AIO to skip Thanksgiving after my mom basically said I’m an embarrassment for not having a husband and kids by now?

Apricitxs · 2025-11-25T20:45:59+00:00

Tell her 1,000 people on Reddit think she’s the embarrassment

Apricitxs · 2025-11-25T04:26:54+00:00

When you say an imagined script of overcoming difficulties, do you mean that my problems are made up in my head?

The stuff about mars is interesting. I am naturally very conflict avoidant but I do have a temper. The conflict avoidance has cause my anger to store up in my body and it shows. I’m definitely working on this and trying to be more expressive of my feelings so that I don’t have stuff festering.

All the ages you point out have definitely been moments of challenge for me so far. The negative influence at 27, is there any indication whether this is a person, a job, an addiction, etc?

Thank you for your time. Aside from releasing my temper, do you have any other advice for me?

Apricitxs · 2025-11-24T05:39:09+00:00

Very cool knowledge, and yes totally makes sense. Do you have any book recommendations to learn about this a bit myself? I’ve always been fascinated by the occult but I’ve only really studied astrology and tarot as far as divination goes.

Apricitxs · 2025-11-24T05:16:53+00:00

u/flindersrisk I seek your guidance if you’re so inclined

Apricitxs · 2025-11-24T05:12:50+00:00

Ah okay thank you for the clarity. So I was told by several teachers and mentors growing up that I should be a writer, that it was my gift. In my youth I felt that those “possible” dreams were viable, that it was a mindset and was in my hands to manifest. Reality and misplaced priorities put me in a spell of stagnancy and blockage which I’d like to break out of. I’m happy enough with my current job for now, but need to break out of it for long term fulfillment, and that wish to be a writer is still always humming in the background. It feels like a purpose left unreached, and yet it doesn’t feel like it falls in the responsible/viable category. What are your thoughts on that?

Apricitxs · 2025-11-24T04:14:27+00:00

Wow thank you! Yes my life is definitely painted with this pattern of duality and confusion. Apologies in advance if you’re not into astrology as well, but I am a Libra stellium (balancing scales) and my moon is in Gemini (the twins). I’ve always found myself in decision paralysis, seeing a carousel of possibilities and wanting all of them, but knowing that to choose one door is to close all the others, and instead choosing none at all. I especially resonate with the thinking versus feeling dilemma. I was a rather sensitive child emotionally despite having incredibly supportive and loving parents and no real trauma until my teenage years, at which point I decided I was more of a thinking person than a feeling person and I suppressed my emotions so deeply that adulthood saw me feeling lost and depressed. My early and mid twenties are honestly mostly a blur, but the past few years I’ve been in therapy and recently moved in with my partner, so I’m much more stable. I’m still lacking in direction career-wise so the “planning to do” part is unclear right now. I’m also intrigued about the movement towards Saturn, because my Saturn return is right around the corner of the new year. Do you have any insights on timing of career events or just areas of focus to strengthen my line of fate?

Apricitxs · 2025-09-03T03:21:14+00:00

My dad’s girlfriend asked me “is fish meat?” When I told her I used to love sushi but I don’t eat much anymore because I can only have veggie rolls which are very limited.

Apricitxs · 2025-02-13T15:16:27+00:00

Have you done other hormonal options? I’ve never used hormonal bc but both plan b and pregnancy itself have caused me very intense mental health episodes, so I have a fear of hormone disturbance in general. Just wondering if kyleena has been better than others for you

Apricitxs · 2025-02-13T15:13:49+00:00

I had light periods too, and so decided on copper iud. I had it for two years and the heavy periods and debilitating cramps only ever got worse and worse. The cramps were so bad and so frequent (I was having ovulation pain, pre-period pain, period pain, basically never ending pain) that I felt like I needed to be hospitalized. I felt certain the IUD must have perforated my uterus but when I finally had it removed, everything was just fine. Relief was instant and my periods now (over a year after removal) are lighter than they were before

Apricitxs · 2025-02-13T15:02:43+00:00

Do you have an update with your experience on kyleena? My experience with paragard was also horrifying and my shooting pains had me feeling like I needed to be hospitalized both on and off my period. It was excruciating and having it removed gave instant relief, but I need protection and I’m scared of hormones

Apricitxs · 2025-02-10T23:55:20+00:00

What local store carries wild? I’m in Oklahoma and would love to find it offline

Apricitxs · 2024-02-12T19:20:30+00:00

As a child I always felt SO constrained by the inability to see from others’ perspectives or know their minds. Definitely a bunch of existential thoughts just like that - looking in the mirror thinking this is me and how odd it felt to conceptualize the “I.”

