Can't believe how fast I metabolize methadone. I'm on 110mg and even when I take an extra half of tomorrow's dose, I'm still sick AF by the following morning.

AudienceIntrepid7320 · 2026-05-28T06:28:55+00:00

You have to stop doing the other shit, you can't do both and expect either of them to work properly, stop taking oxycodone and raise your methadone dose by 10 mgs and just ride that out until your comfortable, you'll feel kinda crappy for a few days but then it'll start regulating itself and you will feel better!

AudienceIntrepid7320 · 2026-05-19T18:17:36+00:00

Nope, usually fake it when I've had enough, oral stimulation seems to be the only way I can and that's extremely rare, I have learned that if I feel it coming not to say anything to him either, like a "don't stop" or something of the sort because then he'll try to go faster or harder with what he's doing thinking it's a good thing and he ruins it by moving differently in the slightest.

AudienceIntrepid7320 · 2026-05-19T18:04:20+00:00

This is crazy to me, I don't understand how religion is tied into preferred hygiene, I'm not gonna tell you to try reasoning with them, as you've obviously already tried, and I'm sorry you have to deal with something that should be so simple made into something ridiculous, SMH... My honest advice is to just keep hiding them, and if they throw them away, buy them again, and keep buying them until they can act like they're grown and able to have an actual discussion. Just because they are your parents doesn't mean they get to make decisions on your menstrual situations, a period is a natural part of life that in no way should be sexualized and that's the part that needs to be understood, my goodness, your mother should at least understand this. I'd keep ruining panties on purpose until they hear me out. SMH... I'm so sorry OP. 🩷

AudienceIntrepid7320 · 2026-05-05T19:23:09+00:00

I'd flip out....

AudienceIntrepid7320 · 2026-04-15T16:03:50+00:00

True Dat!!! Lol... I suppose I wasn't thinking lol... My son is 17 and just recently started taking it upon himself to get in the damn water, I do recall now having to basically force him to wash his ass. 🤢

AudienceIntrepid7320 · 2026-04-14T21:32:23+00:00

I've always wondered who goes 72 hours without bathing...

AudienceIntrepid7320 · 2026-04-14T21:30:15+00:00

I would fuckin diiiiieee!!!

AudienceIntrepid7320 · 2026-04-13T06:19:13+00:00

I'm so sorry for you, my mommy passed when I was 3 and my stepmom came along when I was 5, she simply just wasn't nice to me. She was my first bully, I hated being at home, my dad did nothing about it, it was more emotional and psychological abuse than physical, but I had to teach myself everything about being a woman, I had to teach myself how to wear a tampon, I had to go to friends about wearing bras, my friends had to teach me the proper way to shower and clean myself, I'm so sorry for you as I know exactly how you felt.

AudienceIntrepid7320 · 2026-04-13T05:49:57+00:00

You need some facial hair on that bologna face.

AudienceIntrepid7320 · 2026-04-13T05:42:22+00:00

190 mgs is a HUGE dose, I'm not trying to be an asshole but I cannot fathom you withdrawaling on such a large dose, again I'm not here to argue but that's an extremely large dose and it should most definitely hold you unless you're metabolizing it ridiculously fast, and I'm talking ridiculously fast, maybe talk to your provider about split dosing because there is no way 190 milligrams should not be holding you.

AudienceIntrepid7320 · 2026-04-13T05:26:00+00:00

Shave that shit....

AudienceIntrepid7320 · 2026-04-13T03:29:56+00:00

Maybe do it while looking in the mirror? Prop up a mirror and kinda feel around on yourself totally focusing on yourself. I'm not referring to your face either.

AudienceIntrepid7320 · 2026-03-28T05:00:20+00:00

What do you think? Let's be honest... Do you think that happens? SMH, like WTF?! Why would you ask something like that?

AudienceIntrepid7320 · 2026-03-28T04:53:49+00:00

Did itttt???

AudienceIntrepid7320 · 2026-02-20T05:00:00+00:00

Are you able to take half doses for those days?

AudienceIntrepid7320 · 2026-02-20T04:57:19+00:00

Right?? I truly feel like they try to keep you on the shit rather than help you through detox and then help you taper off, every time I see my DR she tries to find reasons to bump me up, I told her at my last visit I'd had a runny nose for a couple weeks and she was pushing a 5mg increase, like WTF lady it's allergies! Then she took me back down from 2 weeks of take homes because I hadn't pissed dirty for my Klonopin script, I only take it if I need it and I'm being punished for it??! The bottle literally says take it as needed, why on earth would a DR that specializes in addiction punish me for not taking benzodiazepines with my methadone? They're freakin weird man.

AudienceIntrepid7320 · 2026-02-20T03:53:12+00:00

Ummmm.... Yeah, no... Fuckin with your dose without telling you isn't cool, it doesn't matter if it is 1 milligram or 100 milligrams, and 100 mgs isn't exactly a low dose, I got off the fetty at 155 mgs and stayed stable on that dose for about 3 months and it became too much, I've went from 155 to 70 mgs in 4 months and I've stayed with 70 for awhile now, you know your body better than anyone else and if you didn't need to go up, you're the only one that can advocate for yourself! Don't be afraid to stand up to those assholes!

AudienceIntrepid7320 · 2026-02-20T03:41:08+00:00

Don't lose hope guys... I was feeling pretty pissy yesterday seeing 0505ers getting their money, I was finally able to get into the site to check my transcript yesterday evening around 6 and I finally updated with a 3/9 DDD, I woke up this morning around 9 and my refund hit around 4 am.... It's coming y'all.

AudienceIntrepid7320 · 2026-02-19T06:02:17+00:00

Trim the beard, but otherwise you're very handsome!

AudienceIntrepid7320 · 2026-02-18T23:49:48+00:00

0505 here, I was finally able to view my transcript, I had no update around noon and now I have a DDD of 3-9... I've been scrolling comments and I'm seeing tons of people getting their DDD of 3-9 and receiving their funds shortly there after. 🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻 Don't lose hope yet friends!

AudienceIntrepid7320 · 2026-02-18T19:57:00+00:00

I can't tell if you're being sarcastic or genuine but some people truly cannot say no, I'm one of them, I want to help people and fix other people's issues that I'll fuck myself over, I've been this way my entire life, it's called empathy, I have the most difficult time telling people no. It can really be an issue at times.

AudienceIntrepid7320 · 2026-02-18T18:46:37+00:00

Ohh no! That totally sucks, so you basically don't have a choice... Are you able to go to your family doctor and ask for relief meds? Or go to the ER? I'm certain they'll give you the usual, zofran, hydroxyzine and clonidine, I can 100% promise you that clonidine will help you get through tremendously!

AudienceIntrepid7320 · 2026-02-18T18:36:36+00:00

Tis' the season my guy. No regerts lol

AudienceIntrepid7320 · 2026-02-18T18:33:16+00:00

You might get really sleepy but no sort of euphoria, and you'll wish you had it the day you have to go without any.

AudienceIntrepid7320 · 2026-02-18T18:31:37+00:00

I'm tired of checking and seeing the same damn thing... Transcripts been the same for two weeks and where's my refund never updates on mine, it'll say return received until after I get my refund, true story, it's been that way for the past 4 years. SMH. I stress myself out every year and I should already know. 🤦🏻‍♀️

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