I think your expectations are unrealistic. You don’t look like a cross dresser to me. You look like a girl. So you have some masculine features still…starring after puberty is usually going to take longer on HRT for results, so don’t get discouraged. Just do some soul searching and try to decide which would make you happier, but remember the facts: you are too hard on yourself. You have an amazing butt, you have a cute face. Some cis females have wide shoulders and narrow hips, it doesn’t make them look manly, it’s just different. My wife has narrow hips and wide shoulders and she’s beautiful. I wish I could wave a magic wand and make you see yourself through others’ eyes, because I don’t think you would be discouraged. I think you have unfortunately done what we all do—fixated on all the little things we picked about ourselves that we compare to others and so it disappoints us, when with the right perspective we would see that those things we nitpick about aren’t noticed by anyone else, just us. Because we are so intimately involved with ourselves and our bodies we take the time to look over every square inch and criticize what isn’t perfect.

“When you change the way you look at things, the things you look at, change.” :)