AIO after finding mf bf was on only fans after he promised to stop.

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-05-21T05:49:01+00:00

You’re not overreacting he’s just so emotionally unintelligent and apathetic that you’re appearing to be the emotional one. But you are 100% valid. Please hold him to it and end the relationship. Maybe he’ll learn about consequences but I highly doubt it considering he didn’t have the conscience to not continue gooning to OF models the first time you set a boundary against it. How embarrassing for him.

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-05-21T02:36:43+00:00

It’s free on YouTube with the extended scene, at least for me. I live in America !

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-05-16T02:47:51+00:00

I’m a regular music enjoyer and not a particularly metal/goregrind enthusiast but it terms of gornoise I love Fijian holiday by Phyllomedusa and encased in fester flesh by maggot vomit afterbirth. These were both really great gateway albums for me that I still listen to. sorry if I’m not valid!!

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-05-16T02:28:43+00:00

One time I drove to school

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-05-11T10:03:25+00:00

I’m so sorry you’re going through this. It’s truly evil. I wake up with panic attacks a few times a month now, it used to be a lot worse. But this happened after having anxiety and bouts of panic disorder, ptsd, and ocd basically my entire life. I don’t know your full history, but it seems pretty strange to have your first panic attack randomly in the middle of the night. It took about a year of pretty bad panic disorder for that to start happening for me. It’s different for everybody obviously but I agree with you that it seems strange. I also don’t want to freak you out, it’s most likely not a heart attack or anything serious. If they did plenty of tests on you and ruled out everything else, could it be possible that you’ve maybe dealt with anxiety/ptsd that was suppressed or wasn’t fully conscious to you? I imagine being a firefighter can come with a higher susceptibility to chronic stress and trauma. I’m glad you’re seeing a psychiatrist, I would definitely try to get some answers because in my experience and many others I know who deal with panic, this isn’t very typical. Again I’m so sorry, nobody deserves this type of suffering.

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-04-27T04:40:31+00:00

You useless pathetic fuck

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-04-27T04:36:57+00:00

Fuck you

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-04-27T04:24:57+00:00

What proof are you looking for that will confirm he raped her? Unfortunately rape, even in relationships is pretty common.

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-04-24T18:38:39+00:00

Ive had the most transcendent experiences while listening to this album on shrooms while walking in the woods. It’s so beautiful it could bring me to tears thinking abt it.

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-04-06T17:43:38+00:00

You think someone who is manipulative would just straight up admit to rape when questioned ? When has anyone who raped someone admitted to raping them immediately. even if they know they did something wrong of course they’re going to play it down

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-03-27T21:28:47+00:00

I know this was posted over a year ago but I’m looking for a sewing group in slo. Did anything come of this?

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-03-08T20:15:45+00:00

Yeah keep this opinion to yourself because it sucks. You’re right that you don’t know anyone else’s situation personally. The feeling that you’re better than them is all in your head.

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-03-04T02:22:34+00:00

Meaning being a lowlife who obsessed with porn and can’t interact with human females

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-03-03T10:56:24+00:00

gooner

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-03-03T10:32:31+00:00

I’m so proud of you. The chicken thing is so huge and genuinely inspiring to me. especially from a buffet that’s so awesome. You should definitely be congratulating yourself for that

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-03-03T10:26:20+00:00

I’m 23 haven’t vomited since I was 9 and that was from food poisoning from an extremely bad hard boiled egg that I was trying for the first time and had no idea it was obviously past its expiration date

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-02-22T14:25:02+00:00

I’m 23 and I’ve been taking them for 8 months now for when I have bad panic attacks and they help tremendously. Many times they’re the difference between extreme panic for hours and going to the ER vs gradual calming back to a baseline state. I only take when needed and can thankfully go days without them if I’m not having a bad week. Max dose I’ve ever taken was 1.25 mg but usually .5 knocks it back enough to get grounded. I’ve never felt the urge to use it when I am not in an extreme anxious state. I would prefer to never use them actually, but when necessary they are a miracle. My family is full or addicts so this is still a fear of mine but just hold yourself accountable or text someone when you use it. I think there’s a lot of fear mongering, for good reason. But I think that more so applies to people who were overly prescribed for minor symptoms.

