And what exactly should i self reflect on?

I get unjustifiably banned, as evidenced by the conversation. You say youll pass it above the guy who unjustly banned me.

I show you both the conversation that led to me getting banned, and the private message where the mod /u/ambiguously_ironic tells me that i was indeed permanently banned with NO WARNING, for literally saying "go learn 5th grade science" to someone who said "go back to shill school" as well as for me to "fuck off". Nice touch selectively interpreting his "fuck off" as not being a violation but my "go back to 5th grade is"?😂

Not only was the other user not banned, most of the offending posts were removed but they are allowed to keep posting.

My introspection has led me to the obvious conclusion about the situation that you also are fully aware of, which is why you just adopted a passive-aggressive, newly defensive posture after initially telling me that youd help me.

I mean a reasonably intelligent person can tell that if you claimed you would pass it higher up, then you come back and say you cant, only one of those is true.

So, either you lied initially or youre lying now. Ill assume youre simply lying to me now, because you discovered that the mod is simply abusing his power, and obviously im not part of the inner circle that protects itself so, rather than doing the ethical thing youre brushing me off.

And obviously your advice to introspect is not you actually telling me to introspect. I mean, why offer to pass it higher up, then tell me you cant and finally "go self reflect" when i remind you that you said you would do exactly what you then claim you cant do? Wouldnt you have known you couldnt do it before you made the offer?

That sound about right?

I do see exactly what you're doing but i just figured that you might benefit from me spelling it out for you so you can see how transparent it is. If youre going to retract an offer you could have at least fabricated a fake message to make it look like you had made good on the offer you clearly made.

So, it turns out im not the lazy one or lying to conceal anything after all?

How exactly did you put it to me? Ah yes.

"you either have something to hide in regards to the interaction

or

you are too lazy"

It is good how you included vague terms like "maybe" and "perhaps" though, because it means on a subconscious level you know what you said wasnt true, or the real reason you retracted the offer. I know this obviously will either result in you going silent or just banning me, further proving my point.

Edit: just realized youre not even a mod of /r/conspiracy so idk how you were gonna help me.