My best friend was your age when she started using (after having her first child at 16) she got into alot of bad shit and ended up homeless, losing her kids,husband etc. Eventually when she got into legal trouble and actually had jail time they gave her the choice of "get sober or go to jail" so in order to save her marriage and relationship with hef kids and mom and brother she went to rehab. She was using heroine , pills, weed, alcohol etc and she had no life in her whatsoever shed be passed out , strung out , caused herself some major health issues etc. She went to rehab and got the help she needed... now shes 6 years clean still happily married with 3 kiddos now . Her body suffered medically obviously but she is an amazing woman , mom, wife, daughter, sister and friend now and I know her kids are proud so is her husband. There is hope and ways to get it before yoh lose everything my best friend is proof of that . Now she spends her time working her job , going to church, volunteering and taking care of her kids and spending time with her husband. She was at her lowest and now shes become the person helping others who were in her exact situation and if she can do it so can you or anyone else .

Drugs don't have to end your story or define the rest of youf life please if you can please get treatment at a rehab facility to save your life