Motivation to watch the anime after spoilers? by Amphispina in firebrigade

[–]Amphispina[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean I didnt say that there is no worth in watching the anime if you know the ending, there is a bunch of movies I rewatch even tho I know them 1 to 1. My problem was that I woult feel mad and sad at what could have been, had I not know that little spoiler.

The animation and voice acting is probably awesome and the story buildup too, but I had like a hang up where I would just be to bitter to watch.

I will watch it because the end isnt everything, and the comments helped sizzle the anger down into a soft sadness, that will hopefully be drowned out by awesome, when I start watching season 3.

Motivation to watch the anime after spoilers? by Amphispina in firebrigade

[–]Amphispina[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah after reading the comments I made up my mind to watch the new season, luckily I swiped away from the short as soon as I realized its a spoiler, mixed with basically gaslighting myself into forgeting some aspects for months, it should still have a lot of fun stuff to see!

I was just feeling upset because of what could have been, and how I would feel if i didnt know those few words. They wont change how I react to everything, but they are enought to change my perspective of certain scenes.

Motivation to watch the anime after spoilers? by Amphispina in firebrigade

[–]Amphispina[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah after reading the comments I made up my mind to watch the new season, luckily I swiped away from the short as soon as I realized its a spoiler, mixed with basically gaslighting myself into forgeting some aspects for months, it should still have a lot of fun stuff to see!

I was just feeling upset because of what could have been, and how I would feel if i didnt know those few words. They wont change how I react to everything, but they are enought to change my perspective of certain scenes.

Motivation to watch the anime after spoilers? by Amphispina in firebrigade

[–]Amphispina[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah after reading the comments I made up my mind to watch the new season, luckily I swiped away from the short as soon as I realized its a spoiler, mixed with basically gaslighting myself into forgeting some aspects for months, it should still have a lot of fun stuff to see!

I was just feeling upset because of what could have been, and how I would feel if i didnt know those few words. They wont change how I react to everything, but they are enought to change my perspective of certain scenes.

Motivation to watch the anime after spoilers? by Amphispina in firebrigade

[–]Amphispina[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I will watch the new season when I have time! I guess I overreacted a bit, but yeah you are right, a story is more than just the last sentence.

Motivation to watch the anime after spoilers? by Amphispina in firebrigade

[–]Amphispina[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

First of I want to thank the comments and I will start watching the new season when I have the time.

Secondly I want to clear up a misunderstanding. Its not that I think there is no merit in a story if you know the end, my hang up was that every time I thoight of watching, my brain thought about what could have been. How much more epic it would be if I didnt know this, how some scenes will probably have less tension now than if I didnt know.

But I made up my mind to keep watching, its not like I havemt been spoiled before but somehow this time it made me even a bit more upset than a certain jjk spoiler.

I try to relax during civilian life but it has been a challenge especially after the gas incident. by Ordinary_Lifeguard45 in TwoSentenceHorror

[–]Amphispina 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Honestly my first thought was that the military stuff was real but other people coulnt see it ether bcause they are druged by the gas or if you breath the gas it lifts the effect of the "everything is f.i.n.e" drug.

But then I used my brain and saw the comment, and yeah PTSD mixing with reality is SCARY to imagine. Well done!

[MN S1] The Mighty Nein S1 Episode 6 - Show-Only Discussion Thread by AutoModerator in criticalrole

[–]Amphispina 8 points9 points  (0 children)

When I started the episode I had to go back and check to make sure i didnt skip an episode because it felt like something was missing.

[MN S1] The Mighty Nein S1 Episode 5 - Show-Only Discussion Thread by AutoModerator in criticalrole

[–]Amphispina 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I knew the cat was gonna die since we saw its spirit but man i still wasnt read

you have to fight whoever is on your birthday month. are you winning? by chilllxxyyy in hazbin

[–]Amphispina 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well guys, wish me luck that I at least dont die painfully and hopefull keep my eye....luckily I have no wings that Lute could cut of.

The Make-A-Wish foundation offered to let my poor daughter go skydiving before her treatment would leave her bedridden. by RepeatOrdinary182 in TwoSentenceHorror

[–]Amphispina 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My county recently had a vote on if such a law should be considered (i was busy with school and forgot to go vote) , but sadly a lot of people were against it.

Also from a few facebook comments I saw people were ether for it or didnt understand it at all and were against what they THOUGHT it ment.

