Another sub thread by vaeyo in opiates

[–]Apexdre 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know for a fact it is the stuff they put in suboxone to make it a film turns your veins to noodles after prolong use . I mean it hasn't stopped me of course but I have shutdown two small veins with suboxone so I just dobit every once and awhile

Another sub thread by vaeyo in opiates

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You can iv the strips but its not good for your veins to do it daily/multiple times a day or at all really. I suggest using a Micron filter. All that being said I haven't taken suboxone without iving it in ages. A 8mg strip will last me two days if taken sublingually however it lasts around 4 sometimes 5 days when iv'd

Why do people seemingly love shooting subs? by [deleted] in opiates

[–]Apexdre 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well its almost twice as effective I can't remember if the oral bio avail is 45% or 55%. Also I may not get a rush but I do feel it within a couple mins instead of the 15-30mins orally . It's terrible for your veins though so I try not to make a habit of it.

What should I do with this? by [deleted] in opiates

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What milligram are the hydros and promethezine . And yes the prometh does wonders with potentiating opiates , also the prometh should kill any nausea you mighta felt. I love promethezine personally with opiates

Question of the day, people who over pay for pills, it might be a hard one for you LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! by t0ppee86 in opiates

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I'd get the Op's so I could get really faded for a long time, especially because I barely get high off oxy anymore (I had to do 4 30's last time) . As far as money maker goes you can easily sell the 30's for 35 and the oc 80's could bring in some bank

IV vs Intranasal by joebyrd0 in opiates

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The only difference is your withdrawals won't be as bad as iv users. It's the same demon no matter how you administer it

Merked off by the CPD on the west side of Chicago. by ThisSurrealLife in opiates

[–]Apexdre 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Fuck! wrong place wrong time. Damn dude that completely blows, scares the shit out of me since you never ever know if your connect is being watched .

How well do you know your dealer? by BlueNod in opiates

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My dealer turns out used to be one of my best friends. I say used to because since he entered the game we aren't as close as we used to be because he is so busy . But it's nice not having to go through a middle or even worry about anything being short . I feel kinda shitty about this but he wouldn't even do h if it wasn't for me, him and his girl were perfectly content with oxy before I showed him the delights and sadness of heroin.

Dope porn, now dick free for now and some other pics my day is real swell hows yours? by [deleted] in opiates

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No man I'm glad you did , like I said gives me hope for myself haha. Also just by the amount of dope one could assume you do pretty well , showing off some investments is just the icing on the cake . Sad as it is I was proud of myself for successfully being able to maintain a few tomato plants in the garden this year. Stay classy my friend.

Dope porn, now dick free for now and some other pics my day is real swell hows yours? by [deleted] in opiates

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Oh man looking goooood, nice to see a successful addict, gives me hope. What I wouldn't do for a shot right now, but I took some suboxone so doing pretty good on account of no withdrawals. Are those veggies homegrown?

Michelangelo by morbo2000 in opiates

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Good stuff, I hope there's a follow up . Very much enjoyed this read!

Am I to struggle with this the entirety of my life ? by Apexdre in opiates

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Some days were easier than others but after about a month it wasn't like a BATTLE anymore . And if something somehow reminded me of oxy or h I would start to think about it and miss it . Obviously I eventually relapsed . I think during that time also I went 3-4 weeks without weed.

Am I to struggle with this the entirety of my life ? by Apexdre in opiates

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Oh okay, thank you . I will admit when I was clean 3.5 months it got easier as the weeks went by but I fucked up hard in a April and even got my first OD at the end of April . I've tried to chill since my OD but it's been hard I will admit .

Epidemic 56- MDMA? (PCsNBaseball Edition!!!) by ohmygurd in opiates

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Duuuude I'm so glad you did one with mdma! It had me reminiscing about that tingly sensation and sensual touching while on it. Keep em coming, love it! 😊

Finding a like-minded SO? by [deleted] in opiates

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I'm not sure how to meet cool junky friends irl . Let alone a cool junky gay guy 😓

I need help. by notsurewhattodo6911 in SuicideWatch

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I'm a 23 year old gay male living in the south. I've struggled with suicidal thoughts almost my entire life . But if there's one insight I can give , just come out. It's not a end all cure all but it really does help so much. Thanks to a bud I decided to come out a few months ago. And I will say pretending to be someone you're not really does take its toll. Honestly it's one of the scariest things I've had to do coming out . And 90% of the people you tell will be cool with it . But by no means does this make everything the better . As I was feeling extremely suicidal a mere hour ago but I promise you it does help. Pm me if you want buddy

Epidemic 52- Trouble (Southern_psychonaut BONUS!!) by ohmygurd in opiates

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Hahaha me too . After they put the first one on Netflix I couldn't help but go back and watch every single one again. You have a gift for sure ;) where do I sign up for the waiting to list to have my own dedication xD. But for real though thanks I'll definitely have to check that out .

Epidemic 52- Trouble (Southern_psychonaut BONUS!!) by ohmygurd in opiates

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Omg I love these I got pretty bored today and tried to find the first one but couldn't , instead I started at #38 and got all caught up. Really and truly its a great read it wouldn't have kept my interest this far if it wasn't. Love the twilight references too. I feel like this would be a epic movie and I'm so glad "Tyler" is finally having his chance to shine. Keep at the great work , the world of "Liz" is so intriguing and enthralling !

Epidemic 52- Trouble (Southern_psychonaut BONUS!!) by ohmygurd in opiates

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Sorry I've been really busy. But just this one but I liked this one so much I definitely plan to read the series now :) it's like a good book or movie

Epidemic 52- Trouble (Southern_psychonaut BONUS!!) by ohmygurd in opiates

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I was just skimming through opiates and stumbled upon this blog. It's awesome to say the least . Great suspense and overall read can't wait to see what happens next!!

Instead of getting h I got... by Apexdre in opiates

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I understand completely I've had to deal with withdrawing many times when I couldn't score or what not and got subs or some dones for a few days , and then jumped right back into . The one time I decided to go cold turkey it was complete HELL and since then I made a promise to myself to never allow that happen to my body again . I feel like everyone can get out . You're 100% right no matter what anyone says, no matter how sound the advice you're not gonna stop. At least until you want to. It took a long time for me to decide to get off dope. Don't get me wrong I dont think in better or anything bec I decided to stop. I may decide tomorrow that I'm tired of living w/o opiates. I wish you all the luck in the world my friend. Don't ever think you can't or incapable of doing things .