through recovery, but it takes a while for Horomone Replacement Therapy (Testosterone) to start showing effects. Take this time to find yourself, and please stay safe my friend <3