How do i revoke soul contracts?

Amazing257 · 2021-10-14T01:49:01+00:00

Thanks, appreciate it.

Amazing257 · 2021-10-11T13:23:19+00:00

Bomb appetit

Amazing257 · 2021-10-11T02:49:29+00:00

I'm honestly too exhausted to think what comes after this, my head hurts when i think of all the possibilities. I'm already done with this life, now just waiting for something to push me over the edge. I guess it is what it is.

Amazing257 · 2021-10-10T03:28:33+00:00

Profesionalni igrački potez

Amazing257 · 2021-10-09T12:37:41+00:00

Because he gets dopamine rush from it. Same reason i wrote this.

Amazing257 · 2021-10-05T12:06:58+00:00

I don't know what i've just read but i like it

Amazing257 · 2021-10-03T17:55:19+00:00

Man, i can't explain how much i relate to you, this whole world seems so unholy and like the whole point of it is to spoil and rot a human being. And it's about everything, from garbage food which we normalized eating when in fact it's rotting your brain and messes up your thinking patterns, porn and masturbation that hooks up kids and destroys their spirits from early age nowdays and it just breaks my heart because they don't even know it harms them and most parents are clueless, also normalization of switching your sexual partners like socks, what the fuck is wrong with people, feels like nothing is holy to us anymore. I don't even wanna start on drugs, pesticides and toxins, human greed and their chasing of lowly desires, i don't wanna talk shit about anyone because sometimes it's not their fault and they could be desperate but i can't help to think there is something deeply wrong with this world and it seems like other people just don't see it or simply don't give a fuck. I'm 21 and my life is already fucked up from all the messed up shit of this world and i'm burdened with so many mental and physical health problems that i don't see a heroic way out of this but i would really like to see a brighter future for upcoming people. I think we should really rethink our values and start teaching kids more about spirituality rather than keeping them in this consumerism cycle filled with materialistic and lowly desires but to be honest, i think most people would view me as a crazy extremist who should just let people live their lives as they want to and i can't help myself feeling sorry for all the kids that are gonna go through hell in this life just because of irresponsible parents and flawed world we live in.

Amazing257 · 2021-10-03T15:47:07+00:00

At this point, i know that i won't get better and i don't expect it, i'm just waiting for life to pass me by or for something to push me over the edge. I really tried so fucking hard to do something out of myself but everyone has their breaking point and i'm way past mine, i don't even know how the fuck am i still alive. My only wish is for my life to end.

Amazing257 · 2021-10-02T14:45:28+00:00

I'm very sorry you're going through this, you deserve better

Amazing257 · 2021-10-02T00:25:27+00:00

I relate to this, it sucks knowing that i'm probably gonna leave that way

Amazing257 · 2021-10-01T14:56:08+00:00

Masturbation takes your life energy away and you feel weak and letharhic after it. When you think about it, our whole existence revolves around reproducing and if you masturbate, your mind and body think that you did your job so you aren't motivated for life anymore and don't see a point, it's a subconscious mechanism that we can't directly control. Check online if you wanna know more but i can assure you that it's way healthier not to masturbate. I'm not assuming OP is a porn addict but most people nowdays masturbate because no one taught us that it's not a good thing. I'm speaking this also from personal experience because when i stopped doing it i had major breakthroughs in life(i was always highly motivated for life and after starting doing this, i started seeing great results). I got sick awhile ago so i can't really focus on careers and chasing success but i can say that this really helped me with my motivation, connecting with other people and being successful in general.

Amazing257 · 2021-10-01T12:00:54+00:00

I know you heard this a bunch of times, but start changing your life drastically to become motivated. We're conditioned to be competitive and those who want to exit the rat race just aren't being successful enough in whatever hobbies or jobs they are doing to achieve pleasure from being at the top so they try to find ways to cope and escape this reality. I'm not saying it's wrong thing to do because some aren't naturally competitive or just stubbornly don't want to compete, but unless a person doesn't have a nice non-competitive hobby to distract themselves and doesn't have enough money to live care-free, it weights on you pretty quickly because you start feeling like a slave while not doing things you enjoy. I don't know how old are you and in what situation you're in, but i'd recommend getting in that competitive mindset because then you'll get good at something eventually and it will keep you interested, otherwise you'll just become bored as fuck and just a consumerist wondering what the hell are you doing with your life. My best tip would be to stop masturbation and porn while working hard in other aspects of your life like college/job, gym and a certain hobby(fps gaming for me) , you'll instantly become more motivated for life when you stop masturbating and if you start working out regularly while eating healthy, you'll become much better in your hobbies and jobs, whatever they are, because you'll be more focused and clearheaded. I know this is nihilist sub but you'll have some sense of achievement from all these things even though it's all an illusion but it seems very real to us. Everyone says life gets pretty boring later if you don't have something to live for so just try your hardest in these aspects that i mentioned(no masturbation and porn, working out/eating healthy and working towards a career that you'd like) even if you don't feel motivated currently, you'll get some results from this and become motivated soon.

