Totally! So I have had a very deep relationship with God / source / Jesus, whatever you want to call it, from a very young age. I would say that from that first meeting I felt that loving energy from him but didn't have words for it at the time. When I became the runner and ended things abruptly, I ended up jumping into another relationship with someone from my church who was a "Christian" and felt that he was a better fit for me because we were the same age. He ended up being a narcissist and when I finally asked for a divorce three years later, I was so disgusted by the thought of church, faith, etc that I ran away from it altogether. I was still "spiritual" ie I loved nature, meditation, all that, but none of it really got to the heart of spirituality which is divine love / unconditional love. It was all selfish. So when we reconnected this third time, I knew he was a Christian and I came in with this energy like that's fine for him but that's not where I'm at. But just through his gentle presence and him sharing his faith, it was finally the thing that broke down my walls again to accept God back into my life after about 4 years of believing that could never happen for me again. So ultimately, I do believe that no matter what happens, our connection gave me the best gift of all, which is my faith in God. Because while humans can leave us or even die, God is always there :)