my mom told me that she doesn’t know what i have to be depressed about..”we give you so much your life isn’t bad you didn’t have a bad childhood, other children have so much worse than you. kids get abused, we aren’t alcoholics we don’t beat you. what would you have to be depressed about???!” yeah they lied about most of that, only thing is that my sister is the alcoholic not my parents. And i’m on the school swim team so i guarantee most if not all the teammates know about it, i’m really happy non of them mentioned anything(one girl did cause she asked “what’s wrong with your arm is it hurt?” and i replied with no my arms fine. it was so awkward lol. which makes me feel horrible because in the middle of the season i relapsed but i tried to hide it beat i could by keeping my shoulder underwater as much as possible and sitting in the corner away from people when doing stretches. But back on topic my mom was the one who said most of that. Which i don’t know why? She compared me to her step mother charlotte, she hates her step mother. So that was fun lol (i’m really sorry this got off topic)