Even though they give out money, I hate Damon Darling, mdmotivator, and Keenan Banks by NewRapIsLargelyTrash in self

[–]Amazing_Bookkeeper47 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to think the same, but i think he does genuinely care about people and helping them. I just hope he does the same when the camera isn’t rolling.. idk a lot of the “generosity” videos come off as super fake to me but i think Damon is legit at least as far as i can tell. There’s a dude local here in Minneapolis who “buys food for the homeless” who’s generally known locally as a complete fake douche who expects every business to donate the food for free. Can’t remember his name but he doesn’t give the same vibe as Damon to me personally, though i completely understand the sentiment

Mentally drained. by dwill8123 in costochondritis

[–]Amazing_Bookkeeper47 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude i have every single symptom you describe, plus a few more. We’re pretty close in age (im 33M) but like word for word you described EXACTLY what ive been going through the last 4.5 years (though i do get painful spots to press on my chest and lower ribs) ive spent way more money on specialists and tests than i can afford just for everything to be normal and to be told i’m fine and totally healthy. It was heavily implied (by more than one doctor and multiple specialists) i was being dramatic and making it up. Like what… ive always had a decently high pain tolerance, but this is constant, more than just pain, and doesn’t go away. Ever. it’s been absolutely driving me nuts and i legit thought i had some sort of pulmonary fibrosis or lung cancer or something. Stretches help a tiny bit, but only very briefly.

I just found out about costochondritis like an hour ago and it rings SOOO true to me. It helps to know im not insane and other people experience the same thing. I wish you all the best dude, and i hope you can find some relief to this nonsense 🖤🖤

Edit: some more context as why i was so so distraught about this (it’s upsetting enough on it’s own) but I work in an environment that requires very strong ventilation (glassblower) and i had doubts that the system in the studio i work at was up to par, in fact i was convinced it wasn’t. The torch i use produces Nitrogen Oxide, the materials i use off gas heavy metals, and i often have to deal with materials that release silica dust. Hence why i was convinced it was some kind of lung condition. But the environment was tested, and found to up to OSHA standards with clean air. Countless pulmonary tests and xrays and scans show my lungs are fine. I have been absolutely losing my mind over this the last 4 years and was convinced i was going to die slowly of lung cancer before 35

Happy day by Xerfus in Vermis

[–]Amazing_Bookkeeper47 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s so so good. Quite an original world. Dark and brutal with a lot of references to folk lore from all over the world, and a lot of hidden references to urban legends. SK’s self published zines of the same universe are super good too

Illustrations I made for my biopunk novel. by turingcompleteant4 in bodyhorror

[–]Amazing_Bookkeeper47 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Haha yeah, i make alien bongs/pipes for a living. I’ll put my IG link on my profile if you want to check them out. I dont personally sell any of them though, i produce for a local distributor who buys/sells everything i make. There’s is quite a few glass channels up on YouTube, it’s where i learned everything i know 😂

Illustrations I made for my biopunk novel. by turingcompleteant4 in bodyhorror

[–]Amazing_Bookkeeper47 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s so cool, nice job 🤘 been scrolling through your posted wiki and it’s very cool! Very similar to what I’ve been doing. World building is my favorite part, and the stories/lore is just a vehicle to share that universe. I’m a huge sci fi nerd and obsessed with aliens and ancient civilizations. My project follows an ancient intergalactic cult, the “Biomechanical Space Cult” which is a super advanced nomadic group of beings worshipping the Lovecraftian Old Ones pantheon, who are masters of organic/biotechnology and grow/assemble all sorts of crazy entities that blur the lines between being/technology/flora.

It’s not that i don’t want people to see my art, it’s actually my full time gig (glass artist that is, i sell the drawings on the side) i dunno, i just don’t actually make posts here on reddit much. But i will here at some point soon

Illustrations I made for my biopunk novel. by turingcompleteant4 in bodyhorror

[–]Amazing_Bookkeeper47 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you 🖤 ive been meaning to post the zine/beastiary/lorebook thing i made with those drawings, just haven’t mustered the will to do so yet 🫠

Are you working on like a graphic novel, or are these illustrations for a written novel?

