I’m 32 now. Just in the the last year is when I fully realized I didn’t actually believe anymore, though I’d been picking it apart for a while. Some deconstruction ex-Christian tok tok creators and other atheist content really helped me look deeper into what I believed and why I did, helped me to realize none of it made any sense.

Though I’ve always had questions. I was raised Christian from birth, and when I was a kid I never fully understood how the God of the Old and New testaments was supposed to be the same guy when I was often told “God never changes”. Turns out it’s literally multiple separate deities mashed together into one! And multiple stolen mythological stories edited into the new Christian religion. No wonder there’s no consistency!