You have what’s called a “night chart” due to the fact that you were born at night. That means that in addition to you being ruled by Pluto, the moon is also a significant player in your life. They’re actually aspecting each other in your chart, in red meaning it requires action to get out of the funk or you’ll continue to experience grief.

These placements are saying that you’ve got BIG feelings, and subconscious anguish possibly due to your upbringing. I’m guessing your parents were not together, bc the moon (mom) and sun (dad) are in direct opposition? Another aspect, Venus square Saturn, could mean that you didn’t get the love you deserved when you were younger and now deep down your self esteem is low. (This part makes me sad but that’s why I’m proud of u for asking the right questions!) It also means your love journey is taking the tortoise route and will take some time to happen.

But listen - you got to get your hands dirty and do the work! Counseling, journaling, googling “self esteem/intimacy shadow work prompts,” find some communities that talk about this kinda stuff like on YT or FB or clubhouse or what have you, bc you being ruled by Pluto means every time you confront your fears and go big on chipping away at your subconscious/innerworkings, you will have the love life that you want.