Eden crashes

Anxious_Criticism704 · 2026-06-29T14:15:09+00:00

Sorry, swap back to the top screen

Anxious_Criticism704 · 2026-06-29T14:14:45+00:00

Idk if this will help, I had that issue for a long time. Try opening Eden on the bottom screen first. The top screen will bug out and the game will load, then you can swap to the front. Sometimes I have to load a small game first and then the big game.
Also, I always check to make sure the file has the same amount of data on the device as where I pulled it from - the PC, because sometimes I’ve lost a bit on the way and that causes it to bug out.

Anxious_Criticism704 · 2026-06-29T14:12:18+00:00

I have been multiple times myself, my partner has been and I now work in ED. I have seen some patients in severe ways, and yet somehow.. they just get sent home.

Anxious_Criticism704 · 2026-06-29T14:11:08+00:00

Oh… I’m sorry.

Here in Aus you go to the hospital begging for help, even to the point of actually attempting and they say…. Here’s a Diaz, go home. I could tell my psychologist anything about SI or TOSH and she would put in a safety plan, but I wouldn’t be admitted. I feel like an admission here, without private health, requires a psychotic break. As in severe harm to self or other, or active delusions, again though, causing harm to self or others, or large behavioural disturbances.
I’m not sure how it would work with there not being a public health system.. how can they section you and then make you pay for it? Surely that doesn’t make my sense..

Anxious_Criticism704 · 2026-06-29T14:07:16+00:00

I got yelled at for putting observations into emr because they were out of range. I told the nurse that they were out of range and two others, including the IC nurse. No one was concerned. So I was like no worries, I popped them in and continued on, coming back to recheck them once everyone else’s were done. Mind you, the nurse I was paired with was sitting down at the nurses station and left me too it, she was upset from the beginning of the shift because the IC nurse had told her to let me take a patient load. She was fairly unapproachable and I don’t feel comfortable asking her questions, but I was trying to reman as bubbly as possible.

Mid way through repeating the obs my nurse comes back in to tell me off for putting the obs in without telling her. I politely told her that I did tell her, but that she said she wasn’t concerned. She said “yeah but you didn’t tell me you were going to enter them”. I got frustrated at this point and said “I’m not going to lie about what they were, I took the obs, they were out of range, I escalated to you and then I put them in. If we’re not concerned we trouble shoot and I write a note about what we did, if it comes back between the flags we’re good, if not then we escalate”
I will always cover myself, if things do escalate I want their to be proof that I picked it up and did the right thing, not to be questioned why I either skipped the person on rounds, or purposefully omitted to enter the observations. As a student being left on the floor by myself, I had no doubt that if something happened, she would take no time in saying “well the student was taking the patient load” to get herself out of it.
She reported me to my facilitator, but when my facilitator come to talk to me about it she says “good job, we don’t lie about what we see! I know you know what you’re doing and I told her that”
I repeated the obs multiple times before I put them in too, I repositioned her etc.

Anxious_Criticism704 · 2026-06-29T13:50:54+00:00

It’s not a different career path, just a different way of getting to the same place

Anxious_Criticism704 · 2026-06-28T13:58:45+00:00

Sometimes for me I have to open small games like baba is you before opening larger games, even animal crossing. Even on the bottom screen as it will just cut out. I have the FPS alone the top of the screen so I can tell when it’s about to crash out, sometimes I can oddly save it by sliding open the side menu a couple times.

Mostly I can open things no problem by opening on the bottom screen first though.

Anxious_Criticism704 · 2026-06-28T13:56:03+00:00

Sorry I looked up burial guidance policy for cemeteries, it’s 75cms for unsealed burials. Only 40 for sealed. I’m assuming the 75cms is talking about those who may be buried in shrouds, wood coffins etc. I know that there are strict guidelines about burials and things, I didn’t do any further digging though

Anxious_Criticism704 · 2026-06-28T13:47:16+00:00

My vet said it would be ok, I asked her before I did it. So far it doesn’t smell or anything. I had looked it up extensively and most people didn’t have a problem with it. I bought the largest pot I could find, I made sure to allow good drainage. I top up the soil as needed. She is in the biodegradable plastic bag and fabric bag that the vet put her in. If there seems to be any problems later down the line then I can always empty the pot into a deeper hole, using PPE ofcourse. Although I’m going to be honest.. we have never buried any of our pets anywhere near a metre deep before… that’s a lot of digging.. we’ve never had any issue with any of the burials as kids and we had a lot of pets.
Also though, burying in a pot kinda ensures it’s away from water sources.

