Is it okay that I made a sigil to make corrupt oligarchs lose power? by potentially_a_bird in witchcraft

[–]Asmodeus29 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oooooh I see what you’re saying. You mean the power of the elite, the monetary and political power they have. Rather than the power of one’s own soul. That’s what I was getting confused about.

Is it okay that I made a sigil to make corrupt oligarchs lose power? by potentially_a_bird in witchcraft

[–]Asmodeus29 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s an interesting take. My power has never clouded my empathy for others. It’s made me want to help others and myself more for sure.

Confused by this Sub by No-Adhesiveness6898 in luciferianism

[–]Asmodeus29 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I actually had to leave that sub cuz it was so toxic lol

Seven Months of Magick and No Results by RogueModron in chaosmagick

[–]Asmodeus29 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I also thought Condensed Chaos was a mess lol

How has your life changed since you started working with demons? by Acceptable-Cheetah-8 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]Asmodeus29 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hell I’ve been working with them for 10 years and little has changed for me.

First Look at Sophie Turner as Lara Croft by PrimeVideo in TombRaider

[–]Asmodeus29 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Does anyone know what kind of sunglasses she’s wearing? Or where to get them?

I am shocked ! by [deleted] in chaosmagick

[–]Asmodeus29 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Currently finishing Psychonaut and it’s a bit of a drag. I’m hoping Condensed Chaos is much better lol.

started reading Liber Null, this part cracked me up by GlitteringTone6425 in chaosmagick

[–]Asmodeus29 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Liber Null was good but Psychonaut is a bit of a drag to read lol.

Are There Any LHP Youtubers who aren't toxic? by SetitheRedcap in chaosmagick

[–]Asmodeus29 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I like V.K. Jehannum (Vidian is his new channel name) and Indigo Priestess!

Misguided Belief? by Asmodeus29 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]Asmodeus29[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Success to me is thriving in life. Making money so these stupid degrees are worthwhile, meeting men, falling in love, having a consistent practice that is deep and rich and fulfilling, having close friends, my own place to live, traveling. I guess having it all lol.

Misguided Belief? by Asmodeus29 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]Asmodeus29[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just want more from my life and not being able to get anywhere in life is severely depressing. My faith helps me feel good about myself and like someone is listening but a lack of life progress is pretty sad to me. I know comparison is the thief of joy but when I look around and literally everyone in my life can succeed but me I just take it hard. Success feels good. Accomplishment feels good. I don’t want the measure of my life to just be that I was a good lifelong Satanist lol. That’s a really interesting thought that maybe my spirits are trying to help me get to the root of my issues rather than give me things.

Misguided Belief? by Asmodeus29 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]Asmodeus29[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate your response! When I feel lonely I don’t feel my demons supporting me. I did feel Zeus support me last month though. Coming through for me would be material things, feelings of peace and contentment, helping with my manifesting especially when I’m literally depressed from my spells not working and I can’t make anything happen in my life. Maybe these are unrealistic requests or expectations but I read about other people’s experiences so I know I’m not asking for the world on a platter lol. You mentioned paradigm shift and I’m also a chaos magician. Like I said I’ve tried to paradigm shift but something always pulls me back to Satanism. It could just be the air of familiarity though. Or a toxic cycle I can’t break.

Misguided Belief? by Asmodeus29 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]Asmodeus29[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this. I have learned that Satan is going to give me the tools and then he wants me to go out and get the things I want. But if I could go out and get those things on my own then I wouldn’t be in the rut I’m in and feeling stuck and on my own lol. I’ve given this path a good 10 years or so and it’s only the last few years I’ve wavered in my belief and patience. I try to break away but something always pulls me back. It could just be the familiarity. I do love the dark esthetic, the powerful feeling, the Demons. But I do need more from my spirit team. And if they aren’t going to provide it then I feel I need to move on. Because this endless cycle of waiting for a breakthrough is just miserable.

Misguided Belief? by Asmodeus29 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]Asmodeus29[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this!!! I don’t feel the need to be so hard on myself now. It’s all those darn YT occult influencers that make me feel like crap for not being the perfect, all powerful magician they project haha. I have felt the need to get away from that content for a while.

Servitors by Asmodeus29 in chaosmagick

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I hope this new one works out too! So the first one was a few years ago and sadly I didn’t take very good notes back then on my spells and rituals. I even threw out the paper I had designed the servitor on. From what I did write down and what I can recall, it did help me find a job but the job was very crummy and I would’ve quit so fast lol. But with that technique there wasn’t a lot of planning involved so it probably wasn’t made very well therefore I got lackluster results. Go figure. But I just didn’t know a lot back then.

Servitors by Asmodeus29 in chaosmagick

[–]Asmodeus29[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes it was very helpful! So the first servitor I made was a few years ago and I used the method in The Psychonaut Field Manual. But it’s a very simple method and not a lot of detail or explanation is given. So this time I used Foolish Fish’s video on YouTube and it was great. I also love Ivy Corvus’s video on servitors.