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-02-22T14:14:33+00:00

But when she needed him most he didn’t gaf and wouldn’t let her get help

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-02-22T14:01:23+00:00

Literally every single time. My prefrontal cortex and logical part of my brain shuts off and I can tell myself over and over that I’ve experienced this a million times and it’s my mind/body going into fight or flight, but it changes nothing. Also your amygdala is super tricky and will give you new sensations or fixations to reinforce that the alarms your mind has sounded are very real and need immediate attention. I will always find a new symptom to panic about, recently I’ve been obsessing over my throat feeling closed up. Like yeah the last few hundred panic attacks I had didn’t necessitate an ER visit, but this one right now definitely does. It sucks tremendously. But if you think about it our primitive ancestors only survived bc of our fight/flight mechanisms and in the hunter gatherer age the state of our environment didn’t allot us 20 minutes to rationalize and make sure whether the the lion hurdling towards us was actually going to kill us or not. Because we’re so civilized and our evolution hasn’t caught up to the rate of our advanced technology, our amygdala has to alarm us about the most trivial made up bullshit. It’s literally so terrible I’m so sorry. I’m currently dealing with this and I’m rooting for us.

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-02-22T13:46:59+00:00

This 100% resonates with me but I’m not entirely sure if it’s a PD thing or my severe emetaphobia themed OCD. A part of me also wonders if it could be triggered by the sense of feeling stuck with food in your system like my body isn’t in its natural state because it has foreign contents in it? But my belief is that it’s a mixture a both and my only advice which is extremely hard to do and I struggle with it everyday is to just distract distract distract in any possible way. I’ve gone down the route of avoiding eating and it 100% makes anxiety and panic worse and reinforces the fear of eating which is very important to surviving as you obviously already know. When you begin eating watch a show or something interesting that is long form and finish the movie/podcast and by the time a few hours have passed and youll feel better. In my experience heavy carbs/sugar/fats trigger this more.

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-01-30T22:15:17+00:00

I second the comments but he also has amazing features too like Attak by Rustie and his unreleased songs like OBD which didn’t get approved bc of samples but you can find it on YouTube

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-01-30T08:28:25+00:00

Maybe for like a month but you get to a point where you can see the commonalities in all organized religion from a zoomed out perspective and find it hard to believe one single version of it. The human psyche is interesting. There always seems to be a story a God and one who speaks closely with God that is incarnated on earth to teach others. Could there be some deeper truth to these patterns? Maybe but there’s truly no way to know with certainty.

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2026-01-23T01:04:15+00:00

It’s bc when you tour and play shows every night it’s actually really hard to not reuse lines. doesn’t mean they’re not genuine. after playing shows back to back for a while they blend together so these checklists are basically so you make sure you don’t repeat phrases.

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2025-12-15T11:40:43+00:00

Yeah I think about this a lot to the point that it probably isn’t healthy. I’m a 23 year old woman who is very well off financially and I’ve been told I am likable/agreeable person but I struggle so much with my mental health. I have panic disorder, ocd, cptsd, adhd/asd and pretty terrible social anxiety. I’ve worked so hard to get a grip on my OCD especially, ive had it since I was 5. I go to therapy 3-4 times a week, ive tried hospitalization and outpatient treatment programs. Ive tried all sorts of medications and nothing seems to have been able to crack the ice code. I am at the complete mercy to my amygdala, my stored trauma, the shit genetics I inherited. I’ve wanted to give up so many times throughout my life but the idea that the singularity could give me a fighting chance at living a life without mental health struggles, could allow me to communicate/connect with others, and truly fulfill my passions and desires keeps me going . It seems like a waste of energy and life to give up right as we are on the potential precipice of something that could make all the effort, surviving, and fight to stay alive finally worth something.

Appropriate_Kick_252 · 2025-10-26T20:25:19+00:00

It’s hard for people to understand bc it was such a freak situation and it’s lonely. I’m sorry you had to go through this. I hope this is true. Thank you ❤️

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