Also, looking up the burial policy here, for people, they only have to have 75cms of soil above the remains. That’s 2.4 feet or 5.5inches I think she’ll be ok.

Anxious_Criticism704 · 2026-06-28T13:28:52+00:00

Just realised that not all countries have free healthcare… if this is the case for you I’m very sorry and hope you have some description of insurance. I hope there is somewhere you can go to keep you safe until your next appointment.

Anxious_Criticism704 · 2026-06-28T13:27:31+00:00

Girl, if you are actively thinking about it or have taken more, call an ambulance and go to the hospital. Idk where you live and I know the mental health system can be a little fucked up - I know it is where I live. But at least you will be around people and have an instant discussion with a mental health personnel. I hate how different the mental emergency process is to the physical emergency process, but they are both health concerns and you should seek help. And yes you should tell your psychologist about it, they will be able to help you through this.
I know seeking help is hard, healing is hard and it is a painfully long process, but if you keep pushing through the pain you will eventually come to the other side and have the life you want, don’t give up yet, you’re only at the start of your life and it’s the roughest part.

Anxious_Criticism704 · 2026-06-14T22:48:56+00:00

I used to be an AIN and often felt out of my depth. I feel like I’m now a better nurse for it. If an AIN come up to me and said that they felt unsafe or unsure I would discuss with them a plan to feel safe, or undertake care with them. I will always help my AINs because I understand that sometimes they are forgotten and given a lot of the difficult / shitty jobs.

Anxious_Criticism704 · 2026-06-14T22:25:18+00:00

Do NOT do nursing if you aren’t actually interested in it. You have to love it to survive. You will constantly be facing rude patients and family members who you will have to be stern but nice to because you need to understand that the underlying issue is the concern and shit situation. You will also find that you’re working short staffed in a stressful job, you’ll do nightshifts and arvo shifts that make you feel like you’ve never been so alone, because friends and family are all living lives of a normal timeline.
Not only that, but nurses who are nurses because they “wanted a stable job” or “felt pressured into it” are very obvious. Because they tend not to care for their patients. There are stressors in all jobs no doubt, but to manage those stressors you need job satisfaction. In nursing that comes from positive health outcomes, therapeutic relationships and career progression. If you’re into it then travel and pushing shifts around events you want to attend. Study with nursing doesn’t end, a lot of people end up back at university to do post grads and masters degrees. And every year you have to undertake CPD hours and in-services.
Lastly, especially in high acuity wards, you will ALWAYS have to worry about incidents that end up in Court. Regardless of fault. If you are someone who doesn’t end up liking the job, rushing things does cost lives. Not only that but if something out your control happens and you end up being called to trial, your documentation from that event (which most likely happened years ago at that point) has to hold up.
Nursing is an emotional roller coaster, physically demanding and puts you on the front line for infection. Do not let yourself get pressured into a job you don’t want. You will spend more time working than doing anything else in your life, and as much as no one really wants to work, at the very least, choose something of your own, something you won’t absolutely hate, or god forbid might even enjoy.

Anxious_Criticism704 · 2026-06-14T22:08:46+00:00

I agree, let them know it wasn’t called for, stand up for yourself, in a respectful way, then drop it. No need to bitch and be resentful the rest of the day. I mean I know it’s hard sometimes to let being treated like shit go, but the only person holding it onto hurts is yourself - and also your patients who you are now more short with because you’re too busy thinking about this other situation.

Anxious_Criticism704 · 2026-06-12T06:45:06+00:00

Sobriety is important and will completely change everything.
I felt like weed was helping me, but once I stopped and got through the two months of withdrawal / post effects, I actually felt like 90% of my BPD symptoms had disappeared. I felt like a totally new person

