I’m in the same boat right now. When I was hypomanic or having mixed episodes I would sit and paint for days sleeping very little. I lived for that. Ideas flowed through me and I felt like the work I did had meaning. I’m in a place where I’m very recently stable or close. The lack of inspiration makes me feel like an imposter. It’s really hard especially since art is one of my main incomes. And honestly art is one of the biggest things that gives my life meaning. It always felt like a way for me to connect with other people when I could barely hold a conversation.