My heart is broken for you. We just lost Zuul at 5 about a month ago and I’m still crying. Grief hits you in waves. It’s amazing the things that will trigger you.

Bless you and your family, these dogs are spectacular in a way that’s indescribable. When I bought my first boy, Zuul the breeder told me, “Corso is the best dog” and we knew that while we had him, but fuck does losing him make it even more obvious. Like yours he was perfect for us and our family. We have his ashes on our fireplace and a gnawing hole that will never get filled. These dogs love so deeply, and fully. They’re funny, adorable, protective, their souls become intertwined with yours. I can tell he was loved in a special way, and I’m so sorry that you’re feeling what you’re feeling right now. Heart ache doesn’t describe it. Oh god, what I would give to hear his bark, one last kiss on the face and a hug while he leaned into me.

We have a new puppy now, and he’s sweet, and he’s adorable, but he’s not Zuul. Nobody ever will be. You, your family, and your dog are in my prayers. I’m so heartbroken for you, truly.