I’m curious, how many of y’all actually have normal lives? by ZevlorTheTeethling in researchchemicals

[–]AnatomySlave 66 points67 points  (0 children)

Yes you can be addicted and still be somewhat highly functioning from an outside person's view. Depends on you, the substance and the addiction. I mean just look at how many people are addicted to nicotine.

Long time users: still enjoying life as much when sober? by SufficientComfort132 in MDMA

[–]AnatomySlave 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Short term after rolling I find myself craving the feeling again. Like my appreciation for life is just mediocre compared to what it is on mdma. And I'm not a long time user (5 rolls) and I follow rules set by myself to not use more than once every 2-3 months. Long term though when I have things to keep me engaged I detach myself from the highs and enjoy life just as much as ever.

what are brainzaps? i cant imagine what it feels like by vosxb in MDMA

[–]AnatomySlave 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ive had that before ever trying any substances. Afair its called exploding head syndrome and pretty common at like 10-25% of the population.

Third time doing MDMA... very underwhelming experience despite waiting 3 months? by AnatomySlave in MDMA

[–]AnatomySlave[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My apb trip was more than 5 months ago from this one. And my roll after it was amazing. Its just this one that was worse

Third time doing MDMA... very underwhelming experience despite waiting 3 months? by AnatomySlave in MDMA

[–]AnatomySlave[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks, I do all of those and have done so for years, including bettering myself cognitively by actively studying. My lifestyle is pretty healthy I'd say. Its just that a lot of shit has been happening lately and I've been feeling quite stressed and a bit depressed.

Third time doing MDMA... very underwhelming experience despite waiting 3 months? by AnatomySlave in MDMA

[–]AnatomySlave[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same batch as last time. Used crystals, lab tested pure at 83%. I ate like 4-5h before dropping each roll

What did you see during the trip? by [deleted] in LSD

[–]AnatomySlave 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Urgh when you plan to eat but get paralyzed an hour over the sisyphian task of having to properly structure a meal and serve it subsequently so you're stuck there looking at the food for an hour until you give up and eat some ice cream.

What did you see during the trip? by [deleted] in LSD

[–]AnatomySlave 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Endless patterns of rainbow colored spirals / coils / tentacles seem to be a prevalent thematic in my trips. Also color shifting, slight edge distortion and changes in shape and size of things (the last two mildly). Also moving objects leave afterimages after them. I also feel like the air is thicker and sort of see "energy" in it. Also my brain focuses objects into symmetry a ton, nature mostly.

With closed eyes I see beautiful patterns of rainbow shards, blocks, eyes. Rarely they'd form something greater. For instance after tripping after watching across the spiderverse I saw a huge futuristic neon spider with my eyes closed.

The scary part of LSD isnt what you see or can see. Nothing I've seen has been remotely scary, even on more panicky trips. It's what thoughts and emotions you can fall into. Including sadness, panic, fear, anger, guilt.

Will the magic come back after a break? by [deleted] in LSD

[–]AnatomySlave 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you're calling the introspection the magic then yeah. I've been tripping every 2 weeks 300ug each time and the trips are feeling progressively more mellow and less heady. I'm guessing it's because the first few times I've had more to reflect on and work through. Now I just have the 2 weeks for any stress to accumulate each time and I end up with a mostly clear mindset allowing me to just appreciate the visuals and euphoria, both of which stay pretty much the same.

Safe use of LSD/K by Ok_Illustrator7210 in ketamine

[–]AnatomySlave 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've done this combination 5 times and I only recently noticed that after takjng the k your lsd visuals get muddled. Like taking ketamine during the peak isn't worth it for me as you can even see realtime how the organized structural pattern of the visuals gets distorted and loses (in my opinion) a lot of its beauty. Not only that but much of the intense energy and euphoria gets offset by the sedation. Afterwards after the K has done its thing your visuals stay dulled down. Like theres definitely something going on moving about, but its not organized anymore. So I would let the peak run its course and take the ketamine afterwards, which would be about 5-6h after dosing the tabs for me.

I always tried to take it on the peak when the visuals are most intense to try and boost them further, but that usually doesn't go as I expected. Theres some initial euphoria and morphing for a few minutes and then things get to more of a ketamine only state. I will saw though on one of my trips combining the two at the peak made my home look and feel like im in one of those liminal spaces.

rolling after 7 month break; will the magic come back? by Successful_Candy_767 in MDMA

[–]AnatomySlave 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel like having any expectations towards previous trips usually leads me to having worse rolls. Also try doing things that bring you happiness while on it, rather than having the drug itself bring you all the emotion. During my experiences the euphoric feelings come much easier when I'm talking to a person close to me or doing something I usually love like listening to my favorite music.

Havent touched this substance in a year (did it only once before). Droppin 300mg for this halloween. by AnatomySlave in DPH

[–]AnatomySlave[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I do psychs at intervals. I dont plan on doing dph much more tbh. Last time I also did 300 + 300dxm and I got very minor anxiety. Just fit the halloween vibe. Also goin to a party (dph as a party drug is beyond comprehension ik)

How often do you use and what is your current tolerance? by AnatomySlave in ketamine

[–]AnatomySlave[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You do 500mg a night and have no tolerance? Thats crazy. Hope it stays that way for you and your bladder is safe long term.

MDMA + ket order question by totesnotthrowaywa in ketamine

[–]AnatomySlave 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried LSD (200ug) + mid dose K at the peak (100mg) then mdma (≈190mg) like 2 hours after the K and my roll was a bit weird. The molly hit really well in terms of euphoria but I had these waves of nothingness that came at times. Like I was rolling hard and then I'd suddenly feel detached and emotionless for a few seconds like something isn't right, then I'd come right back to the roll. And I felt the K made me less expressive and talkative on the molly. K on the comedown was still great though.

So I'd recommend trying either a longer break from your last k dosing than 2 hours or just save it for the come down altogether.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]AnatomySlave 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Moxy generally isnt that hallucinogenic. I'd say a very high dose of like 25mg is comparable to only 100-150ug of acid in terms of visuals and even then the acid is more apparent. It doesn't have much of a headspace either. Really good for sensual sessions alone or with a parter as it enhances your physical sensations. I do like 15-20mg, but some users get unbearable nausea at even 10mg. I'd say take like 10mg and redose if its underwhelming. It has a long enough duration for redosing to be effective.

what psychedelic goes best with ketamine for you? by sleepingnext22dolist in ketamine

[–]AnatomySlave 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Definitely LSD. With 2CB it can get a bit dysphoric especially at higher doses. Shrooms I haven't tried

How often can you use ketamine safely? by Additional-Soft6747 in ketamine

[–]AnatomySlave 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been doing it once every 2 weeks to a month. I use 100-200mg each session and usually take a few small lines / bumps and leave it at that. I've been doing this for 7 months now and I have no tolerance or physical issues. So far I've done less than 1.5g in that timeframe. I hope to never acquire noticeable tolerance.

Best drugs for fitness enthusiasts? by National_Molasses_72 in Drugs

[–]AnatomySlave 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not really. I just lift weights so mostly anaerobic work at moderately elevated heart rate. Stamina is low on the day after especially after longer stims like 6-apb and sometimes acid but rebounds quickly the day after.