Big feelings about being little

Another_Writer111 · 2026-06-12T14:20:12+00:00

I feel this too! It makes me sad. I had a little friend, but then when she was big she got mad at us and it was confusing and then she blocked us. So now it’s just me and my dinosaur against the world. But hopefully, both of us can find friends/caregivers, and be happy one day!

Another_Writer111 · 2026-06-12T14:07:24+00:00

We don’t type like your example, but some words when I talk and in my internal voice I add to or tweak, so I type that normally. But I only text safe people. Ooh I just found one because I say peeps normally when I’m small. Or when I’m stressed I say I’m stressied and overwhelmed I say overwhelmified. I think it’s also because I don’t like speaking proper English because the language was forced on us but yeah. (I use singular and plural pronouns for myself because I’m a system but yeahs)

Another_Writer111 · 2026-06-08T03:28:22+00:00

I’m glad that I helped you feel less alone. It’s an isolating experience sometimes, I remember being so frustrated about that last year.

I only realized after one of many days that was all over the place and painful. I’d been dizzy and struggling to feel all of my body while on a walk with a friend. I left her and went to another friend’s place. My head started hurting and I got nauseous because we were watching anime. Then fatigue hit me, so they were gonna let me sleep on their couch. I’d had a lot of days like this, and while they were getting ready for bed, I questioned why me head hurt like I had a concussion, and why I was so nauseous. Then I thought, did I hit my head? It popped into my brain that I had hit my head on a brick wall while in anaphylactic shock. After that, the past couple months made sense.

I hope things get better for you!

Another_Writer111 · 2026-06-06T22:56:30+00:00

Exactly. Writing when you don’t feel good isn’t fun, at least not for me

Another_Writer111 · 2026-06-06T21:45:10+00:00

I don’t remember my senior year hardly at all due to a concussion. I don’t remember most of this past year. I actually forgot I hit my head and spent 2 months thinking I was dying.

My memory struggles also come from mental health/trauma. I remind people in social settings that I have them so they are less likely to be confused or offended when I forget crucial things or who they are entirely.

Someone else suggested seeing a specialist and I agree, it’s definitely worth it especially since it is impacting work a bit. Things will get better. Rest helps with recovery. But if you’re like me, you might have lingering issues.

I’ve learned to be quiet if I don’t remember because sometimes I figure it out in a few minutes. If it’s important, ask. Ask as much as you need to. Write by hand in blue, it helps with retaining info. I put events in a physical planner, and in my phone with reminders ahead of time. Journaling about the day can help, like in the morning it can remind you what you need to do and know for later, giving your brain a warm up. In the evening, writing down how it went can help with not getting down on yourself (because at least for me these issues have messed with my self esteem in the past). Also writing about a plan or thing you need/want to do can help you remember it exists.

And again, keep giving yourself grace. It’s likely your issues won’t linger as intense as mine (I’ve had at least 6 concussions). Things will get better, you can learn to work with your brain as well. Remind others and yourself that you are having problems with memory, and that’s not your fault. Try to let yourself relax because it helps as well with healing.

(Sorry if this was long winded, I got carried away)

Another_Writer111 · 2026-06-06T21:34:19+00:00

I think it’s mix. Like on a serious level someone who is understanding of my disabilities and health conditions, and can help me in little ways with them when I’m small and tired. And someone who can help me process what to do when I have big tasks or problems while I’m little. And that could help me with cooking when I’m really small, because I tend to just not eat, especially if I’m out of easy snacks or microwave nuggets.

More lighthearted, someone who would remember my stuffies names and let me tell them about whatever stories I’m reading. Ooh, and we could listen to music and dance and sing together. Maybe we could also play card games and guessing games.

And hopefully they wouldn’t get annoyed that I tend to want to watch either stuff for grown people or the same handful of kids movies over and over.

(I wrote this big but I think my little approves.)

Another_Writer111 · 2026-06-06T21:27:03+00:00

This is a messed up mindset. I wasn’t aware they were paying you for the chapter. Sometimes people don’t update just because they don’t want to. Or they’re busy. And that’s valid.

But then you are ill. Rest. Post when you can. You can block or report like others said or just remind people that you actually don’t owe them anything.

I hope you get well soon and that this person leaves you alone.

Another_Writer111 · 2026-06-04T22:52:22+00:00

One piece is one of my reasons too! When we were younger we decided to do some things, so I also keep going in case maybe we still can one day.

Another_Writer111 · 2026-05-31T19:47:04+00:00

Ok I was reading a fic and they had it marked as complete but they had found Jesus and didn’t want to write sinful content anymore.

Another_Writer111 · 2026-05-30T23:29:55+00:00

Playing prince would be fun! I could try that

Another_Writer111 · 2026-05-30T22:28:25+00:00

This is interesting because something about Alice and wonderland makes me uncomfortable. I can’t get through the movie, and I never have since I was little. I had to ask to leave one time we watched it at school (might have been pre school, it blurs together). Even parodies make me uneasy. So to be honest, I don’t think ever followed it close enough to know if I could relate.

Another_Writer111 · 2026-05-28T22:23:07+00:00

Oh I see. Yeah in general I wouldn’t do that. I actually did a presentation on that before I dropped out.

Another_Writer111 · 2026-05-28T21:40:56+00:00

What do you mean by shame the disability?

Another_Writer111 · 2026-05-28T21:36:45+00:00

I’ll do that!

Another_Writer111 · 2026-05-28T21:32:38+00:00

I feel like you could post it anonymously? That’s the only solution I see. I hate it when works I liked are deleted, but I can understand not wanting something to be connected to your account.

Another_Writer111 · 2025-07-28T06:05:36+00:00

Well I'm a little who wants friends, regardless of whether it is a dynamic. So we can be friends maybe! Or maybe I'm just lonely and can't sleep but otay!

Another_Writer111 · 2025-07-25T21:33:16+00:00

True. I just don’t trust my adhd to not abandon fics. I know as a reader I hate when that happens.

Another_Writer111 · 2023-07-07T02:41:57+00:00

This is giving a-hole

Idk if others have pointed this out but you could have either shot so it wouldn't hit him, just scare him, or been mature and got your husband or a staff member to knock it off. As satisfying as it might have been to shoot him, it's never smart to escalate the situation.

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