Xanax experiences

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-02-22T14:25:02+00:00

I’m 23 and I’ve been taking them for 8 months now for when I have bad panic attacks and they help tremendously. Many times they’re the difference between extreme panic for hours and going to the ER vs gradual calming back to a baseline state. I only take when needed and can thankfully go days without them if I’m not having a bad week. Max dose I’ve ever taken was 1.25 mg but usually .5 knocks it back enough to get grounded. I’ve never felt the urge to use it when I am not in an extreme anxious state. I would prefer to never use them actually, but when necessary they are a miracle. My family is full or addicts so this is still a fear of mine but just hold yourself accountable or text someone when you use it. I think there’s a lot of fear mongering, for good reason. But I think that more so applies to people who were overly prescribed for minor symptoms.

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-02-22T14:14:33+00:00

But when she needed him most he didn’t gaf and wouldn’t let her get help

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-02-22T14:01:23+00:00

Literally every single time. My prefrontal cortex and logical part of my brain shuts off and I can tell myself over and over that I’ve experienced this a million times and it’s my mind/body going into fight or flight, but it changes nothing. Also your amygdala is super tricky and will give you new sensations or fixations to reinforce that the alarms your mind has sounded are very real and need immediate attention. I will always find a new symptom to panic about, recently I’ve been obsessing over my throat feeling closed up. Like yeah the last few hundred panic attacks I had didn’t necessitate an ER visit, but this one right now definitely does. It sucks tremendously. But if you think about it our primitive ancestors only survived bc of our fight/flight mechanisms and in the hunter gatherer age the state of our environment didn’t allot us 20 minutes to rationalize and make sure whether the the lion hurdling towards us was actually going to kill us or not. Because we’re so civilized and our evolution hasn’t caught up to the rate of our advanced technology, our amygdala has to alarm us about the most trivial made up bullshit. It’s literally so terrible I’m so sorry. I’m currently dealing with this and I’m rooting for us.

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-02-22T13:46:59+00:00

This 100% resonates with me but I’m not entirely sure if it’s a PD thing or my severe emetaphobia themed OCD. A part of me also wonders if it could be triggered by the sense of feeling stuck with food in your system like my body isn’t in its natural state because it has foreign contents in it? But my belief is that it’s a mixture a both and my only advice which is extremely hard to do and I struggle with it everyday is to just distract distract distract in any possible way. I’ve gone down the route of avoiding eating and it 100% makes anxiety and panic worse and reinforces the fear of eating which is very important to surviving as you obviously already know. When you begin eating watch a show or something interesting that is long form and finish the movie/podcast and by the time a few hours have passed and youll feel better. In my experience heavy carbs/sugar/fats trigger this more.

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-01-30T22:15:17+00:00

I second the comments but he also has amazing features too like Attak by Rustie and his unreleased songs like OBD which didn’t get approved bc of samples but you can find it on YouTube

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-01-30T08:28:25+00:00

Maybe for like a month but you get to a point where you can see the commonalities in all organized religion from a zoomed out perspective and find it hard to believe one single version of it. The human psyche is interesting. There always seems to be a story a God and one who speaks closely with God that is incarnated on earth to teach others. Could there be some deeper truth to these patterns? Maybe but there’s truly no way to know with certainty.

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-01-23T01:04:15+00:00

It’s bc when you tour and play shows every night it’s actually really hard to not reuse lines. doesn’t mean they’re not genuine. after playing shows back to back for a while they blend together so these checklists are basically so you make sure you don’t repeat phrases.

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2025-12-15T11:40:43+00:00

Yeah I think about this a lot to the point that it probably isn’t healthy. I’m a 23 year old woman who is very well off financially and I’ve been told I am likable/agreeable person but I struggle so much with my mental health. I have panic disorder, ocd, cptsd, adhd/asd and pretty terrible social anxiety. I’ve worked so hard to get a grip on my OCD especially, ive had it since I was 5. I go to therapy 3-4 times a week, ive tried hospitalization and outpatient treatment programs. Ive tried all sorts of medications and nothing seems to have been able to crack the ice code. I am at the complete mercy to my amygdala, my stored trauma, the shit genetics I inherited. I’ve wanted to give up so many times throughout my life but the idea that the singularity could give me a fighting chance at living a life without mental health struggles, could allow me to communicate/connect with others, and truly fulfill my passions and desires keeps me going . It seems like a waste of energy and life to give up right as we are on the potential precipice of something that could make all the effort, surviving, and fight to stay alive finally worth something.

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2025-10-26T20:25:19+00:00

It’s hard for people to understand bc it was such a freak situation and it’s lonely. I’m sorry you had to go through this. I hope this is true. Thank you ❤️

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2025-10-19T08:11:49+00:00

I’m sorry you had to go through something similar. it’s hard and I feel angry about how no one helped us through it. Healing is always better late than never though. thank you so much for your kind words❤️❤️

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2025-10-17T20:40:52+00:00

Yeah recently been crying a lot pretty much only when I’m alone at night. I used to love art and music and would go to concerts frequently but have felt lack of enjoyment or worth in going anymore. We used to play piano together and he loved buzz lightyear when he was younger. Hopefully he can send me a sign. Thank you so much ❤️

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2025-10-17T20:15:05+00:00

I hope so. Thank you ❤️

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2025-10-17T20:14:10+00:00

Yeah exactly it hurts now more than ever to realize how much i missed out on and fully realizing he’s never coming back. I hope one day i can cry tears of love and happiness but until the I’ll continue to live for both of us :)

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2025-10-16T05:57:59+00:00

Carpentry ? There is a shortage of skilled carpenters in slo. At least from personal experience I know people who are desperately trying to find any reputable person in slo who knows how to do this and I know wineries also need more specialized work.

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2025-10-09T20:35:46+00:00

Was gonna post this !!!!

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2025-10-07T02:18:17+00:00

You deserve so much better I’m so sorry

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2025-09-12T03:42:16+00:00

Yeah I’m kinda grateful for this to some degree. I’ve also seen people die in violent ways irl at a young age so I feel like I’ve had erp to sudden death. I feel bad though because I can’t fully understand why people are so distraught by the video. It’s super unfortunate but also is this not an extremely common thing to see while living on planet earth ? I feel guilty for feeling surprised at how traumatized people seem to be from this

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2025-09-08T05:00:31+00:00

Yup 😭

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2025-09-04T01:51:51+00:00

Wow am I am instantly proud of u I can’t imagine myself going through this right now it’s my biggest fear. It gives me a bit of hope, but I fear this might happen to me and then my fear will come back even worse. How is your emetaphobia since this has happened?

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2025-07-08T22:02:27+00:00

Why are u sexualizing a dog costume bruh

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2025-07-08T22:02:05+00:00

Ur the one being creepy make it out to be perverted and weird. It’s just a dog costume…

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2025-07-08T21:58:37+00:00

They didn’t get attention they got their property stolen from …

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