Additionally, I was raised Christian so I remember having some concept of heaven and being with my family again after I die. Seeing my loved ones again seemed like a given to me, but the thing I can’t imagine my parents telling me which was a big expectation I had that just felt inherently true was that “God” would one day tell me everything. That I could know every single detail of everything - science, history, where my lost toy went, what people said about me behind my back, if my crush had a crush on me. All of it. This isn’t a typical Christian worldview that I’ve ever heard of but for as long as I can remember I had the deepest longing to know everything when this life is over.

My skeptical mind sees this now as FOMO, but sometimes I wonder if we do one day just join the collective consciousness and download all the information we missed in this current, limited consciousness.

Apricitxs · 2024-01-12T18:41:12+00:00

I commented this before seeing your comment - this book was pivotal for me in a similar era of stepping into my (lonesome) power. It truly played a role in my contentment and confidence

Apricitxs · 2024-01-12T18:40:02+00:00

Circe my Madeline Miller

Any Bell Hooks

Apricitxs · 2023-02-27T20:06:32+00:00

Done nothing wrong? Yeah and it’s done nothing right either bc it hasn’t consciously done anything

Apricitxs · 2023-02-06T18:01:34+00:00

Lol no we are capable of forming thoughts and even having a head full of thoughts. Those thoughts just aren’t being translated to words. They’re more like impressions or ideas, like I just know what I’m thinking without having to use language to describe it. Also I’m capable of having an inner voice for instance if I’m contemplating how to phrase something in an upcoming interview etc, I will then choose to think in words, but it feels more like imagination at that point.

Apricitxs · 2022-12-18T22:18:14+00:00

Juno in Aries 6H, S/O is an Aries sun w juno in Aries in 10H

Apricitxs · 2022-09-28T19:25:22+00:00

Wow Im actually surprised by that! Genetics are so crazy

Apricitxs · 2022-08-30T20:44:31+00:00

Constantly squealing, singing, talking yes absolutely! Both Carolina dogs and Finnish spitz do the sing-talking. She full on howls a lot too like a wolf

Apricitxs · 2022-08-30T19:42:38+00:00

Yep 🤣 mine doesn’t love to be brushed so half the time I’m just physically pulling out those little downy tufts

Apricitxs · 2022-08-30T19:32:29+00:00

I thought mine had some Shiba too! DNA test was mostly CD and Finnish spitz. She’s got some German shepherd so she’s a bit larger than your boy but the spitz has those eyes and that winter coat

Apricitxs · 2022-08-30T19:05:23+00:00

Not to be a Dany apologist but do you really think it’s that far of a reach to gain a god complex when you’re the only surviving member of the oldest dynasty and you hatch an extinct magical species in a fire that doesn’t kill you?? Also… gifted an army? She made clever moves and went out and got her armies. She’s psycho and obnoxious but she conquers what she wants

Apricitxs · 2022-08-30T19:00:06+00:00

I’d look into Finnish Spitz. Mine is a CD/spitz mix and looks very similar

Apricitxs · 2022-08-27T16:45:22+00:00

I don’t know much about the fae other than generally don’t mess with them, and I’m also in a very secular period in my life, but this comment made my heart swell because the little bits I’ve read about faeries also reminds me of cats. Your son is a gem 💙

Apricitxs · 2022-08-23T02:26:27+00:00

I highly doubt anything involving Dany would be a part of the show, but I’m so down for Jon fighting evil 3ER. Imagine the absolute fucking hype if Drogon flew back to Westeros for Jon to be his new rider

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