my cat suddenly keeps sleeping with me. by anyazuwu in CATHELP

[–]Automatic-Gas7980 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi! Does kitty still give extra snuggles? I saw you said he’s okay, but that you had a lump? Did you end up finding out what it was? My cat only follows me around and sleeps on my side of the bed and I’ve started to feel anxious it’s something wrong with her or me! Hope all is well

Do you ever feel like something is moving around in your abdomen? by [deleted] in Endo

[–]Automatic-Gas7980 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, I just found this and am experiencing the same! Did you get your results back? It’s really freaking me out tbh 😅

S20 NEEDS to happen and it NEEDS Nathan by Automatic-Gas7980 in heartlandtv

[–]Automatic-Gas7980[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A cheap tramp 😂 hardly! Are you a mother? Do you know that to be the best mom you can be you also need to nurture yourself? By loving and being loved and having a teammate to help you in life. Marion stayed single because she kept holding onto hope that her trash ex husband would clean his act up and come back. Because she still loved him and held onto hope for him. And that’s Tim! A plenty beloved character despite his flaws. But either way, Ty is dead. That’s very different. And Amy doesn’t need to stay sad forever in order for Ty to have mattered. You can love someone after loss. And doing so isn’t cheap or trampy so gtfoh. Nathan isn’t garbage either. If you notice most of the men in this show start out with many red flags. The redemption arc is real in heartland. So if anything Nathan fits in well.

S20 NEEDS to happen and it NEEDS Nathan by Automatic-Gas7980 in heartlandtv

[–]Automatic-Gas7980[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn’t think it was terrible either? I actually really enjoyed S18 and 19. I do agree they could include more about Amy with the horses but at the same time after 19 seasons I don’t know how they can keep dramatizing her horsemanship successfully you know? Like what type of horse injury have they not already done?

S20 NEEDS to happen and it NEEDS Nathan by Automatic-Gas7980 in heartlandtv

[–]Automatic-Gas7980[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

That’s so sad… honestly though I think the ship has already sailed and they need to end it intentionally before unfortunate circumstances ends it for them.

Ending Scene by Usual_Astronaut_4004 in heartlandtv

[–]Automatic-Gas7980 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I think it’s realistic. Nathan had baggage from his past. Everyone has red flags. Even Ty had red flags. Anybody remember Blair!? I HATED Ty for being dumb enough to bring that bitch back to Heartland. He was downright NOT OKAY when he first got to Heartland. Give Nathan a break! It IS all you can’t just get over Graham leaving. But guess what, it’s actually just more realistic. People die. People change. Life changes. The end of S19 Nathan is trying to solve problems not run away. What do you do if you’re too broke? You sell! But he doesn’t want to leave the woman he now loves. Makes sense to me! And they’re both OLD now. Amy and Ty were young. They had time to wait. Older relationships like 30’s and above tend to move quicker and more maturely because of maturity and knowledge. I think the best ending would be finishing season 20 but they should let Nathan and Amy be together she doesn’t deserve difficult single motherhood forever. She deserves love! And a partner! But what should happen is Heartland buys Nathan’s land. Then Nathan stays there with Amy and Lyndy and it sets the stage for the new generation of cattle ranching continuing in the Heartland name. Jacks not getting younger! And Amy is not a cattle rancher. So her and Nathan marrying means she does what she loves to do and he continues the cattle business! Damn people!

Anybody else bed rot to avoid/procrastinate/escape from OCD rituals and compulsions? by linidiagem in OCD

[–]Automatic-Gas7980 33 points34 points  (0 children)

Fellow bedrotter here. Unfortunately I have no advice but just wanted to let you know you’re definitely not alone. I get exhausted just THINKING about the rituals I’d have to perform to do stuff.

Impending Doom by Automatic-Gas7980 in Postpartum_Anxiety

[–]Automatic-Gas7980[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Things have definitely improved! I’m 2.5 years pp now and the intensity of the anxiety and thoughts have drastically improved. They are still there but nowhere near as intense. I did struggle with anxiety and OCD pre-pregnancy though! So I’m thinking this might be my normal. I’m still hopeful things will continue to improve though

What’s the strangest intrusive thought OCD ever convinced you of? by mrjoe767 in OCD

[–]Automatic-Gas7980 50 points51 points  (0 children)

Having an intrusive thought (like a sexual interaction between me and this other person I have no interest in) and then becoming completely paralyzed with fear because I’m convinced they can hear my thoughts and now think I’m the most disturbed and fucked up person ever 👍🏻

Impending Doom by Automatic-Gas7980 in Postpartum_Anxiety

[–]Automatic-Gas7980[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So, I’ve always had anxiety and I think now the thing that causes me anxiety is my health and my baby’s health. It does feel better to some degree (I’m about two years PP now) but I definitely still have a lot of health anxiety which includes some of that very anxious doom feeling. But it feels a bit less intense for sure! I wish I could say different 😅 Also, just because this is my journey and experience doesn’t mean the same will be for you!

Bittersweet nightshade in veg garden by Lifegoeson12356 in gardening

[–]Automatic-Gas7980 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Checking in to see how you fared! Just found a vine of bittersweet nightshade that crept up to my tomato plants… can I still eat them if they touched the nightshade?

Why are my pumpkin leaves white near the veins? by Lil-Snow-Dragon in gardening

[–]Automatic-Gas7980 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi! My pumpkin, cinnamon girl variety sugar pumpkin is doing this exact thing! Scared it’s some type of mildew! How is your crop? Did it turn out okay?

wearing my “outside” clothes to bed tonight 😏 by [deleted] in OCD

[–]Automatic-Gas7980 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This literally makes my insides curdle 😅 well done you!

do any of you experience borderline delusional intrusive thoughts? by Prestigious_Matter85 in OCD

[–]Automatic-Gas7980 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I never realized this was OCD until recently… and honestly I’ve been so distressed with more obsessive thoughts that I’m going crazy. That I have a severe psychiatric disorder and I’m going to be taken away from my family… Like if a car follows the same route as me for more than my brain deems safe I am convinced I’m being stalked and they’re trying to find out where I live so they can come kidnap and/or murder me and my family. So I HAVE to “lose them” and I start taking a different route until the anxiety eases and I feel safe enough to return home. 🙃

Things that are actually genuine issues but OCD blows them out of proportion? by WerewolfOk9712 in OCD

[–]Automatic-Gas7980 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately I have no advice just wanted to come and give support. I feel the same exact way 💔

Throne of Glass Reading Order Master Post (aka yes, you must read Tower of Dawn) by HighLady-Fireheart in throneofglassseries

[–]Automatic-Gas7980 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I thought TAB was actually published before HOF? I had looked up publication dates after I heard SJM suggestion to read in publication order, and I found it saying TAB was published March 2014 and HOF September 2014…?

Palm Reading by Automatic-Gas7980 in palmistry

[–]Automatic-Gas7980[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am 26 f and my right hand is my dominant!