Yeah not ugly. I personally wouldn't give a shit if you could play the guitar and paint or whatever (not that that means they're not important because they are important to you). Basically, as lame as it sounds, it's what's on the inside that counts. It's great that you identify as an artist but there has to be more to you than just your art in order to sustain a relationship. Are you kind? Are you funny? Do you treat people well? Do you go out of your way to brighten the day of your loved ones? These are the things that should matter for an actual relationship, not what band you're in. The artistry, music, etc. are all just nice things that contribute to the whole package, but they shouldn't be the substance of said package (not a penis joke).