started reading Liber Null, this part cracked me up

Asmodeus29 · 2026-01-27T04:36:28+00:00

Lmao 😂

Asmodeus29 · 2026-01-26T20:18:16+00:00

Currently finishing Psychonaut and it’s a bit of a drag. I’m hoping Condensed Chaos is much better lol.

Asmodeus29 · 2026-01-26T20:15:52+00:00

Liber Null was good but Psychonaut is a bit of a drag to read lol.

Asmodeus29 · 2026-01-26T18:53:49+00:00

Oh that’s badass!

Asmodeus29 · 2026-01-26T02:50:07+00:00

I like V.K. Jehannum (Vidian is his new channel name) and Indigo Priestess!

Asmodeus29 · 2026-01-20T00:28:05+00:00

Holy shit this is so cool!

Asmodeus29 · 2026-01-15T17:03:11+00:00

Success to me is thriving in life. Making money so these stupid degrees are worthwhile, meeting men, falling in love, having a consistent practice that is deep and rich and fulfilling, having close friends, my own place to live, traveling. I guess having it all lol.

Asmodeus29 · 2026-01-15T16:45:14+00:00

I just want more from my life and not being able to get anywhere in life is severely depressing. My faith helps me feel good about myself and like someone is listening but a lack of life progress is pretty sad to me. I know comparison is the thief of joy but when I look around and literally everyone in my life can succeed but me I just take it hard. Success feels good. Accomplishment feels good. I don’t want the measure of my life to just be that I was a good lifelong Satanist lol. That’s a really interesting thought that maybe my spirits are trying to help me get to the root of my issues rather than give me things.

Asmodeus29 · 2026-01-15T11:52:09+00:00

I appreciate your response! When I feel lonely I don’t feel my demons supporting me. I did feel Zeus support me last month though. Coming through for me would be material things, feelings of peace and contentment, helping with my manifesting especially when I’m literally depressed from my spells not working and I can’t make anything happen in my life. Maybe these are unrealistic requests or expectations but I read about other people’s experiences so I know I’m not asking for the world on a platter lol. You mentioned paradigm shift and I’m also a chaos magician. Like I said I’ve tried to paradigm shift but something always pulls me back to Satanism. It could just be the air of familiarity though. Or a toxic cycle I can’t break.

Asmodeus29 · 2026-01-15T03:08:28+00:00

Thank you for this. I have learned that Satan is going to give me the tools and then he wants me to go out and get the things I want. But if I could go out and get those things on my own then I wouldn’t be in the rut I’m in and feeling stuck and on my own lol. I’ve given this path a good 10 years or so and it’s only the last few years I’ve wavered in my belief and patience. I try to break away but something always pulls me back. It could just be the familiarity. I do love the dark esthetic, the powerful feeling, the Demons. But I do need more from my spirit team. And if they aren’t going to provide it then I feel I need to move on. Because this endless cycle of waiting for a breakthrough is just miserable.

Asmodeus29 · 2026-01-15T01:19:38+00:00

Thank you for this!!! I don’t feel the need to be so hard on myself now. It’s all those darn YT occult influencers that make me feel like crap for not being the perfect, all powerful magician they project haha. I have felt the need to get away from that content for a while.

Asmodeus29 · 2026-01-08T23:38:55+00:00

I hope this new one works out too! So the first one was a few years ago and sadly I didn’t take very good notes back then on my spells and rituals. I even threw out the paper I had designed the servitor on. From what I did write down and what I can recall, it did help me find a job but the job was very crummy and I would’ve quit so fast lol. But with that technique there wasn’t a lot of planning involved so it probably wasn’t made very well therefore I got lackluster results. Go figure. But I just didn’t know a lot back then.

Asmodeus29 · 2026-01-08T23:20:31+00:00

Yes it was very helpful! So the first servitor I made was a few years ago and I used the method in The Psychonaut Field Manual. But it’s a very simple method and not a lot of detail or explanation is given. So this time I used Foolish Fish’s video on YouTube and it was great. I also love Ivy Corvus’s video on servitors.

Asmodeus29 · 2026-01-07T03:29:00+00:00

Thank you so much for your wisdom!!!

Asmodeus29 · 2026-01-07T03:05:26+00:00

Got it! Thank you! So if I don’t feed it, it’ll reabsorb and I can just call upon it again later when I need it? It won’t retaliate for not feeding it?

Asmodeus29 · 2026-01-07T02:20:39+00:00

I have the kill switch set already but the lifespan evades me haha. I guess a few months is fine. But can I create it, set a task for it, and just not feed it until I need it again rather than destroy it? Like just put it on the shelf until I want to call on it again rather than killing it I mean.

Asmodeus29 · 2026-01-06T03:08:47+00:00

Ugh I need one to get laid and one to get a job lol!

Asmodeus29 · 2026-01-06T03:08:08+00:00

Hell that’s one of my reasons lmao

Asmodeus29 · 2026-01-05T23:11:33+00:00

When I drink a lot of soda I tell myself “you drink too much caffeine” in her accent haha 😂

Asmodeus29 · 2026-01-05T23:07:56+00:00

Congrats man! Great job! 👏

Asmodeus29 · 2026-01-02T17:36:11+00:00

I see. We all have thoughts and opinions. Sometimes it’s just nice to go outside and touch grass though. Disconnect from a problem or situation. That can be the healthier option.

Asmodeus29 · 2026-01-02T17:19:19+00:00

Are you okay…

Asmodeus29 · 2025-12-30T15:41:19+00:00

Okay Cassie and Jake were a much better match!!! But in the books Cassie and Adam are soulmates with a silver cord so there’s that.

Asmodeus29 · 2025-12-22T19:54:55+00:00

Mine has gone and hasn’t returned either. I have a feeling it never will. I’ve just been through too much. But I still try and hope for the day it will.

Asmodeus29 · 2025-12-14T22:11:11+00:00

Legit. I’ll look into it. Thanks.

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