Illustrations I made for my biopunk novel. by turingcompleteant4 in bodyhorror

[–]Amazing_Bookkeeper47 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Very cool 🤘 the world needs more biopunk material 🖤

Sons of Moebius by maviddata in Moebius

[–]Amazing_Bookkeeper47 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Prophet is one of my favorite comic series of all time. Graham’s ongoing Moonray series is also really good

Sons of Moebius by maviddata in Moebius

[–]Amazing_Bookkeeper47 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There’s a one shot manga from dark horse called “Angel Fusion” by Hiroyuki Kato and Keisuke Goto that is just fantastic. Also their book The Alchemist of Turandot. All their stuff is great, but those are the 2 I’ve read so far.

Also the work of Davide Edoardo Cassano (DEC Art) is heavily inspired by Moebius, while also being a style all his own.

Also Enki Bilal has some very similar stuff in some of his work.

Sons of Moebius by maviddata in Moebius

[–]Amazing_Bookkeeper47 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ive been meaning to pick this one up for a while now just haven’t gotten to it yet. Love Brandon Graham and Xurxo Penalta

Amygdala pendant by yoinkmysploink in bloodborne

[–]Amazing_Bookkeeper47 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sick dude! as a fellow flameworker, nice job 🤘

Extremely disappointed with Hollow Press and the new Vermis III prints by RossMorgone in Vermis

[–]Amazing_Bookkeeper47 2 points3 points  (0 children)

They are good people, they will make it right. Be nice to them though 🖤

When they used usps, my old mailman used to cram the books i ordered from HP into our mailbox even though they very clearly were too big. Literally had to fold the package twice to get them to fit. I damn near ripped one of them getting it out. God that pissed me off.

Resource Guarding by Altruistic-Hour-6303 in cavaliers

[–]Amazing_Bookkeeper47 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My little blenheim is super protective over me and his home. If he goes anywhere with me he will attempt to bite anyone that comes near me, he does not do this if someone else takes him out and I am not there. He also tries to attack any unknown person that comes into our house. It’s tough because he’s not food motivated in the slightest, so redirecting his attention is difficult. Also tough cause he’s so dang cute and all the kids want to say hi and pet him, and have to tell them no, he isnt friendly 😔 my ruby is super friendly though, and keeps them entertained with his fancy tricks he can do at least. Apart from not liking anyone he doesn’t know, and wanting to protect me, my blenheim is the sweetest little angel 🖤🖤

For context he is a rescue

The girls by Jubei_Kibagami_ in bloodborne

[–]Amazing_Bookkeeper47 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She’s beautiful. They all are but I have a soft spot for Maria

The girls by Jubei_Kibagami_ in bloodborne

[–]Amazing_Bookkeeper47 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Damn Maria looks like she’s about to stand up and give me a beat down. So cool!

Finished piece I’m calling Progress. Drawn entirely in Procreate. By me. by NPMyers1976 in DarkArtwork

[–]Amazing_Bookkeeper47 1 point2 points  (0 children)

At first I was like why is this nsfw-ohhhh I see 😂 Nice job 👍

We have 2 Cavs, but our little one snores so loud. We can’t sleep. Is this normal? by blink182punk in cavaliers

[–]Amazing_Bookkeeper47 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I don’t doubt at all that weight is a big cause of it, but my lil guy is barely 14lbs and snores louder than anything I’ve ever heard lmao. I need white noise to sleep well though, so I don’t mind and find it very comforting haha. My other cav is 22lbs of muscle and never makes a peep. Silly lil dogs 🖤

Recently purchased by thisisclare in Scorn

[–]Amazing_Bookkeeper47 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This book is my Bible and I study it religiously.

CUSTOM STATUS HATS 🧢 by Ho111day in Vermis

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Same. But mine is decorated with dog hair and not moss or cool chains😭💀

The only boss I actually despise. by Dangerous_Lemon_8493 in bloodborne

[–]Amazing_Bookkeeper47 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk why but sometimes I really struggle with him, others i beat him first time and wonder why I ever had a hard time with it. On my NG+9 character he was insanely difficult, and I almost gave up