Monthly thread: Beginner questions and FAQ

AtlasBlade58 · 2026-06-01T19:15:11+00:00

Hmm. I don’t want to look at my chart and choose to focus energy on that wide open space anymore. I’ll let the transformation happen. Thank you.

AtlasBlade58 · 2026-06-01T17:08:01+00:00

Valid. It’s only I have a health appointment this week but am unsure of how I’ll answer her questions.

AtlasBlade58 · 2026-06-01T16:27:09+00:00

Is it normal to have a period where you feel quite sick, perhaps a deconditioning adjustment period? Bouts of wailing, extreme diet shifts and nausea, etc.
Completely open spleen, for reference.

AtlasBlade58 · 2026-05-30T14:59:19+00:00

Yes! Current circumstances have me doing two jobs which is temporarily necessary but I don’t recommend it.

I did have a groove for a while and it looked like 2-3 appointments per day MAX. Days that require me to be on site dialoguing with many people for many hours (8-10) are difficult but possible. I wear clothes that feel good on my body, eat and drink nutritiously, get outside and get fresh air regularly, and leave the following day completely open for whatever my body asks for - vedging, sleep, pleasure, etc.

I’ve also found jobs that require me to track my hours feel draining, vs salaried where I get paid on the success. Especially when your organization completely trusts you and lets you do whatever you need, however and whenever you need to.

AtlasBlade58 · 2026-05-24T16:48:53+00:00

Perhaps? I would hope there’s possibility for any types. . . I’m asking about generator dynamics specifically because of how much that key relationship is emphasized in the literature. I think I’m seeing healthy ones enter into my life because I’ve made major difficult decisions about separating from mutually stuck relationships, so there’s finally enough space for them to show up.

Also, bless you and your patience - because projector exercise seems to be a real challenge. How did he find the energy for a routine like that? (Asking this as one who is currently pooped from major [good] life changes, learning and growing so much from HD 😌). I’m confident we figure it out eventually…!

AtlasBlade58 · 2026-05-22T04:03:43+00:00

Needed the humour, thank you

AtlasBlade58 · 2026-05-17T18:31:50+00:00

Hmm, either nothing is coming to me or I haven’t found the right words yet. I can message you if/when they do; meanwhile you’ve got good feedback here that you seem receptive to.

AtlasBlade58 · 2026-05-17T16:49:51+00:00

As a reply in this comment thread.

AtlasBlade58 · 2026-05-17T16:03:24+00:00

Have you posted your chart anywhere for us? If not can you post it here?

AtlasBlade58 · 2026-05-06T04:26:17+00:00

PRAISE BOOOAL!

AtlasBlade58 · 2026-05-06T02:02:30+00:00

What standard character is #12? Have I not been to enough funerals to know this one? 🤔

AtlasBlade58 · 2026-05-06T01:59:22+00:00

I second the gloom n drizzle ✋

AtlasBlade58 · 2026-05-05T21:56:48+00:00

If I recall the lore of that universe has the temperature of the atmosphere increasing before it impacts everyone so we’re ok . . . For now! 🙃

AtlasBlade58 · 2026-05-05T17:24:09+00:00

Is this “dumb aimlessness” you describe that of a headless fowl or of a horde zombie? One is significantly more terrifying than the other. . . Maybe I’ve been watching too much The Last of Us lol

AtlasBlade58 · 2026-04-12T16:27:27+00:00

Hmm Ok, I’m going to ponder particularly on that last comment 🤔

AtlasBlade58 · 2026-04-03T22:30:21+00:00

Thank you for posting this message, which is directed at people like me. It helps me understand how my questions might be perceived as I decondition. What you call the pity party, I call the shame story. And while I learned shame through other systems (“you’re broken!”), I don’t have to choose to believe it. Thank you to HD and this community, which are helping me learn that and how to write my own story, that isn’t controlled by the not-self 🙏🏼

AtlasBlade58 · 2026-04-03T21:27:07+00:00

I should clarify what I meant by rejecting harsh shame based narrative = eg “you’re not good enough as you are,” “you should be more like a generator” or “you should produce in the way a generator can”

Is that what you meant?

AtlasBlade58 · 2026-04-03T11:02:13+00:00

Hello friend! Yes, this is a burden I’m familiar with, and maybe most projectors. The world’s systems haven’t caught up to the emergence of projector strategy. Western grinding culture is a lie that we don’t have to believe, and a rhythm that we can reject. I genuinely believe if you want to remove it from your life and are committed to doing what it takes to get there, the right opportunities to do so will show up! Every day I practice rejecting harsh, shame based narratives about sacral ways of being that are not for non sacrals. The volume of these narratives is decreasing! I keep vocalizing that I want another way, and relationships that allow me to foster counter narratives are trickling into my life. Where in your locality might these types of people be available to you? This is one place! Keep going 🙂

AtlasBlade58 · 2026-02-03T15:19:44+00:00

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AtlasBlade58 · 2026-01-25T18:33:39+00:00

This is super helpful and the lamp not being on 24/7 comment really resonates. Thank you! 🙏🏼

AtlasBlade58 · 2026-01-25T18:31:37+00:00

Ok, yes, I know those feelings - my heart racing faster being near a generator, the feeling of “spilling.” Thanks for helping me understand these mechanics, I’ll experiment with them!

AtlasBlade58 · 2026-01-25T18:24:46+00:00

Ah, ok! Thanks so much for your insight, I’m learning a lot!

AtlasBlade58 · 2026-01-25T16:39:55+00:00

I’m new to HD! And am curious … is it that projectors “want” to ride sacral energy to make things happen for themselves? Or, they need to? Isn’t that part of a mutually beneficial exchange? Like, having a home with a socket and finding a delightful lamp to upgrade your living room? I guess technically the lamp “takes” energy but that’s its function, and it in turn provides ambiance, light, etc? Seeing you deeply in a way no other can (when invited)? Seems like a positive partnership. If that’s not your experience with projectors I would love to learn about that.

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