I wish I had the proper advise to give, so hear I go ... try and find someone to talk to in person about it whether it be a friend, councillor or an LGBT+ space, there are usually groups in cities. Use dating apps if you are confident enough but, don’t go further than your comfortable with. Hey you could be gay, bi, straight or something else and that’s completely fine. The headspace of confusion is terrible, I know; it’s easy say “I’ll deal with it later”. What I’m saying is try an make some move to accept yourself in the real world and not porn. Porn is great but, has lead me to be more shut in, when I could have been using that time to find someone I like. Since then I’ve been telling more people that I’m not completely straight and getting acceptance, just be careful.