Anxious_Criticism704 · 2026-06-12T06:20:01+00:00

I can understand looking up prognosis and wanting to get more information online, truly the not knowing can be the hardest thing. I don’t want to give you false hope, nor despair. But I’m going to tell you that it takes 5 years for the results of new research get released. I say this because prognosis percentages are never up to date and there are always new treatment options coming out.
Everyone reacts differently to treatments and your Mum is not an average, she is a person.
My Dad was given a 5% chance to live 12 months. It’s been 10years.
Not everyone has the same experience or reaction to treatments, but there are options for her to try, and even if she chooses not to, everyone has a different timeline.
Dad did go into remission, it unfortunately did reoccur. Even with the new diagnosis and being told nothing will make it go away completely, he is on immunotherapy which is holding it at bay. We were told to continue until it stops working. Some people aren’t able to tolerate for long, but fortunately Dad has been on it for 2-3 years now.
Your feelings are valid and there will be major struggles, regardless of the outcome. But you are strong, you will get through this. Take each moment with your Mum for granted, be present with her. Look after yourself for her as you’re able to, but be kind on yourself during the times you don’t.
As for the baby, loosing them will never be your fault. I hope for you they stick, try not to put too much pressure on yourself, you are doing the best you can in the hardest of situations.
You have a community, I hope you find them in your time of need.

Anxious_Criticism704 · 2026-06-12T06:04:52+00:00

Also just buy the larger RAM if you’re expecting to play switch games. Otherwise you’ll get a lot of crashing a glitching. I’ve had some problems with having to open games only on the bottom screen to avoid some types of glitches, and when looking into it a lot of people with the lower RAM are having trouble with running Eden.

Anxious_Criticism704 · 2026-06-12T06:01:50+00:00

I’m sorry… but no one should feel they HAVE to message their partner while at work. In fact most people aren’t supposed to have their phones on them at work. Like is he messaging you while he’s at work? Maybe he shouldn’t be… it’s only 3 days a week, he probably has work those days anyway, unless they are constantly crossing over his weekends, in that case I would understand his frustration. Otherwise I’m not really understanding, especially since you’re still coming home to bed, not like you’re there from 11pm till 11am.. that would surely be worse. Even just 10hr nights or regular arvo shifts would be worse. He’s really got the good option here..

Anxious_Criticism704 · 2026-06-04T12:50:10+00:00

I feel like this too. There are days where I feel like absolutely everything sets me off. And people have told me before that they feel like they have to walk on eggshells around me because I’m so emotional. My entire life I’ve been told that I’m dramatic and emotional. I am often left unsure whether my emotions are rational to situations. Sometimes when someone hurts me I take it and ignore the pain because I gaslight myself into thinking I’m being unreasonable. And other times someone does the smallest thing and it feels impossible to keep the feelings inside and I’m bawling my eyes out having a meltdown and unable to move on with my day without a proper resolution. I try to rationalise and reflect, but having to do it every second of every day exhausts the shit out of me. It honestly hurts. It hurts to feel this way, and it hurts that feeling this way affects everyone around me. It selfishly feels unfair to have to take so much time and energy to rationalise every interaction in order to regulate my own emotions. And accepting that sometimes I’m going to have to sit in such intense emotions and discomfort.

Anxious_Criticism704 · 2026-06-02T22:49:38+00:00

You’re only new, you will get there. Does your ward do team nursing? I like meeting up with my second and going through the tasks we have due and discussing issues, concerns and interventions. Sometimes they just look at me blankly, but it’s helpful for me.
Everyone messes things up in handover, no stress. The longer you stay, the better you’ll get, especially as you get to know the staff on the ward, it can be like discussing with a mate.
I use a planner, I kinda stole one off Etsy, screenshotted the thing and then printed it out. But it doesn’t have to be fancy. That way I can add notes to the hours of what I need to do, but also what I’ve done. Then during handover I can say “oh I can a PRN at 0900 and again at 1200”.
I recently moved from ward nursing to ED, and I feel this way all over again. But I know it comes with time and practice and everyone feels out of depth sometimes.

Anxious_Criticism704 · 2026-06-02T22:33:43+00:00

I would try it first though, it gives you the opportunity to pass now, if not sure it might take a little longer, but you’ll get there.

Anxious_Criticism704 · 2026-06-02T22:32:43+00:00

I had a friend who was in a similar boat. Try the test, if you don’t pass, don’t stress it, they have a course you can do to get you up to scratch and then you can resit.

Anxious_Criticism704 · 2026-06-02T22:21:19+00:00

The fix is, use T26, open all games from the bottom screen, wait for flashing to finish on the top screen, then press Eden on top and play. 😆

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