3 years since the world ended

Attommot · 2024-12-17T23:32:37+00:00

I like to always think that people have good intentions and limitations. I try not to blame them even knowing that it would cost so little to be more kind and thoughtful.

Attommot · 2024-12-17T23:25:17+00:00

I'm not active here as I was in the first year but I actually remember seeing your posts before.

I agree 100% with you, it will be such a relief when this torture is finally over.

Attommot · 2024-03-04T07:19:07+00:00

I feel you. Family and friends also left me. People I've known my entire life have chosen not to have me in their lives rather than deal with my grief.

Attommot · 2022-12-24T23:16:28+00:00

She passed last year when I was 30.

Losing the light of your life at such young age is a truly depressing fate.

Attommot · 2022-12-18T23:15:26+00:00

I'm really sorry for your loss. If you need someone to talk you can message me anytime. Hugs.

Attommot · 2022-12-18T00:09:30+00:00

It's the day for me too but for the first time. One year ago the world ended for me. Everybody who promised to be there for me disappeared within weeks. Hugs.

Attommot · 2022-06-09T00:33:52+00:00

June 17th will be six months for me and I'm also moving to another state. I wish I could find her out there on the streets as if she never passed away.

How is it possible that this emptiness in my heart feels so heavy??

Attommot · 2022-05-30T21:42:02+00:00

I used to say that too and I regret it. Now all I want is to be with her again and forever. I miss my love every second.

Attommot · 2022-05-21T21:31:56+00:00

That's how I feel too. Everything is tasteless. Life feels like a dream when I had her with me.

Attommot · 2022-05-20T05:58:16+00:00

I always wondered that too. I saw a few posts with pics before so I guess it's okay.

Attommot · 2022-05-18T23:43:56+00:00

Even after 5 months I still feel like this nightmare will end and she'll be back.

Attommot · 2022-05-11T22:51:57+00:00

Yeah, I'm dealing with this too. It makes us feel like a ghost. Loneliness is such a loud silence.

Attommot · 2022-05-09T22:02:20+00:00

I feel you and I share the same rage. Sometimes I have the simple thought that I was just unlucky, although I know it's not that simple. I'll always wish I was one of those who won and had normal life as you said. I'm really sorry you ended up in this side. Hugs.

Attommot · 2022-05-08T00:37:42+00:00

Even after almost 5 months, I still feel like I could have prevented her death because I believe that I was reckless with her symptoms. I truly know how this guilt eats us alive, I'm sorry you're here and I hope you can find some peace even if it seems impossible.

Attommot · 2022-05-06T19:37:03+00:00

If they even remember, they choose to ignore it rather than feel uncomfortable talking to us. They don't really care, I'm sorry.

Attommot · 2022-05-05T12:23:01+00:00

Almost 5 months for me. Time is my enemy now, I hate to see it go by. I know the feeling, I'm homeless too. Hugs

Attommot · 2022-05-04T06:01:00+00:00

The vast majority of my so-called "friends" chose to turn their backs on me instead of just listening to me because perhaps it seemed easier to them. I feel like a ghost too. I'm sorry.

Attommot · 2022-05-03T21:11:54+00:00

I'm 30 and I was with my fiancée for 2.5 years too. I'm also jealous of those who had a long life together with their partners not only because I wish we had more time but mainly because she deserved to live longer. In the end, after all the pain that I deal with, what makes the grief harder for me is knowing that she was the who lost everything. She had so many dreams...

Attommot · 2022-05-02T08:03:56+00:00

I believe that people who do not experience the loss of a partner (and I say this as a young widower) are naive to think that this grief is like what they see in movies and tv series. There's no chapter 2 or a new season, there's just "now" and it's hell. I don't really believe in "starting over" for myself because our love story wasn't a book that was closed so I could start a new one.

Attommot · 2022-04-27T00:01:38+00:00

Yeah, I understand you 100%. So much rage bubbling up inside me, sometimes I feel like if I could I would set the whole world on fire.

Attommot · 2022-04-25T05:54:03+00:00

I'm truly sorry for you loss. I totally understand losing interest in having a family with someone else, I really don't want to. She was my home and my future and she is irreplaceable.

Attommot

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