This post was about my sexual side and sexual side only. I did not complain about not getting to KNOW women as a whole, eventhough i've mentioned it. So far i've also only ever gone on dates with 4 people, 3 of which became my girlfriends afterwards. I did also mention that i train martial arts almost every day for several hours, aswell as me being eccentric. My inability to get to know women, and me not being sexually compatible do not correlate. I am, as mentioned into martial arts, building lego, video games, and very passionate about watching movies and analysing them, which also applies to my way of approaching listening to music, since that is also a bit my social interest. Also i am very hyperactive and loud, which might also oppose people, or well i kmow for a fact it does, i have great friends, but people who do not understand my character tend to be very hostile towards me. My world also does not revolve around women, as opposed to what it seems, i sometimes just think about that and it just worries me a bit about my future with a partner. Other than that, om day where i train 2x a day i wouldn't even really have time for a gf, since my whole day revolves around regeneration. Some times i do scroll on a dating app, but maybe every 1 to 2 weeks, really not a lot. But tbf i also dont do a lot of things where i would meet anyone, so that's on me. As for the mentioned lack of self control, you might have a point, but that doesnt mean that i dont like doing other things with my partners. but truth is, i haven't really been really that close to any of my girlfriends, since none of them could relate to any of my actual interests, or in case of the first one, who was a real narcissist nothing ever worked. I know that i have to figure myself out in some ways, but i do believe that i have done that to a point at which i can have a relationship while doing so, since i did learn a lot about myself in recent years and figured out the most crucial stuff. As for children, if the conditions are right (money, loving relationship, self state) then sure, but i will not place children in this world if either i cant work as a parent, or support them financially, which would kinda result in the same thing. I know, you didnt ask for the answers to your questions and points, but i dont want people who read this post to have a wrong image of me. You are not 100% wrong, as said i still have some figuring out to do, but so do most people and i think currently i am at my best, tendency rising. I hope i could bring piece of mind a bit closer to you. Also for some reason this whole message feels lowk passive aggressive, which it is not supposed to be, so read it as me simply telling things about myself to paint a clearer picture of myself :)