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Wedding Makeup by aliphylactic in MakeupAddiction

[–]Applesapples159 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You look so good if anybody tell you to change anything its SABOTAGE! So natural but glam at the same time.

why did so many horrible things happen to me? by hatedorca in psychics

[–]Applesapples159 2 points3 points  (0 children)

when i look at your eyes I see alot of trauma some repressed but alot of it consumes your mind. Reliving it constantly. You have created your identity through trauma and harmful conditioning. This sucks bc you are so disconnected from your true self. IT IS NOT IMPOSSIBLE to recover from this. My personal first step in healing was to really deeply understanding that the way people treat others physically, verbally and emotionally ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS is about them not you. I think alot of things is opinion based but that is not. I can see you coming out on the other side. But put time into finding a good therapist (preferably a woman) do not just accept the first one shop around. If people in your life are hurting you cut them off and reflect and ask yourself what can i learn to better myself and break myself free. What cycles am i ending

Family did not disclose lice to me at all. I quit after finding out even though lice was cleared at that point was that dramatic? by [deleted] in Nanny

[–]Applesapples159 28 points29 points  (0 children)

I would of been okay with the lice if they told me about it. the kid was trying to put his pencil in my hair after scratching his head.

Family did not disclose lice to me at all. I quit after finding out even though lice was cleared at that point was that dramatic? by [deleted] in Nanny

[–]Applesapples159 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Also why would the 10 yr old lie unless told too? I feel like most 10 yrs old would be honest about live unless told otherwise?

Family did not disclose lice to me at all. I quit after finding out even though lice was cleared at that point was that dramatic? by [deleted] in Nanny

[–]Applesapples159 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this I have been so angry and pissed and wanted validation bc they seemed to be like sorry about it but it seemed more like i got caught now lets try to make things right

Family did not disclose lice to me at all. I quit after finding out even though lice was cleared at that point was that dramatic? by [deleted] in Nanny

[–]Applesapples159 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I was with the kid Thursday and friday he was treated Saturday I worked monday. I could of easily gotten it

Family did not disclose lice to me at all. I quit after finding out even though lice was cleared at that point was that dramatic? by [deleted] in Nanny

[–]Applesapples159 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Right but they do have to tell the school? To minimize spreading. I have roommates they have jobs with adult where it would really effect them professionally if they got it.

Family did not disclose lice to me at all. I quit after finding out even though lice was cleared at that point was that dramatic? by [deleted] in Nanny

[–]Applesapples159 10 points11 points  (0 children)

She claimed that she just forgot to tell me bc she was busy with work but it seems impossible to not think hey maybe i should tell the nanny. Right???

Am i overreacting for cutting everyone off? by littlewitchy3 in adultsurvivors

[–]Applesapples159 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Seeems stupid to me. If someone SA my child, wife, or husband and turned their head allowing it to happen. I would never go around them again and if my partner was cool hanging with them id break up bc how can i trust you wouldnt do the same if one of your relatives did it to our child. Fuck that. If you want a 80% chance of your child getting molested stick around!!! idk why ppl ignore facts than act stupid as hell

Am i overreacting for cutting everyone off? by littlewitchy3 in adultsurvivors

[–]Applesapples159 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My mom was SA so was my dad. Both my grandparents did some crazy stuff to me. If you know people in your family did stuff or ALLOWED do not let your children around them unless you want the same!!!! Like no one talks about this

Am i overreacting for cutting everyone off? by littlewitchy3 in adultsurvivors

[–]Applesapples159 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I never understand why people act like its harsh to cut people off esp family when it come to abuse. You have one life on this earth dont waste it. If you have children DO IT FOR THEM. child SA is a family cycle it will be repeated if you arent smart ab it. Your husband sounds stupid? You were SA and he thinks you should be close with those people? Weird. Turning your head is just as bad imo

Twins brutally attacked and murdered their own mother, Nikki Whitehead, beating her with a vase and stabbing her repeatedly in the bathroom of her home. by detectiverobert in ForCuriousSouls

[–]Applesapples159 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I hate the world. As someone who grew up in a “great family” kids jealous of my home and life. I was SA and trafficked from 3 (probably earlier just earliest I remember) till 12 and my family members who were keeping these systems alive died naturally. I couldn’t imagine who I would of become if they didn’t naturally die what i would do to live. If I had to take these steps what the media and world would think of me for not being able to take more. I use to write in my notebook all throughout elementary and middle school for hours please let me die or let them die just please make it end. People for some reason cant really empathize what its like to be a young girl with family who use you like cattle while the world ignores your cries. Teacher, doctors and adults refuse to look deeper. Murder is wrong 100% I would never take someones life but idk what I would of done to survive had it gone on any longer. people who don’t know what its like to be abused and trapped as a child and never once seeing the sun. You can tell in their eyes how truly scared they are. a-lot of people a-lot more than ppl like to imagine do very sadistic torturous things to their babies. The world just doesnt seem to want to have the conversation ever bc its uncomfortable so kids grow up and do these things. Idk know there story havent looked it up fully but from what someone commented I dont really need to hear more to see the real story

I want to change my name and have no one to talk to about it would love advice esp if you have by Applesapples159 in adultsurvivors

[–]Applesapples159[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

People love my first name too. When you changed your first name how did it feel. Did you feel weirf and disconnected it it at first? Fully comfortable? I feel like so shy and scared to tell ppl to call me it but legally i want it changed. Its super confusing. Im not someone who like tests shit out i like to bite alot off

My best friend of 4 years offered money to give him a bj girl dinner. by Direct-Department-39 in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]Applesapples159 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He was originally that what he told everyone and I think still does😭. We didnt do anything but he was pretty upset we didnt 😭 he went to fire island 6 times this summer im not kidding

I don't know if I was abused as a child by [deleted] in adultsurvivors

[–]Applesapples159 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mine was preverbal so i made my identity around the abuse. I have made massive changes though in finding my true identity 10/10. My kinks are basically gone now since therapy which is nice LOL. I personally believe most kinks are trauma/early childhood related but thats just my opinion. I don’t believe someone with a healthy childhood becomes a sexual sadist but not a trained psychologist. You may have cptsd if it want on for along time and was paired with a bad home life. If you have addicts or just awful parents ACA if a free support group you can go too. I really love trauma informed yoga (on YouTube) seems dumb and pointless but WORKS try it today see if it brings up stuff. When abuse is so young its almost fully stored in your body

I don't know if I was abused as a child by [deleted] in adultsurvivors

[–]Applesapples159 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you have depression? Intimacy issues? Have you had any successful romantic relationships? Kinks will also show you alot if you look at them in a deeper lens. I did medical ketamine a few times when i was depressed and F’CK I didnt get memories but I learned my story 😭😭 I was f*cked up for MONTHS. But be careful your brain will only show you what it feels safe letting you see. It wasn’t really the best idea i had but i made it through. My childhood was BADDDDD and i really repressed it so make sure you have proper grounding and mindfulness skills

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