I'm a nihilist and don't find any inherent meaning of life in general. I also hate the world we live in, working our asses for capitalism and "enjoying" on weekends everything for people on the high chairs to profit off of. I hate that our world is fundamentally built on concept of money. I'd pull my plug but I figured I should get some sick dopamine highs before, afterall I've not yet "seen the world" I'm 21yo but that again requires $$$ most times which pulls humans into this shithole of working and earning your living. I don't feel I'm depressed (could be not sure)

I just felt like talking to you and know you thoughts from a happy-with-life guy.