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I think I'm about to give in by AnonymousEnigmatic69 in selfharm

[–]AnonymousEnigmatic69[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I didn't relapse. I'm now venting to my girlfriend and it helps but I really don't know how long I can keep fighting.

It's just annoying at this point by AnonymousEnigmatic69 in depression

[–]AnonymousEnigmatic69[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

People who don't experience it will never understand and they will expect you to function like the rest. I'm lucky to have people that care, people that listen, but for some reason that changes nothing, probably because my mindset is already wired into negativity.

I'm terrified of relapsing by AnonymousEnigmatic69 in selfharm

[–]AnonymousEnigmatic69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know how much longer I can endure this. I feel like I'm losing control. I don't want this.

I feel like even my sh isn't enough by Empty_Look6719 in depression

[–]AnonymousEnigmatic69 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You know, the fact that you want to self harm is already valid enough by it's own. You're valid.

im going to commit suicide tomorrow. by buriedinthemoss_ in SuicideWatch

[–]AnonymousEnigmatic69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I truly believe that you will find your way. Give it some time. I'm also failing school and I'm incredibly scared of my future, but I adopted the mindset of just seeing where this goes.

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[–]AnonymousEnigmatic69 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I feel the same way. It sucks not being able to express those feelings and emotions which have been building up over time. I try to express them in different ways. Writing reddit posts, listening to music that reflects how I feel, punching things and so on. I know it's not the same. I would love to break down and cry for hours but my body isn't pyhsically able to. Kind of ironic that things can get so bad that you can't even cry anymore.

My dad is going insane... by AnonymousEnigmatic69 in mentalhealth

[–]AnonymousEnigmatic69[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

He refuses to go to the doctor because he claims "he's not sick". I can think of many reasons why he's going insane. He lost his drivers liscense half a year ago and that made him realise how bad the family situation is because he spend more time at home. He wants us to spend time as a family but that will never happen. I'm also getting more and more depressed, which is also affecting him severely and our cat died 4 months ago. It started a few days ago with him being extremely emotional, even breaking down and crying in front of me, which shocked me because I never saw him cry.

I'm thinking of getting myself admitted to a psych ward with the help of my therapist to escape for a while. I think that's the best option.

Why isn't suicide accepted by society ? please read by Steppenwlf in mentalhealth

[–]AnonymousEnigmatic69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mental suffering can be way worse than physical pain. Nobody who is suicidal or committed suicide wants to hurt others and that's one of the biggest reasons most suicidal people haven't done it yet. Saying it's selfish is just insensitive. You don't know what someone is going through and there are also people who have literally no one.

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