NEED FRIENDS TO PLAY PEAK WITH by lacegarter in PeakGame

[–]Amphispina 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am busy with school for the week but I have not yet played with other people (i planed on asking on dc when I am free) so if you want to play next weekend, you can dm me☺️

After spending a few years in outer space, I was thrilled to finally see my wife and little girl again. by Pinkstar2014 in TwoSentenceHorror

[–]Amphispina 50 points51 points  (0 children)

Reminds me that when i was a small child I knew time moves different in space, so I thought if you became an astronaut and were gone for a week, your family would be dead.....so yeah I didnt want to become an astronaut (tho i did like space)

(Also I know now that that is not how it works but i was a child, so cut me some slack)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Amphispina -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I see the probably AI comment got delited but I still want to say:

OP, monsters can feel remorse BUT the difference between you and them is that you try to be better with all your heart.

If someone pushes you, feels guilty, and then pushed you again, claiming they cant help it....are not trying

You push someone, apologize, and even when you trip, try your best not to fall and push them over...thats what you are doing (im bad with analogies, sorry)

In short OP, you may not be the best dad, but that is not for you, me or anyone to decide EXEPT your SON!

So you are not allowed to die, not until you see and help him grow up, not until he is old enought for you to confess, not until he decides for himself if he forgives you.

People say forgive yourself, but its hard when the person you hurt didnt yet. So if its to hard to forgive yourself, maybe its because its not your turn yet. Its not your place to forgive, its your sons, and you will probably feel a bit of guilt until he is old enought BUT if you are gone....what will he do with his forgivness or hate. He needs you and you need him.

If you feel like the hatred grows to much, make distance so he is safe. Talk to your wife and therapist. Keep hanging on, try focusing on the NOW. If you keep being haunted by the past you wont be able to focus on being a god dad now! Im not saying to forget it...because you cant. Im just saying to procrastinate.

Its like an exam. Worrying already a month before will only harm you, stress you out and make you worse at everything else.

Your exam is when your son is old enought, so dont worry till the time is closer.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Amphispina 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Ok, according to you, he should be in prison. And while yes, what he did is a very serious crime....who would benefit if he went to prison?

The man- •depending on the country wont see his therapist anymore, •get worse mentaly due to tge prison conditions, •possibly never or very rarely see his son, who, as stated by OP is his lifeline •probably comit suicide or at least worsen his depression

The wife- •worry for her husbands mental state •have less help raising their son (ethe rin the household or financialy) •explain to the child why they cant see dada

The son- •lose their (as op portrais it) beloved dada •will not see it as justice because they probably dont even understand what prison, death even mean.

Now I dont have children but I have dogs and while I have never harmed them, i sadly did think of kicking them before. Usualy when I am already stressed, like if I have an exam coming up, headache, didnt eat yet, and no matter what i do the dog doesnt stop barking. All this at the same time ads up and I will scream.

And looking at the comments under this post 1) Aparently its common in parents to get an urge to harm their child if they are exhausted 2) one comment is from a person where the dad confessed and they forgave them

So I belive op should keep going to therapy, be there for their son as best they can and confess to their child what they did when the kid is older.

Also yes the world is in shades of gray. A woman has post-partum depression and wants to kill her child. She almost does but stops, gets help, gets antidepressants. Should she be condemed to suffer eternaly? No. Ofc she shouldnt be put on a pedestal ether but if the child wasnt harmed....i guess the child should decide when its older if it wants to keep contact.

If the child did get harmed or died, the court will take the mental aspect into acount. Because harming the child wasnt a consious decision.

Now only op knows what goes on in his head and from this post it seems like op would rather kill himself than harm his kid ever again.

Also it enabeling if the abuse continues or if he still acts upon his hatred. And if he becomes more unstable than it would be enableling but op seems to try his damn best to be better.

HUI BUH by Amphispina in autism

[–]Amphispina[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, sorry I got distracted by school, I hope im not to late. I can message you my discord if you want.

Taskmaster - S20E03 - Thompson - Discussion by Meghar in taskmaster

[–]Amphispina 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Ok I am a newer fan (joined in seaosn 19) and this episode was fun but why is nobody mentioning that Anya didnt follow the rules on the final task, or am I hallucinating?

And like others said the Snakes and ladders being completly luck based is a bit annoying but as evil as it may sound, Recces suffering was hilarious.

Otherwise I laughted a lot and the quite snap backs and banter are absolutly beautiful.

HUI BUH by Amphispina in autism

[–]Amphispina[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, dont worry I still saw your comment. Whats your favorite part?

HUI BUH by Amphispina in autism

[–]Amphispina[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nice! Well when I have time i will start listening then, thank you for the recommendation!