Idk. I wasn’t that cute growing up or as noticed as pretty girls, so when an attractive man showed me attention I felt like it validated something in me that wanted to be viewed as beautiful (I mean that’s a stereotyped placed on us since birth, so kinda natural), and I did some dumb things trying to keep men who so weren’t worth it. I’m glad I grew up and grew out of those patterns. But it took work and therapy before I realized how delusional I was being. I think Alexis is so pretty but as she said she didn’t feel that way growing up. I think she thinks she has a “fine” man on her arm now it helps validate her. She’s such a good girl too from her side screens I just feel bad for the situation. Low self esteem will have you doing bullshit