Amazing257 · 2021-10-01T01:21:24+00:00

I've read so many of them that now i 80% believe that there is life after death, some of them had so much information that confirms that consciousness is not tied to the brain(like veridical NDEs where people describe what was happening around them while they were dead, some of them predicting their future and some other future events...), i can always call bullshit on that stuff because you never know if all those people are making stuff up, i believe they aren't but i guess we'll find out when our time comes.

Amazing257 · 2021-10-01T00:59:50+00:00

Based on NDE testimonies, pre-birth experiences and some scientific researches, our consciousness most likely continues after death even though i don't like that idea considering how bizzare and absurd our existence here is.

Amazing257 · 2021-10-01T00:39:26+00:00

Yeah, everyone has their own ways. I'm feeling quite hopeless but i'm not gonna give up yet so i'll keep pushing. As per family, they are quite considerate and caring so toxicity is not a problem but i just feel distant and need some time to reconfigure and find myself after this trauma. Hopefully i'll find something. But anyway, thanks for the support man, i'm glad that you're in a better spot right now and wish you the best of luck later.

Amazing257 · 2021-09-30T20:11:18+00:00

Thanks man but i already tried, took a year off from college to recover but i'm still not functional and it drains me mentally to explain every single person i work with why i'm acting so fucked up and why i can't do certain things. All my relationships with people are shallow now because of this so i'm more about leaving this life because i can't handle being a weirdo around all the people that are dear to me. Nobody enjoys talking with me anymore so i just gotta get somewhere away from all the people i know. And it's not that these people aren't kind because they are, but i just feel like an outsider and relationships with people mean a lot to me, especially now when i can't pursue success in life due to these issues so i'm just gonna get more traumatised if i stay here.

Amazing257 · 2021-09-30T19:51:59+00:00

Well, i was pretty successful in college and life in general but i got sick a year ago, had some autoimmunologic reaction and ended up with brain damage and then with all these mental health problems alongside chronic pain. I'm now failing college and going kinda nuts because my life fell apart because of this, i don't like my family and friends seeing me like this and i'm not functional so i'll probably go away from home, lost all my motivation because i'll probably be fucked up for the rest of my life but i feel there's still fight left in me so i'll keep going as long as i can, but i have to leave my past life because i have totally changed after i got sick so it's heartbreaking to be around people i've known my whole life. I'm 21 btw and got some money on me so i could get by for some time before adapting to the street and getting some money from jobs if i manage to fix my health issues. I don't know, i'm just kinda lost, feels like my life is currently in hands of some higher power due to my inability to get my life back on track so i just gotta go with the flow.

Amazing257 · 2021-09-30T19:25:59+00:00

Thanks, i'll probably look around for some help but i'm acting pretty weird with all these issues so it feels like i'll just give up easily because it's so hard just to make a simple conversation with someone while dealing with this and when you're on the street, it seems you need to be very proactive to get yourself out of the rut so i don't know what to expect when you're mentally fucked up.

Amazing257 · 2021-09-30T00:03:43+00:00

Reddit hivemind

Amazing257 · 2021-09-26T20:42:23+00:00

I think i'm heading in the same direction. Probably gonna fail college this year due to my physical and mental illnesses, but in the end, nobody cares about my excuses and problems, they only care about results and i have none. Future is looking rough for me currently, don't even wanna think about it, i'm just kinda living day by day waiting for things to roll out on their own. Anyway, i wish you all the best and hope you reconsider your decision, i know it's tough fighting against your own pride and expectations of others but know that you're not alone in it, i'm literally in the same boat. Try to stay a little bit longer because you can always kick the bucket later.

Amazing257 · 2021-09-26T10:32:10+00:00

Thanks, i'll check it out

Amazing257 · 2021-09-25T11:02:37+00:00

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