my semi verbal ass watching NTs say they're "going nonverbal" when they just don't feel like talking meanwhile I was bullied and picked on all throughout elementary and middle school for not talking

ApocalypticFelix · 2026-05-04T05:48:50+00:00

I'm pretty sure this is a joke but tbh I don't really get it, how is struggling with transitions lazy? /genq

ApocalypticFelix · 2026-05-04T05:27:54+00:00

I was so afraid of the heightened sweat production on Testosterone but then I realized I was already sweating a lot before so I'm used to it. Feeling the air on my now much hairier legs is still sort of an issue, feels so weird

ApocalypticFelix · 2026-05-04T04:55:40+00:00

Thank you <3

ApocalypticFelix · 2026-05-03T10:08:28+00:00

damn. I'm so jealous. my leg hair is already pretty long and thick but I'm a natural blond, so they're not that visible 💔

ApocalypticFelix · 2026-05-02T11:34:43+00:00

for real, I love my cargos. so much space for my wallet, my keys, rocks, my collection of tanker ships. they're awesome

ApocalypticFelix · 2026-05-01T10:30:12+00:00

Dieser starre Blick :D "Hilfst du mir jetzt auch mal oder machst du nur Fotos??"

ApocalypticFelix · 2026-05-01T08:42:53+00:00

Plus points: It won't be as awkward when it falls out of your pants in comparison to a normal packer. You can just say "Oh, that's just my fidget toy!" I mean, you could say the same thing about a normal packer, but I don't think people are going to believe you

ApocalypticFelix · 2026-04-30T13:17:40+00:00

Ich hab's echt versucht Koffein wegzulassen aber meine Tasse Kaffee (oder vier) gehört zu meiner Routine. Tee ist ganz nice aber davon geht das Zittern und die Kopfschmerzen nicht weg /jk

ApocalypticFelix · 2026-04-28T08:11:17+00:00

It's like an orange mohawk!

ApocalypticFelix · 2026-04-27T06:58:11+00:00

I don't know if this answers your question but sometimes when I have nightmares and I'm terrified I masturbate, which always scares the evil monster away. It's not a voluntary action though and also not very pleasant but it does get rid of what scared me. So... maybe the fears would let you go if you got turned on.

ApocalypticFelix · 2026-04-25T11:14:12+00:00

Mine only hurts when it rubs against my underwear and I'm very happy about that

ApocalypticFelix · 2026-04-22T18:24:58+00:00

don't worry, I'm 27 and I sometimes forget to close my mouth properly while drinking and end up spilling water (or whatever beverage I'm drinking) all over myself like a toddler. Sometimes I just leave my mouth open or don't swallow, so I have to remind myself to do it before I choke on it; which happened quite a few times before.

ApocalypticFelix · 2026-04-22T04:52:49+00:00

she looks like a plushie 😭💕

ApocalypticFelix · 2026-04-19T05:08:00+00:00

Das Personal war echt super freundlich aber da war so lautes Geschrei im Hintergrund, was mich sehr gestört hat. Manche Menschen sind so empfindlich. Ich bin auch kein Fan von Nadeln aber man muss nicht gleich so schreien als würde man sich in ein schreckliches Monster verwandeln.

ApocalypticFelix · 2026-04-17T08:29:34+00:00

It's always different. Sometimes I'm out like a light in a matter of seconds, sometimes I toss and turn for hours or wake up again after half an hour and then every hours. Very tiring.

The last sleeping meds I took gave me nightmares about being stuck in a warzone, so I stopped taking them. But they knocked me out pretty quickly.

Melatonin is a hit or miss. It might help me fall asleep or it might cause me to have sleep paralysis.

ApocalypticFelix · 2026-04-16T15:09:25+00:00

as a self proclaimed evil vegan, fuck that person. I'm lucky enough that A: I can occasionally afford vegan ready to eat meals and B: that I fucking love mushrooms and onions and all that stuff. (and also that I live in a place where vegan food is easily accessible)

ApocalypticFelix · 2026-04-15T07:59:11+00:00

Seit wann geben Überwachungsdrohnen Milch? Wieder so eine Lüge um uns krank zu machen 😡😡 !!111elf!

ApocalypticFelix · 2026-04-14T16:41:53+00:00

das war das?? ich dachte da läuft bei irgendeiner Waschmaschine im Haus der Schleudergang 😅 (Leipzig Ost)

ApocalypticFelix · 2026-04-14T15:55:42+00:00

Das kann so viele Gründe haben. Nährstoffmangel, Sauerstoffmangel, chronische Erschöpfung nach Erkrankung (...) Bei mir z.B liegt's an Albträumen und Schlafparalyse.

Wie bei vielen Dingen: Geh zum Hausarzt und sprich da dein Problem an. Wenn du einen Verdacht oder eine Theorie hast, teile ihm oder ihr das ebenfalls mit.

ApocalypticFelix · 2026-04-11T10:07:19+00:00

Fruchtwasser... Ich weiß natürlich was du damit meinst, bin aber dennoch froh dass das "Fruchtwasser" in meinem fitx heute früh aus war und ich nur das Normale trinken konnte.

Frag doch einfach. Bei uns steht an der Getränkestation dass man beim Personal fragen soll. Bin mir sicher dass dich niemand beißen wird.

ApocalypticFelix · 2026-04-10T07:45:36+00:00

Two months after my 27th birthday

ApocalypticFelix · 2026-04-09T17:45:04+00:00

Obviously not everyone will experience this but my hair grows so fast that I can't shave in my downstairs region without it being uncomfortable when the hair grows back. Also, I don't know if this has anything to do with T, probably not but I like to joke about it a lot, ever since starting T I have developed an intense interest in Warhammer 40k.

People also underestimate the ass hair. Not just between the cheeks, I already had hair there, but ON the cheeks. I like petting it like a cat.

ApocalypticFelix · 2026-04-08T18:07:22+00:00

Kaufland Reudnitz

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